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I'm not in the bloggin mood right now.

Monday, December 28, 2009 8:25 PM

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I feel awfully lousy.

Anyway, just a quick recap on the past week.

Friday's Christmas party with relatives at my place was fairly alright. I dressed like my sister, twin!
Saturday, bought new adidas school shoes (omg!) and 2 pairs of Levi's.
Sunday, went out with mum. Finished Death on the Nile, fun book.
Monday, stock taking for dance, very dusty indeed. Was alright. Came home and plonked asleep.

That's all.
I just feel so..soo..horrid.
I'll just have to live with it..

Maybe the stopmotion i plan to do will make it all better..


12:58 AM
Mixed feelings, why do i care?
An hour.

Merry Christmas!

Friday, December 25, 2009 10:57 AM
Hello ladies,

Did I mention Daddy bought my sis and I each a Hello Kitty ring? <3

Last night, was texting and texting, reading and reading, and fell asleep after 30 minutes, oh well XD
The computer died on me last night, so annoying.
Jerome helped me with the little bit of the change i did to my blogskin, thanks :D

Anyway, this morning went for tuition, I know it's Christmas. Liang Min was there! Awesome :D
We shared our Pokemon photos we have on our phones which is cool. He gave me this mega cute picture that is now my wallpaper, pokemon :D
We weren't making much sense, i guess, haha.

Got home, yeah so here I am.
I WANT LUNCH, so hungry ):

Party at my house tonight with relatives, i must help cook, goodness me.

I want to upload on Flickr but sadly, I can only do that on the laptop and I'm on the PC instead.

That's all, for now, loves.

I have a new picture idea for my sis and I :D YAY
hehe

I'm addicted to the song Lollipop. Because Natalie let me listen it to again after Lene let me, hahaah. AHH

AVATAR

Thursday, December 24, 2009 10:42 PM
IS SO SO SO SO AWESOME!!!
I LOVE IT

Went to watch with my mum in 3D!

Oh gosh, so many parts my heart was like dropping, so exciting and yet thrilling. Awesome great movie! But they took 14 years to have it done anyway so it MSUT BE GOOD.
And it's gonna be a trilogy, AWESOMNESS MUCH?
I love it, love love love love! Maybe the BEST movie this year? I want to watch again, maybe with sister.

I was in such a bad mood today, i'm sorry, i'm in bad moods everyday, i feel guilty after that.

Had lunch at Mos burger and Dad bought Sis and I identical Hello Kitty rings.


I don't feel like doing anymore homework...not at all

Lights in the sky.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 10:17 PM

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Today, I woke up at 6.45am to take some pictures but there wasn't any fog so i went back home.
Played around with my cam.
Then, looked at photostreams.
Ate a bun.
Went to Sun Plaza, bought an ice cream, KFC.
Came back, went to Cotton On. Sales!!! Bought shorts, light blue/white, I hope parents don't find out. I think I might buy more stuff..but the tops are too common. I like the jacket actually.
Watched Keeping Mum while eating. Fun movie!
Read a little, flickr.
Wanted to go shoot, totally spoilt my day when mum insisted i need to go out with her to opposite... Mood spoiler, much?
At least when we got back it was 6.40pm and can still take pictuers.

I don't know what to think of today's shoot.

Dad came home with my House of Night book pack. OMG! I'm going to quickly read Death on the Nile so I can read them! Perhaps.

I'm addicted to Channel 8 and U drama!

I found a picture of mine on a LA magazine's blog.
Wow.


Flaws and claws.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 10:28 PM
I changed the picture on my skin, i bet you LOVE it <3

Dance today. Fun (:
We had all the welfare things that needed to be discussed done, so it's great.
Came back and watched TV and ate. So hungry from lack of filling lunch.
Took some pictures from boredom and i wanted to try the light out.

Anyway, I think i'll wake up earlier tomorrow and go to the field and take some pictures. Since it rains so much, I think can get the fog captured, which is totally awesome. Ditto!
I wake up at around 7 am plus on a daily basis when there's no school. I don't know why.

I WANT TO WATCH AVATAR.

6:41 PM
'A joke is a very serious thing.'
- Winston Churchill

'The best love affairs are those we never had.'
- Norman Lindsay

'Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes.'

'If you're not confused, you're not paying attention.'
- Tom Peters

'Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies.'
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

'Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.'
- Kahlil Gibran

'The years teach much which the days never knew.'
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

'Love all, trust a few.'
- William Shakespeare

'It is dangerous to be sincere unless you are also stupid.'
- George Bernard Shaw

'Creativity is the sudden cessation of stupidity.'
- Edwin Land

What happened today?

Monday, December 21, 2009 10:49 PM

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I feel like is passed so quickly.
What a boring day it had been..

Dance tomorrow.

My Flickr feels so dead, it's pathetic. I wonder how I even made it a year ago.

And I need to bathe, it's so late..

The book review book is making me sleep. Omg.


A bad day.

Sunday, December 20, 2009 10:12 PM

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It truely was..
The photoshoot made it all better.

Even thought I have cuts and paint on my pants, i had fun rolling on the grass and walking in water on the field barefooted.

I hope tomorrow's alright.

I completed a Geography paper at 2.39am this morning. I should complete another today.
I wonder if I should read the book review thing.

I'm tired.


I could see it in his eyes.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 11:21 PM
I got this from Valerie, hehe <3

City of Glass getting damn fun! :D :D :D :D
Talked to Jenya just now. We're random, a lot of Voldemort going on.
I completed another Geography paper earlier today.
Had a nice chat with my mum, I saw her photo when she was 18 or 19? Ah looks so much like me it's kinda freaky. We just have different hairstyles. Even the same face shap, nose and mouth. My eyes is a bit different from her's only <3
Hmm, went by the library but didn't borrow any books. Went to buy stationery with Dad, he was shocked it cost 15 bucks, hehe (:
I borrowed 50 cents from Marie today. To buy milk tea. I'm so awake now, shit.
It's so cooling tonight!
With the cafeine kicking in, i shall stay up doing homework.
I shall find a book to read for book review too..after City of Glass. Must quickly read.
Hmm, feel like going to talk to my sister now.
She doesn't want to go out with me tomorrow, but I think Dad's bringing us to Mandarin Hotel for the buffet!!! YES!!! And he gets staff discount <3
Shooting with sis tomorrow. I have an idea for water in the field.
I'm addicted to a certain hairstyle now.

Love makes us liars.

12:29 AM
- City of Ashes by Cassandra Clare, said by the Faerie Queen at the Seelie Court.

I woke up at 7.38am.
Read in bed till 11.30am-ish?
Crawled out of bed.
Turned the lappy on.
Started watching Monsters vs Alien's 30minutes ending I failed to complete watching 2 months ago, after 3 tries. I love bob, by the way!
Had lunch.
Painted on my face, yeah anyone wants to model with face paint?
Went to tuition.
Came home.
Bought dinner and milk tea, checked out prices needed for bugget.
Watched Channel U from 7pm to 9pm, Channel 8 from 9pm to 10pm. Fun stuff! Did a bit of Geog in the process.
Talked to my sister after that and dug into her closet and came up with this rather retro look. I'm trying to ask my sister out ): we did some online window shopping. old navy sales is bloody cheap! Forever 21 too. Saw this pair of laced white boots, ankle high, flat sole. Crap, I'm in love.
After too much laughing, bathed.
Completed Geog paper 1. (I feel like doing more homework now, as a matter of fact.)
I want to go shopping tomorrow, I'm in the mood to dress up.

My eyelids weight a ton.
I'm upset. Life's like that when you're around.

I talked to Bryan last night. Told him my plans for a job after O Levels. I'm up for making some cash to buy Lenses. And it has to be photography related, perhaps.

13 December 2009, 11.12pm, in Thailand

Thursday, December 17, 2009 9:53 PM
Monday begins chapter one,
you and I, the grass and the loving warm sun.

Tuesday turns a page, to a brand new day,
I wrote down how I wanted you and I to be this way.
Wednesday, a stuck paragraph full of absence,
life was uneventful without your presence.
Thursday sounded like a poem's verse,
a little excerpt of how we converse.
Friday was more than just a single line,
it's not enought for all my thoughts, combined.
Saturday you spoke a word,
the world I truly and clearly heard.
Sunday was one tiny full stop,
to mark the end of the week, but the start of the next, which my love for you will never stop.

And Monday begins again,
how I fell in love with you again and again.

Tomorrow will come.

9:27 PM

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Lene, featured again! :D
<3
Taken from yesterday. We had a picnic in my LIVING ROOM, played at the Splash Park, took photos, watched Hangover, talked about old times and read our notes, talked and joke. Oh gosh, ate a lot too. Awesome.

Today, dance.
Rained from since I woke up till 3pm-ish?
I really love the tribal dance!!!! It's really fun and interesting, and the music is pretty scary too. Love it.
Ate lunch with the usual 4 others and this time Liang Lao Shi joined us.
Xin Lin came after lunch break.
Did Geog with Shiuan Wen after dance to get the map from Mdm Neo's pigeon hole.

Nothing much, i'm trying to write a poem..

MY MUM BOUGHT ME A MANGO TANK. THE COLOUR, is FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!! OMG.

Should I go check out the Mango sale tomorrow? Kinda lazy to go out, eeks.


Flowers.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 11:39 PM

No, it's not summer yet., originally uploaded by jamwithsand.

Today was great, spent with my darlings <3


I'll post my long post tomorrow.

12:13 AM
It's halfway done but I'm too lazy to do it.

I feel like such a...mean person.

But at least looking at mine and Alvin's MSN dp makes me feel happier.

Sean's still asleep and it's been 7 hours..

Me like this.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 11:51 PM

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Was really inspired so after a unsuccessful hour on the piano and snapped a guitar string, i went to take some photos of the song stuck in my head.

hung out with my maid a lot today <3
watering plants, in the supermarket, sewing, blahblah.

channel 8 coming tmr!!!!!
awesome.

can't wait for next wednesday, LENE AND CAR. omg :D :D :D


Dreaming with a broken heart.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 11:01 PM
I'm addicted to that song by John Mayer.
Inspiring! The lyrics is like so heartbreaking..
I shall have a picture on that..maybe.

I want to go to Lene's house ):

I just ate a jelly.

6:14 PM
I'm in great pain.

I finished reading Rip Runner last night. It was pretty fun.
Anyway, so today it was a reapeat of waking up at 7, leaving by 8, blahblah.

Met Zoe and Dai Qian at AMK MRT, and we walked to school today, saw Jun Xi.
My butt muscles hurt D: Can't walk up the stairs. Ahh.
Today's training just made everything hurt more, and there was this very awfully loud crack from my back and a feeling it was going to break very soon.
Our dance choreographer for Chingay is from Bhutan. The costumes are like..whoaaa.. We finished learning the steps already.
Was talking to Zina who thought I was saying that I was growing chillis on barnbunny.
Lunch with Shiuan Wen, Chui Shan, Grace and Jessin was fun! Toufu rice :D
Ooo and Vivian carried me :D

Ate ice cream!
hehe

First thing I did when I got home was plonk on my bed, read a bit of City of Glass and fell asleep. Woke up hurting everywhere very badly.
I can't even sit up straightly because my neck hurts.

Talking to John about Mortal Instruments.
AWESOME.
H bought the 3 books after I told him about the story. Now there's something fun to talk about like how much we don't like Simon and Alec relationship with Magnus but he loves Jace instea (Yes, Alec's gay if you're wondering).

:D
I love my jelly :D

My eyelids weigh like a ton of mashmallows

Tuesday, December 8, 2009 11:36 PM
Watched So You Think You Can Dance. Nice..awesome moves!
Did a teeeeeny bit of Geography.
Muscles starting to hurt, bad.

I have great ideas for Lene's house. I hope mum lets me go..really do. She never let me go to friend's house.
):
Tennis court would be great. Ideas are flooding my mind right now.
Also this groggy waking up thing.
Just hope they REALLY work out..

My flickr is so so so..dead.

Oh, the pain.

6:19 PM
Last night, I did some stretching. Then read Rip Runner. The whole pimpernel thing going on.

Today, I woke up at 7am and got ready for dance. Caught the bus, then the train, then walked, obviously.
Sat at the table at the porch with Aleithia, Lorena, Victoria and Zoe when Liang Lao Shi arrived.
We did a lot of crunches and during the back stuff, Aleithia and I fell. Lucky it wasn't painful. Had to pay 90 cents fine, all of us had to. Did some routine things and danced the dance we were learning. The choreographer didn't come today because his flight was delayed.
Apparently, Chingay would be on the F1 pit. Oh gosh, they say it's twice the size of normal main roads! Oh no. But also, it feels exciting!
I have two or three blue blacks. Owww.
Washed face and started on make-up lessons taught by Victoria, guinea pig, Shiuan Wen. I paired up with Lorena. Oh disaster!! But it was FUN! We were like testing out all the colours and smudges or liquid eye liner. Hahahaha. We decided on purple eye shadow. Nice colour.

Aleithia's very very very tan after Bintan. She claims to have talked to 3 hotties.
I said that I met this group of hotties in the airport (true) and also a hottie in the cinema (well, Taylor Lautner much?) Aleithia fell for it.
She and her reflective surfaces, NECK CELLULITE. LOL. On the MRT, hahahaha. Striking the pose of the Ribena characters doing the 70s John Travolta Saturday Night Fever.

For Lunch, I shared a bowl of noodles with Chui Shan and ate 3/4 a sardine bun.
No breakfast.

Anyway, got home and bathed. Muscles feel super super tired! Bet they will hurt very badly tomorrow.
Made jelly with my maid :D Then we went to do gardening, planted CHILLI SEEDS :D
Came here to edit my blogskin, got screwed up again, bleah. Found the problem.

Read City of Glass on the bus and train. Fun. They're in Alicante, Idris now. I already read some spoiler so I know Clary and Jace would end up together and not be total incest.

Waiting for my jelly to cool down and form now :D

Ate sandwich and some thai food chilli thing just now.
I'm still hungry.
Dinner!

Oh, i'm so tired.

I kept singing Starstrukk today, obviously out of tune, hahahahahahaha. Shiuan Wen did the 'Woohoo' thing. Hahahaha.


Some random verse I wrote while being bought a few nights back in Thailand :/

Smile for me at least,
you whom I dearly miss.


FOOD. I NEED FOOD.
Wait, no no, Janice, no.

do you dig this?

Monday, December 7, 2009 8:22 PM
-Jerome™ says:
kiddy girl
Junxi says:
bad girl

Oh hilarious.

Let's start from yesterday

I actually heaved all the luggage at the airport from the belt yesterday. Because my dad was missing somewhere and my mum obviously wouldn't do it.

So when I got home, showered, ate lunch and watched High School Muscial 3 on Disney Channel. Zac Efron! Hahaha. Ashely Tisdale always remind me of The Suite Life of Zack and Cody no matter what.
Then, talked to my sister and played computer. Talked to John a WHOLE LOT about Mortal Instruments. Caught up with Lene a little. Talked to Alvin. And Dan.
Texted Aleithia.
Watched 3 parts of the first episode of Prung Nee Gor Ruk Tur, I'll still love you tomorrow. Awesome. The pra'ek (that means lead male character) freaking romantic. Played like Pong Nawat, mmm.

Cleared my table and talked to my maid :D
Read Rip Runner before going to bed.

Today
Woke up at 7am because my maid was knocking on my sister door as she refused to wake up. It got so noisy that I couldn't get back to sleep.
Sat out on the chair by the garden and took in the beautiful morning it was.
My mum got mad at my sister who decided not to go out with my parents because she wanted to sleep more and they waited an hour for her.
Showered, change and decided to go to queue up outside Sembawang Shopping Centre to go for the promotion thing at 7.40am. Got some china bitch there..what an asshole. Accused people of cutting queue and she just cut my queue because she said I cut hers. Well if I could speak her eff-ing chinese language properly I would have told mer off.
At 9am, fianlly got in. Went to queue at subway till 10am. Finally got it. And my sister came along and chomped down more than half my sandwich, claiming it's 'a bite'.
Then, we wanted to go get the 10 cents tea, but she decides to get the 2 buck set instead and I really don't have money for it. She just queued 10 minutes and got mad at me. She herself, is 3 hours late and forgot her wallet.
After she left, I went to get takoyaki.
Then, went up to Popular to get City of Glass. What the hell, I queued for 1 hour 40 minutes. Why do people are so mad, spend $40 just for $25 vouchers. In the end, they still pay $15, not like it's free.
Talked a little to these housewives in the queue in front of me.
Called my maid to come and help queue for the $1 japanese ice cream! When she finally came (after 30 minutes of me telling me), we were just nice the 101th, so we couldn't it. Whatever. Ask her to help me buy tomorrow while in school!

After 5 hours in that building, finally got home and eat. Hungry like madness and my legs hurt.
Watched GI Joe. Not bad :D
Then, read a bit of City of Glass and when Mum came home, fell asleep.
Had this nightmare, again. Like there's some mad stalker out to murder my family, relatives and I. Kinda freaky..
Woke up because in my dream I was going ballistic.

Texted Lene and felt like playing pokemon. So I turned the laptop on and well, started changing my blogskin instead.
With the help of Jerome, I finally got it done perfectly! I can't thank him more (:

Mum made me go to supermarket with her, and I bought a yellow cloth for my camera!
Saw this guy from ____, but it looked like he couldn't recognise me.
Told Lene how I felt like such a cheeko.


In Thailand,
I watched New Moon and Christmas Carol 3D.
Hang out with my cousins.
Watched a lot of drama serials, i like.
Went for a foot massage.
Ate a lot of food.
Did house chores.
Read I love you Beth Cooper (MUST READ), Slight sinful, City of Bones and City of Ashes (AMAZING).
Bought more books like the Mortal Instruments, Catcher in the Rye and The Absolutely True Diary of a Part Time Indian.
I also finished all Math homework but didn't bother to do more.
Went to other provinces near to Bangkok.
Played with my Great Grandmother's dog.
Squeezed with my Great Grandmother on her bed 8D
Shopped like madess.
Ate a lot of Dunkin' Donut Honey Dipped mini donuts.
Got scolded by my mother for reading too much.
Hitched a ride with my aunt.

There's more.. but oh well.

:D

Hasta la vista.

Hello, one and all.

Sunday, December 6, 2009 5:30 PM
I'm home!

Rights. Don't feel like blogging much now. Later.

once there was me
I'm Janice, sixteen, but really, I'm three. I live in my own fantasy of endless imagination. I like the smell of new books and the wonders a camera can do. I laugh way too much.
And this, is my life.

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