i feel that i'm not given the fucking rights of a teenager to have a private life and freedomjust wait till i grow up.i'll leave this fucking house and even better, this fucking country.went to see chinese doctor today.
ok number one, what the fuck?forced to wake up at 7, go to the doctor in jurong, and the consultation is only 5 minutes.HELLO?!
went to imm.saw peijun.bought new pants.i want more.
went to auntie rachel's shop.he son was there.2 months old cayden.
went to orchard, again.wasted my time.
number one, my mum was busy buying all that she wants, the stupid chinese doctor policy of warm water cures everything.number two,wanted to buy a skirt.no freaking size.coz the smallest they have is size 5.and i'm a size 1!damn.number three,i feel awfully embarrased.
went to get ah mah to the doctor.i don't understand why my dad is so against the fact dropping me at the bus stop.the ride home is only less than 10 minutes.
came home.
don't give a shit.i'm going to buy all that i want on tuesday and monday when i'm out.i don't give a damn that i'm going to thailand unwillingly.i don't fucking care if i'm gonna spend 200 dollars in 2 days,which won't happen but i'm gonna get all i want.i have all the fucking rights in the world to go where i want,do what i want and buy what i want.no want have the bloody rights to stop me because i lead my own life.this is a free country.and my own life which i live it the way i want to.and they have authority to make stupid, shallow one minded typical singaporean inferences on me.