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Smell of wine and cheap perfume.

Thursday, July 29, 2010 6:05 PM
这是爱,我们的爱 - 王力宏 (AHH I'M ADDICTED TO 第一个清晨 :D)

Hi stalkers of my blog, I'm back!
Been really busy lately so I didn't blog ):

Acting classes + Finals on 17 July
You can read the updates on Glenn's blog, good enough.
I'm just gonna zoom in on the final day...
Woke up at 5.24am with Anees's voice saying 'Hey Beautiful.' Gosh seriously, I was so tired. I thought my alarm was ringing so I didn't pick up the phone..then it rang again and I was like, ohgoshwhywon'titstopringing?! Tried to go back to sleep after that but was too excited to..
Dropped by Esso and got myself 2 bars of Kitkat :D Then, drove to pick up Arvin, Zakrie and Jerome at Yishun.
We all reached at 7.30am, Anees and Glenn were already there. We practised our lines and took pictures. Eventually came up with the group name TAAWBAM = Team Awesome Alpha Bin Abdul Manap. Got a hug from Jalyn, Andrea (SHE CAME!), Huixiang and Atiqah wooooo :D Mr K, Jalyn, TAAWBAM and Aaron did a cheer thing and Mr K all wished us the best of luck :D
The whole Whoosh family turned up with banners too, really touching. Even Mr Fadz and his fiance were there!!! Many thanks to Fadzly for taking care of my mega heavy bag too :x
We were the first to go up, and it was AWESOME. Though my voice was quite soft ):
We came in 2nd runner up. I was quite stunned when we were told we got 3rd! We were all expecting better..
I would really like to thank MR K FOR MAKING IT ALL POSSIBLE, Miss Andrea for helping us and being there to support us even though she has left Andreson, Jayln for being patient and coaching us and introducing us to this world of acting, Regina and (someone whose name I do not know) for helping with the costume, light and sound, Aaron for helping us with safety lights backstage and seeing over the stuff backstage, Trey for the feedback and ALL THE SUPPORTERS THAT TURNED UP AND WISHED US LUCK! Huixiang and Jinhu too! My fave flower :3 annnddd Firdhous and Raldah turned up! :D
There was one epic moment when Yishun Town came up with Star Wars thing and they mentioned Jedi and we all cheered Mr Kamal! Wooo awesome man, totally owned them.
We also took many group photos and did Anderson Cheer. Though we might not be first, I swear our school spirit was the best of them all.
After the whole thing, we went to Kallang Leisure Park for lunch. Glenn and I got sandwiched between the 2 couples :O We even saw Edmund Chen!!
Got home feeling really tired and still had tuition D:

I really love acting now :D

Voyage de la Vie
Went to watch this show at Resorts World on 15 July :D Thursday. After rehearsals at Dunman High, rushed home in a cab all on my own (seriously this is my first time taking a cab alone, quite scary D: )
Got dressed in a white tank top, white/black floral skirt and black waist belt :D Wore my sis's office-y heals :D
There, we got valet parking which was sooo awesome, felt really cool like we were some important guests with the IR staffs opening the doors for us :x
Saw many celebs and the guest of honour was the Deputy PM! :O
My sister and I got the front seats! RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE!
I REALLY LOVE THIS SHOW. My favourite person was the Game Master, aka the contortionist, aka Alexey Goloborodko. He's only 16 and ohgosh, he's super SUPER good. The juggler, Viktor Kee, was really good too. He can juggle 9 balls and his actions are mega smooth, really amazing.
There was one part when this dude flew off the stage towards the audience, my sister and I had a shock of our lives XD
There was a really awesome scene with topless dudes pole dancing right in front of us too, woooo.
The magic show was just freaky alright. Like they sawed the guy into 2 and he was just lying flat on a table that doesn't have anything covering him at all. Just a dude and a table :/ it's quite freaky. His mini body could still play the piano (while lying down without looking at the keys at all). Ohoh the show also started with a mini magic trick and the 2 kids on stage were mega cute :3
I just love the fact that I couldn't believe I witnessed so many circus freaky acts live RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, like so near some more!! Plus Johnathan Leong singing scenes felt like a rock concert!
After everything, went to walk around the IR and took pictures with the Universal Studios globe thingy.
There were many many many people standing outside the casino too!

Really like to thank my dad's boss (whoever he is) for giving the staff body so many complimentary tickets :D


Everyday life
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIANG

I'm in such a homework mood I think I might be mad.
My grades have improved so I'm happy (: though my L1R5 would be atrocious since English is just :O and I failed Physics and Emath.

The ajumma show at 7pm ended D: But it was enjoyable watching it and commenting at everything with Glenn on msn XD The ending was so EPF with the Bollywood slow motion running at the beach! HA

Oh and Angela fell down yesterday while chasing the bus! When I walked into class, Yew Rong was like, 'Look at Angela.' I was like O_O WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU! O_O Poor girl ): must be really painful. She looks like someone abused her XD Even Mr Fadz had a shock :o
Only Amanda was so..neutral about it.

The Korean girls are here. What I know is that:
They have the same hairstyle and they're muscular.
Yew Rong thought one of them was a guy.
Glenn admits they have more muscles than him.
Some sec 5 who was singing Gee and Genie next to me in ANDE today was commenting how disappointed he was.

Speaking of SNSD...
Yesterday during recess, Glenn had the dude at the music booth play Gee and Chee Ian and he started dancing to it. The whole canteen erupted in laughter hahaha.
It was totally EPFunny.

I really want to go on photoshoot...gosh..
I really want to do a supermarket shoot, so we might ask the manager and stuff for permission. I want to try some rather run-down-ish locations too.
The field next to my estate where i take photos is now officially become a bloody public carpark. Totally wtf... Yeah, the place was bought by some Chinese dude -- ... >:(
They have started construction too...
Byebye to the field, you've given me great memories. We used to call you 'the hill' and we rode our bikes up there on the bumpy ground, ran around with neighbours' dogs, flew kites, caught tadpoles with our bare hands, grew crops, played with grass weed thingy, exercise, rowed around in the grass, had picnic and saw the first snake skin..ever.
Really miss the place so much, all my childhood memories and my photo location):

Spent Chem talking to Yun Chuan non-stop hehe and got nagged at by Miss Mok XD We were discussing about studying during study leave...and grades...
Oh yeah, 2 days back, Ong Lai, Zigui and I went home together. We all decided on the fact that (she) might have hit her head or found a boyfriend, which explains are unusually good mood lately.
My chem marks have improved too!!!! 8D 8D 8D

During PE, I talk to Dimeng, Siew Mun, Joyce, Jing Fang and Wing Sang about K-Pop, cool stuff man :D

Ahh MBG (the photographer who's 17 and is so freaking talented he became a professional at 16) actually said thanks to my fb post. OMG, he said a word to me! :O :O :O I probably idolise him so freaking much I'm hyperventilating. He met Grace Coddington in Prada and saw Obama drive by in NYC on his birthday, lucky guy.
(Wait why am I even talking about some dude I don't even know?)

2pm's concert starts on Saturday! So exciting..though I can't watch it since it's in Korea D:

My complexion is on the downfall..really depressing. Must be because I'm eating too much chocolate and sleeping toooooooo little. I have really bad panda eyes!

Yesterday, talked to Zhou Yang. Is it just me or did his biceps grow? :O

Might be joining the Gays for their practice on Friday after SPA, really miss dancing!

Work I completed today:
1. Vectors 7b
2. Transformers II
(And I'm on to do more >:) )

Gonna have dinner and watch the new 7pm show :D
Bio O Level SPA Skill 3 tomorrow and..THAT'S IT, WE'RE OFFICIALLY DONE WITH SPA!!!!!

Here are 2 lame jokes:

What do you call a current induced at night?
Blackcurrant

Where do Koreans keep their things?
Kbox

LOL




And next year...my uniform's gonna be white and green :D

REALLY MISS MY MUMMY ):
She's in Hong Kong with her friends. She's buying me lotsa stuff like earphones, headphones, skirt, shirt, MARC JACOBS WINDBREAKER (LIKE OHMYBANANA), WELLINGTON BOOTS (!!!!!!!!!!BEEN WANTING THEM FOR SOOOO LONG) and...CANDY :D
Can't wait for her return on Monday.

My sister has gone bonkers.

See you in my dreams.

Friday, July 9, 2010 9:35 PM
HAPPY 700th POST!



อยากให้ย้อนเวลาเพื่อคืนกลับมาเริ่มต้นใหม่
ฉันจะทำทุกสิ่งทุกอย่าง ไม่ให้เธอนั้นต้องเดินจากฉันไป
(What I'm singing right now)

Hi! Today was such a draggy long day.
Nothing much really. Chinese test just just terrible. Not bothered anyway. No idea what the thing was saying so I just rushed through it and went to sleep. English test was okay, totally manageable. SS lesson we had 2 trainees sitting in and Mr K passed me the consent forms for the DHS challenge supporters. Recess was spent playing game. Geog was the normal same old same old.
Lunched with Angela, Darrick and Onglai. Bought a whole lot of snacks. Started snacking while doing math hw from 1.30 to 3. I also asked Deepak, Kuan Ting and Xian Long to buy me the giraffe marshmallow :D Mr K started the movie at 5 and showed us..Crimson Tide. I WAS EXPECTING INVICTUS. Got to say, the movie was really...trilling! I started grabbing on to Angela's shoulder. During the break I went off to buy more snacks. I really can't stop eating!
Ended at 7 plus and got home at 7.50.
Ate food.
Watched telly, showered and here I am now, blogging.

It's been 8 months since I last went to the cinema.
I suddenly feel so excited about the acting finals, gosh.

I found Nichkhun and f(x)'s Victoria's We Just Got Married article in my mum's thai mag! :D
AND I CAN READ THAI NOW. Yay I'm so happy for myself, heh.

Gotta go do some movie blogging. Then study. STUDY!

Yes and 'See you in my dreams' was what Hunter said to his wife before leaving to go to the submarine in Crimson Tide.
I really hate scenes when the husband/lover has to leave for war and leave his girl behind T_T
When the movie started, I told Angela, SOMEONE'S GONNA DIE IN THE MOVIE. And true enough, people died.
I really get this uncomfy feeling when Mr K lectures us on nuclear warfare. How it would become a holocaust. I try not to listen. Imagine how terrible it'll be. VAPOURISING AWAY FASTER THAN THE SPEED OF LIGHT AND WHAT'S LEFT IS ONLY YOUR SHADOW!

Off now!
Janice's 10/10 movie is still Pride And Prejudice by the way.

Kiss me beneath the milky twilight, lead me out on the moonlit floor.

Thursday, July 8, 2010 8:07 PM
Really love the song lyrics of Kiss Me! One of my favourite song lyrics.

Today was like this..
Got to school, walked down to morning assembly and when we were at the steps next to the level 1 toilet, they said morning assembly is in class.
So we walked back, blahblah, Mr Fadz came and change our seats. I STILL CAN'T SEE THE BOARD, neither can Yun Chuan. Gosh.
But ANDE was funny :D YC, BJ, Tian Ning, Vicom, Sharmini and I formed a team and we were all supposed to do a collage on what we think about a global citizen. So Mr Fadz gave out magazines and we started cutting. Ours was EPIC FUNNY. LOL, but it might not be very proper to mention it here... Oh then we saw Anees's group. THEY USED SNSD and they changed the faces to these men. HAHA
Math..just did homework. My register number, the dearest 15, gets called a lot for math homework now.
Chem, this trainee teacher sat in. Miss Mok got mad coz only less than 5 people brought the TYS!
Recess, ate food. I HAD THE HONOUR OF SUAN-ING ARVIN XD
Bio was sooo boring gosh.
Physics was not bad...i finally understand some Fleming's right/left hand rule. FINALLY.
Chem O Level SPA 3 was...quite unexpected. Thought would be harder. After hearing Jerome..I think I was quite wrong.

After the test, the 2 dudes namely Sexy Boy Anees and Jerome took AGES to come down. I gave the 4/5 dudes a ring and guess what, THEY WERE ALREADY ON THEIR WAY. After the 2 guys came, we had to wait for Anees to buy Boost bars. At least on the taxi he shared the chocoloate with us :D
Then..we got there.

Day 10 of Acting Class: Site Recee
DHS is really nice. And their canteen has SO MUCH VARIETY.
We met Jalyn and the 4/5 dudes, then Regina came. Then Mr K came with out Macs lunch. Gave out the food to the boys and Mr K made me take the left over nuggets and McChicken home because he says I'm too thin and I have to eat. Ptff, fine. While eating, we discussed costumes.
We did a line run with our eyes close. Some sort of an exercise to sense each other's energy and how we build up on the scene.
Anees again, it IMPROVING! Well done Sexy Boy.
After that, it was OUR TURN TO USE THE STAGE.
Got to say, the place is rather cool. We went through our lines and used the wireless mics. You know the ones those celebs use when they're having a concert? It felt really professional! :D
We did a run through with our mics and GUESS WHAT, GLENN FORGOT HIS LINES and started urging me to just continue.
Lol epic moment when Arvin dropped his mic while climbing up the stage XD
Anyway today's cool. I'm trying my best, yes work harder! We got to be much better by Monday.
We're also going to use really big auditoriums for our future practices, 9 days left man!
Jalyn asked me to incorporate some dance moves but I won't be able to do those. My jeans are like slim cut just that the bottom is boot cut. Very movement restricting I must say.
We thanked Jalyn, Regina and Trey (who suddenly appeared while we were acting).
Then all 6 of us SQUEEZED INTO MY K'S CAR! Arvin, the bouncer, was nice enough to carry my bag into the car for me! :D Okay, so I, being the smallest in size, had to wait for all 5 guys to pile into the car. Then Mr K told me to sit on Sexy Boy's lap. I gave him a super loud HUH! LOL then Glenn decided to sit on Arvin's lap instead. It was so funny. The whole interior of the CRV looked all squished up.
When we reached the MRT station, we all got off and the pedestrians must be thinking,' How did so many people fit into the car?'
We thanked Mr K who then gave us our test papers. Gah! Got to study for it before attempting it!
Anees and Glenn, the gay couple, got off the train at Serangoon and the rest 4 of us continued on the N-S line. Zakri, the bouncer, was nice enough to wait for the bus with me. But I was like looking at him and went,' Why are you here?' And he was like,' LIKE THAT LA.' Fine, my bad.

That's all. My sis was happy enough to eat the Macs. Hahaha, she was asking why Mr K's so good.

OFF TO STUDY!

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Fruit juice paradise.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010 8:13 PM
I studied for Amath yesterday and guess what, I COULDN'T DO THE TEST TODAY. Bummer.
Bio test was great! But it wasn't even counted, gosh.

I woke up today, anyhow tied my hair, went off to school.
(I never go to school in peace now. Gosh, all thanks you this particular old woman with big hair who just likes to pick on me. Yes and if any one's wondering why I don't want to donate to the school, ask this particular soul.)
Got to school, studied, practically sleeping in morning assembly (so lifeless).
Physics is... I really really can't UNDERSTAND anything that has to do with electricity. SERIOUSLY. Electricity is just something that makes no sense. All I know is that it's very useful in my life.
Bio test was super LOL. I fell asleep many times while doing the paper, Yun Chuan kicked my chair to wake me up XD
Amath test..as I've said, was.. GAH
Spent recess doing work.
English was totally draggy. I thought 2 hours actually passed --
Geography was..alright... At least the test is postponed.
Rushed off to do the NE survey. I felt so dumb D: I went to 10 computers and couldn't seem to access the web then when I used the computer Deepak was using, Deepark and Abdu realised i've been typing the wrong URL all along. Ptff.

Day 9 of acting class
Went down with Jerome and Anees to the canteen. Then Arvin and Glenn came. After grabbing some food, we went to wait for Jalyn and went up to the black box. We all got dressed for our roles today. Only Glenn didn't bring any costume.
We went through the whole skit, cut the lines, had 3 audiences. We had some feedback from them..
We also confirmed that it was Jalyn and Regina in the Starhub commercial!! Knew it!
It's really funny that at the end, we all did the number poses, the whole Kawaii Japanese game show thing. We did 1 to 6 for MR K TO SEE! Hahahaha :D Only Anees didn't play along D:
At the end, Jalyn told me I've improved and Mr K said I was graceful on 'stage'. You've got to see the look on Glenn face because HE GOT NO FEEDBACK, he started singing, 'Shot through the heart, and you're to blame...' LOL
Well but okay, when we were serious, I really felt that everyone was good. I can see that Anees (the Sexy Boy) is trying really hard because he might not be very comfortable or experienced in this, but don't give up! You can do it! Zakrie's rather good I must say. Well his characters are as expressive as him to begin with. Glenn's just so funny (but got criticised for being too feminine on stage, SUPER EPF! Too much SNSD, man)! Arvin, really love his scene but got to loosen up! Jerome, I've decided not to look at him during the model scene or I'll laugh like mad bananas.
All in all, the final feedback from Jalyn was that when we're serious we do better. Like how Anees really built up on the atmosphere and how the COUPLE SCENE WAS GOOD and Zakrie scenes were well done. So it really helped build up on the end scene.
Before leaving, we had instructions for the recee. So apparently, the 4/5 dudes and 4/1 smarties are going separately. Mr K commented that the 4/5 dudes were bouncy (with the exception of Glenn who makes it for Fagly). Mr K's getting us Macs tomorrow too but I'm sooo not a fan of Macs. Unhealthy much ):
Went home with the 2 bouncy dudes, namely Arvin and Zakrie. We were waving bye to the gay couple on the bus, then I said, 'I think the people on the bus will think that we're waving to them.' On the bus, I said that my first impression of Zakrie was that he has such a pretty voice. Then he said, 'Thanks for the flattering.' And I was like, 'More of flattening.' LOL Arvin gave me a High Five :D HAHA On the train I was sandwiched between them in the packed carriage. Arvin was like, 'We look like Janice's bouncers.' HAHA it was quite believeable. To begin with, they're sooo much taller than me and so....big.

That's all, folks!
Site recee tomorrow, Chem SPA 3 O LEVEL and.. assignments to complete.

My dear team of 5 dudes (who are all taller than me, even the shortest dude is taller than me), it's 10 more days!!!! WE CAN DO THIS! Don't fall sick and stay strong and healthy!

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Playing with expressions.

Monday, July 5, 2010 6:43 PM
I slept at around 2am last night, after completing 7 Geog papers and MSN-ed my sis (whatever for, she was just like 10 steps away).

Woke up at 8.30, which was later than planned ):
Searched for my Chem notes and worksheets. Then at 9, ate breakfast (cucumber, muesli bar and milo) while watching some drama on KBS.
At 9.30, started at Chem. Did till 11.30, break for lunch, studied a little, then got ready to go to school!
Tied a french braid today! :D
Went to pay my fine of 30 cents at the library and met Huixiang. Read Bio on the train. Overhead these boys (prolly in lower sec) getting all hyped up about girls texting them. I tried really hard not to laugh.
Then I went to school. The guard interrogated me on my presence in school on a school holiday --

Day 8 of Acting Class
When I got there, met Anees and Glenn in the canteen. Attempted reading more Bio but Glenn was too noisy. I ended up giving him the beautiful name Fagly (fag + ugly)
We went up to the MPS and the others came. The guys were getting wild and noisy while waiting for Jalyn.
Today was so awesomely fun!! We went through the scenes and she focused on how every scene should developed. Also some minor changes here and there.
AND GUESS WHAT! Glenn and I were the BEST CHARACTERS of the day because.... WE HAD CHEMISTRY (Quite a joke since we both failed chemistry). Jerome was the mega EPF one, SUPER FUNNY omg.
We took a break and guess what. GLENN GAVE ME A 2PM FILE AND RULER!! :D :D :D
We also watched Dirty Eyed Girls again and Arvin was so irked ): Hmm we also did some crazy dancing.
After Regina and Jalyn left, we talked about who we're gonna invite to the finals..

(i really hope WE WIN!)

We went to return the keys and Anees and Glenn left the other way. Anyawy when we all walked out of the gate, we realised the 2 dudes are missing and Arvin was like, 'Those gays.' LOL

That's all for the acting!
Got home, and checked Twitter. GUESS WHAT, JAEBUM IS COMING TO SINGAPORE IN SEPTEMBER!!!! But the tickets are like $120. Really ex): though it's inclusive of Sentosa tickets and drinks.
Besides..it's prelims so probably can't go.

Ahh after O levels I'm soooo gonna go a conert. Hopefully my parents will allow!!!

Gotta do some stuff for the acting and STUDY! Gah..
So hungry. DINNER NOW!!!!

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Homework addiction.

Sunday, July 4, 2010 10:20 PM
Is there really such a thing?

Been doing a lot of working/studying the past 3 days. Well but I did a lot of tv-ing too XD

I'm very excited for the week ahead. Though there's 7 tests in 4 days, 3 on Wednesday!!


There's something terribly wrong with me!




Note to self:
JANICE YOU MUST WORK HARD!!!!

It's the little things that count in life.

Friday, July 2, 2010 9:14 PM
So many things are happening... I think I flunked all the tests this week..
But RJC audition was rather good so I have no complains. I sacrificed my math test and danced for 5 hours non stop yesterday. I thought I could have done better though, gosh.

Glenn says I have double eyelids now! Well technically, they show sometimes..then they don't.
Aleithia was a darling today to help me out.
AND MY SISTER FOR HELPING ME YESTERDAY SO SO SO MUCH..
Oh plus this random lower sec RI guy who helped walk me to the gate because I was CLUELESS.

Did I mention I got caught for pinafore AGAIN? Gosh..

I feel really happy for Andrea, for the internship!! I really really feel so happy for her. 18 and an intern at CLEO!!
I'm gonna buy the magazine when she tells me that her work is up. Definitely.

My muscles are really aching sooooo badly right now. Think I'll do some work and turn in early. This is the second time in 5 days I'm actually using a computer!
(: Partly because I downloaded some free apps from Ovi and I can use my phone for practically ANYTHING..like checking all the social webs.
I'm becoming quite drawn to Twitter.

I'm now 44.something kg.
I must start eating...getting tired so easily when I dance now.

4 new flats from Cotton On! LOL They were like 5 bucks each so my mum was like yeahyeah just buy, can wear for fun :D Now I have NEON FLATS.. LOLOLOL
Oh and my sis didn't eat dinner and now she's snacking so mummy's mad and says she won't buy anymore snacks... NOT EVEN THE HEALTHY ONES (no msg, low sodium, baked chips and organic shop stuff) WE EAT NOW D: D: D: sobsob..

Just saw my pictures of this person's tumblr which was reblogged/liked so freaking many times and the problem with tumblr, it's like a cycle. And everything is in Japanese so I can't really read what's going on.
I really want to take photos..but no time, no strength, no motivation.

Got to do some work. Maybe I shall start the mugging off with some apple juice!

I feel like going out to Starbucks opposite my estate to study one day. Away from all the distractions at home. Or maybe MOF..Subway..or the food court.
Who's up for it? (:




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once there was me
I'm Janice, sixteen, but really, I'm three. I live in my own fantasy of endless imagination. I like the smell of new books and the wonders a camera can do. I laugh way too much.
And this, is my life.

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