Last night I was scared. Very very scared. Scared out of my mind.
But I slept.
My chest felt bit pain.
It did this morning too.
Had tuition. So much to do! My dad hit my back for no reason. I swear it hurt. My heart was still feeling pain. I think he's a bit sadistic.
Went out after that.
I pulled on a red tank top, black puffy skirt, white socks, brown new shoes, red hairband, black wrist band, red scrunchie.
So off we went.
Went to Paya Lebar. Haaha.
Lunch wasn't all good.
BUT CHARLES AND KEITH WAREHOUSE SALE PWNED!
We queued for like 20 minutes. There was so many people.
See, Ask for size, Try, Take, Go. Must go squeeze into the crowd with people.
I bought 2 pairs of shoes and a bag.
I WANT BOOTS. Only 20 bucks. Like what the hell? And I SAW THE BOOTS I WANTED FROM LAST YEAR! But no size. Only comes in one size. I FELT SO SAD):
Still hating that it doesn't have my size.
I saw Charles and Keith themselves. One of them drove a Ferrari. I think it was Keith.
The Ferrari rocked. It was red with racing car stripes on the hood and a yellow Ferrari symbol (The horse) on the side!
Went to Thermos warehouse sale after that. So many kids.
Then we saw IP zone's warehouse sales.
The prices ranged from one buck to six bucks. I bought a olive green and soft yellow jacket for 6 bucks.
Went to the Thai Temple after that. I asked why there was 8 joss sticks only and a monk heard us. A thai monk(: So he talked to us. And he told us to do this plant thing. Interesting.
I feel better now.
He told me a lot of things. Very good advice. I'm going to listen today.
Then he prayed and gave us the holy water thing.
And went on talking. He talked to me about meditating.
He told me that I needed to have a strong soul because he knows I'm scared.
And we must plant this plant. I don't get the reason why. I didn't really understand him.
He told us about respecting our parents and the paths we chose to walk in life. Then he told us about his love for trees and his permanent temple in Chiang Mai. He gave us his number and the address of the temple. He showed us pictures too. So pretty! Like moutains in the background and all.
At the end, he gave me 4 sweets after a very long choosing time. He told me it was my choice to give my family any I wanted to give them. But I had to think how to do so.
Went to Tiong Bahru to eat after that. Food was okay.
There was Chee Ko Peks. Jeez.
ORCHARD! Walked a bit. Haha.
Quite fun but didn't buy anything.
Sis just bought a black tank from Mango.
Then we came home.
I gave my dad a blue cool mint sweet. I didn't know why I did so.
I gave my mum a mango sweet. Because it's my favourite. And I love my mummy a lot.
I gave my sister a white mint sweet. Because I love her for being there for me last night and told me not to be scared.
I gave myself the same sweet I gave my dad.
I'm going to eat it later.
It's fruit plus. But it's holy. The monk prayed.
Watched a little whose line is it anyway on the TV just now. Funny.
My parents don't let me do a lot of things and don't allow me to go anywhere alone. They call me 'sick'. I don't know if I'm even sick.
I should be in Thailand now!
Our flight was postponed to next week. I feel like telling them to just cancel it and book another during Christmas week.
I want to go to a psychologist.
I'm serious.
I'm scared.
Ugh.
I held my sister's hand last night. I don't know if I was supposed to say this. I was scared, too scared.
Bye, for now.