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I have a feeling that I'm becoming nocturnal

Friday, July 31, 2009 6:12 PM
Because I sleep at past 1am everyday and don't feel a single bit tired in school at all.

Was reading the newspaper, and they said this policeman in US got caught for calling a university professor a 'banana-eating jungle monkey'. LOL

Mr Singh gave me anoher chance at standing broad jump.
I got 175cm on my first try but Mr Singh refused to count it because my hands were on the mat. Ptfff.
My second try was 169cm. But nevermind, I've got my GOLD!

Went to borrow Thanks for the Memories at the school library.
The Genting trip has been canceled):

Nothing much happened today.
Went by Aunty Cynthia's house, so I couldn't go home early. Sigh.

Got home and ate my oreo cheesecake 8D
Then I started reading Harry Potter and looking up some shows. Started watching one which wasn't very exactly fun, even though the storyline my mum told me last night sounded fun.
So I started watching Mon Ruk Kao Tom Mud and downloading Jum Leuy Ruk for my itouch so i can watch it during recess in school. Like how Amanda watches Charmed.



Film Rattapoom and Pat Napapa. Damn funny. Even my mum likes it a lot.
I watched Film act one movie before, which was freaking sad. Okay, I watched him act 2 movies and 1 serial before. He's gonna act with Pae Arrak's girlfriend in his new show. I so wanna watch that. Because she's damn pretty too. Pae Arrak has got good taste, haha.
I've seen Pat act quite a few serials, like Mafia Tee Ruk. Well, she's gonna act with Shahkirt Yamanarm again..but he's like so much older than her!

Anyway, I'm still at episode on after 2 hours due to a lot of multi tasking going on.
After this, I'm gonna study and transfer my videos.

:D





So much to do, so little time!

Be a caveman, do the right thing.

Thursday, July 30, 2009 8:15 PM
Says Mr Eu.

I slept at 1.23am last night.
And my mum got all mad at me this morning because of me sleeping so late.

As Yun Chuan wasn't here, Anees sat at his seat so he could talk to Deepak and Kuan Ting.
OH it's BAD BAD.

You see, when people start spreading rumours about Anees, he pushes all the blame to me. Well, it's a good thing no one believes him.
Like in SS, he said, 'Mr Sexy Guy is here!' with much enthusiasm. Then he blamed me because he kept claiming I called Mr Eu (in Anees's opinion) *coughing attack* hot. Oh it's such a murder to my poor ears to hear that.
Mr Eu's reply was, 'I'm used to it.' And Anees had a moment of overexcited syndrome.
Well, when Miss Yep left, we were supposedly to start gossiping. But however, poor Anees got distracted by Miley Cyrus and Miley Cyrus porn.

Hahah damn funny. Amanda said he looks so 'excited' he might get a heart attack.
Deepak was the one shouting things around. Hahaha.

Amazingly I didn't fall asleep in class.
Plus the fact I was attentive in Geog. MIRACLE!



Came home started watching this Thai serial. Too bad it's still airing in Thailand. Yeah I saw the commercials before I came back to Singapore.

Felt damn nice to have a nap in the evening 8D

Chinese spelling tmr. AHH
And I actually like the Trigo graphs. So fun to draw free-handed :D

I realise there's not much homework lately.
But there's a lot to study.

WHY!
ah

Dance tomorrow.






I'm so sleepy.

I SHOULD BE ASLEEP

12:34 AM

This is for my dear, Shirlene.

The songs by Potato. I watched this serial when I was in India. It was shot in Paris. One of Thailand's most classic drama serials that was remade many times. Sawan Bieng is equally as classic. My favourite parts were when the guy gained back his eye sight from being blind after an operation but lied that he was still blind and he used the girl in all sorts of ways. To marry him because he tricked her he's damn poor but actually he's a millionaire, to do things for him and excuses to be around her. Hahaha.

Tik Jedsaporn. He's so cute, haha. He got married on 9th July, that's 20 days ago. The ring he gave his wife, is like..'oh my goodness, look at the size of that stone!' and he said he had no idea how many carats it is. and when they interviewed his wife about how Tik is and she started singing praises about him, and he was like 'DEFINITELY!'

Ohh he said last year that he wants to act with Anne Thongprasom. But apparently there's no new shows from both of them lately. Anne's currently filming a new show with Ken Theeradej (they two acted so many times together already!). Tik says it must be..a comedy with lots of mushy scenes. Tstktsktsk

Oh well.

SLEEEEEP


Lost chances

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 11:38 PM
Last night I slept at 1.30am.
OH IT WAS BAD.

In the morning, the entire class was dark and I walkedin to see Tim and Holy. Gave me a fright!
Then YC came and told me he won't be coming to school tomorrow because he has to attend funeral. I think he's pretty down, he talks to me a lot about his grandmother watching all the tv shows. And now that's gonna end.

I fell asleep in most lessons. Like almost in English, and had sweet dream time in History and Bio.
Mr Lim was blah blah blah on me, about sleeping in his and Miss Lina's lessons (I wasn't exactly sleeping in her lessons, more of doing homework and reading thai magazines). It's not like I'm not doing his homework and failing all his tests. I'm not even sure that he was fully awake sometimes.

During math, Deepak turned back towards Yun Chuan and me and went, 'Want to join Emma Watson fan club? I have 9 pictures of her on my phone already!'

Got back AMath paper. I could have gotten 36 if I didn't make crappy mistakes. But okay, I'm still in the A1 range :D

Jun Xi bought me marble cake 8D FOOD! Oh I feel bad though, taking free food.
I was so hungry today because I paid for 10 years series that cost $7.50, with a dollar borrowed from Yun Chuan, and only had 15 cents left. Ptff.

Bukit Timah Nature Reserve was interesting, I must say.
On the bus, I was stonning, staring out the window and saw this guy clad in only a pair of mini FBT shorts and very tan skin standing in the carpark with his arms akimbo. Then when the guide was talking to us, we all saw him again. And then I realised there's a thing about males of all age groups enjoying being topless there, irregardless their figure.
We all received an air plant! Well, I already have 2 of that species growing under our lime tree at home. I remember buying them during November-December 2006 during the flower fair in the royal park near my house to celebrate the king's birthday.
They started saying Anees likes Emma Watson, and 5 seconds later, it became Anees likes Miley Cyrus.
On the bus back, Deepak shouted, 'MR FADZLY, YOUR PACS DAMN NICE!' Then Mr Fadz said, 'You want to touch?' And Deeps aka Deepark went, 'YES!' Damn funny. I managed to wake up from a good sleep, hear that, and went back sleeping.

At porch, met Aleithia and Shiuan Wen because just then ended.
Aleithia was nice to give me some of her bread :D

And got home and ate a lot :D

I have all my work done now, it gets boring in school.

MUST SLEEP BY 12.30 TODAY!
It's midnight now.
My poor eyes.

The norm.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 11:07 PM


Such a nice song. I think I heard it on a drama serial before because it sounds so familiar. Even to my mum, who started singing another song by them XD
Tattoo colour's the only band I listen to XD I should listen to Slur. There's Pae Arrak 8D



After watching a few videos, it's a good thing Pae Arrak cut his hair short, even though many say he lost his Slur look. But he's much better looking with short hair. His long fluffy hair gets a little annoying.




I only know this band because they sung a very famous song on Pae Arrak's super famous drama serial.

I feel like watching a bit of Duay Rang Hang Ruk, Mos Patiparn and Noon Woranuch (the pantene commercial person on tv).
The house they used as his holiday home is the same one as this other show, 5 years ago, with Tik Jesadaporn (the iron ladies guy and the Kaew Tah Pee actor, which Lene watched :D ) and Aom Phiyada. He's so hot last time, he's no more good looking now and he's younger than Shahkirt Yamnarm and Utt. He just got married 2 weeks ago though. That's one eligible thai celebrity bachelor DOWN. Ooo he acted with Taya Rogers (current mtv vj) 9 years ago.

Okay, I just saw this scene of the show. Tik's character is like a mix of Shahkrit Yamnarm's character in Sapia Gleui Peun Tiang and Ken Theeradej's character in Sawan Bieng 8D
So..sweet!




OKAY ON TO TODAY

Last night I slept at 1am. Bad!
Made me so lethargic in school.

History was a bad. I can't stand HER! I'm beyond happy that Mr Kamal is taking us for the war of europe.
Bio have new trainee. No wonder they keep changing on timetable. It's been 3 times. But the teacher is the one who gave us all 3 tries for standing broad jump yesterday, she's nice!

There's so many tests coming up it's almost tragic.

Chem SPA was..well managable.
I labelled one part of my results wrong D: That's maybe S1.2 1/2 ): WHY! 1 mark means A LOT
Miss Yep was nice. Thank goodness not Miss Mok. Miss Yep says Miss Mok taking us for chem next year because she produces very good o level results. Which is true. My sister was under her for 2 years, she got an A1.

Bukit Timah Nature Reserve tomorrow! I'm dreading the mosquitoes though.

I'm so sleepy. I'm getting a lot of panda eyes dark rings lately.


I've decided to start studying for tests...i think.
But Harry Potter books are so tempting.
But when I read them, they make me think of death.
Which makes me feel very...uneasy.


Haha Bryan asked me why everyone of Flickr is crazy over Tom Felton, so I showed him a picture of Tom Felton. And he went, 'OK TOM FELTON IS HOT'



I'm texting too much lately.
Eeks.






if only he was the one saying those words

Monday, July 27, 2009 11:40 PM
life is full of countless adventures
it's just a matter of how we unfold them

opportunities await

Bad day.

6:32 PM
Well not exactly that bad.

This was how it went.

Last night, I wrote down the lyrics to Rang Ruk by Mos Patiparn. It means strength of love or something.

Anyway, this morning was as usual, dreadful. I was just having an amazing night's rest.

ANDE was held at hall. Career talks.
I'm not interested in accountancy or research and engineering, but I stilled listened to Mr Nathan anyway.
I'm more interested in building and design, medicine, social science or media.
But my dad's so against it when I tell him about my career plans ):
My uncle, however, keeps telling me about FIT. Not that interested in fashion.

Math test. I FINISHED THE PAPER!!!!!!!!
Though I anyhow did question 2 which was 4 marks. 4 marks for explaining why that triangle is an isoseles triangle. Ugh.

Recess I was just like slacking around, practising writing thai.

Chinese was crappy. Lu Lao Shi told story as usual.
I wonder why she likes watching those kinda shows where people suffer.

Geog was rivers and coast. I have actually listening, half half.

Chem was okay. In lab. Well I fell asleep halfway.
O LEVEL SPA TMR. I'm so nervy right now.

After school, went for lunch with Yew Rong and Adelynn.

NAPFA!
Let's see.
Sit Ups 40 which was lesser than last year ):
Inclined Pull Ups 17
Sit and Reach, 58cm. I could have gone more. My head was hitting the bar! BOO):
Shuttle run 11.32sec. That's 0.02sec to A.
Standing Broad Jump 164cm. 1CM TO 165CM = C = GOLD.

Ohmygoodness, I'm so pissed at that 1cm. Freaking banana. WHY!
I'm gonna beg Mr Singh to give me a second go during PE.
Well, I was imagining Mario Maurer standing at the 300cm mark and Rang Ruk was playing in my ears, I'm so addicted to that song.

During inclined pull up, when we were at the station with __ Lao Shi there,
Sharmini was like, 'Cleavage!' HAHAHAHA
During standing broad jump, there was a teacher at another station.
Yew Rong said, 'Is it just me or is her boobs really big?'
THE WORLD IS GOING WROOOOOOONG

Amanda's not well, I hope she comes tomorrow for the SPA!

Maybe for once, I'm gonna own Yun Chuan in another math paper :D

Rain rain rain today. Sigh, it's nice and cooling though.

Today, I have to study for tomorrow's SPA. Complete chinese and physcis homework. Search for Thai dictionary and books.
I'm so tempted to read Buang Hong. But I look at the size of the book and wonder how long I'll take to complete the book ):

I feel like watching thai drama serials. I realise I didn't finish the Mos Patiparn show, the one where he sang Rang Ruk. Have to go search for the DVDs.
And I still have other uncompleted shows! AHHH

My dad was asking if we wanted to go to Bangkok during the National Day holidays, but can't go coz got tests coming up):



On the topic of going to Bukit Timah Nature Reserve on Wednesday,
Mr Fadz said, 'Please wear track pants or jeans, unless you have legs as hairy as mine.'

Sunday, July 26, 2009 4:54 PM


If a guy wrote me a song with those kinda lyrics, oh my gosh. It's the most romantic thing EVER.
Let's see..He says..

Would you believe if I told you I compose this song for you. It may not be as beautiful or good as other songs, but I just want to say that you need to be in love to write a love song. And I want you to know how I got inspired. You might heard a hundred thousand love songs before. They all might touch your heart and have the same meaning like each other. But when you listen to this song, which was written for you only, then you'll understand the love we have for each other, forever.

HAHA look at how Tong's (Mario Maurer)girlfriend look so confused.
They're so cute together 8D the two guys, I mean.

OKAY BACK TO MATH.
I've been listening to too many Mos Patiparn songs.

2:31 PM

Laughing is good for health

11:52 AM
Well, yesterday was busy like norm and I couldn't stop reading, instead of studying for Emath test on Monday. Boo):
Tuitions all ended surprisingly early! :D

Got home at night and watched Boys Over Flowers and I told Jun Xi to watch it too. Ended up texting too much -- But it's fun talking to him, haha he kept going on and on about how he's about to shave Jun Biao's hair because it's too curly.
Yesterday's episode was so sweet, ahhhhhhhhh

I started going through all my mum's very old magazine AGAIN. I can't help it ): I found more of Mario Maurer's articles, definitely, but not much because he wasn't that famous last time. Found some of Shahkirt Yamnarm's previous drama serial sypnosises so I cut them to read. There was a lot of Mos Patiparn too. Speaking of him...I'M STILL TRYING TO DOWNLOAD HIS SONGS
I hope my mum doesn't realise I've stripped her magazines XD

I'm quite happy with myself these days.
They say the only way to improve in a language is to read, and I'm forcing myself to read a lot of Thai. And now I can write pretty fast :D Well, faster previously anyway. And I'm trying to learn all name of the months. Next, I have to learn writing numbers!! Well, I only can recognise a few.

My muscles are aching so badly, I'm having walking problems. And five stations tomorrow!!! AHHHHH whyyyyyyy!
At least no dance.


I'm uploading these for a memory of Mos Patiparn songs so I'll remember when I reread my blog posts :D







YES THIS IS MY FAV SONG BY HIM!!! I watched that drama serial too, june 2008 I think. He was some soul because his body was in a coma and met the girl, she's one of my favourite Thai actress :D
The song lyrics are damn nice. Ahhhh he says that for thanking you for letting me meet you, I'll do everything it takes and love you till the day I die.
He doesnt even look like he's almost 40 years old.



They're like oldies ;p



The english is bad, but...the song's cute! He's so in love, haha



I HEARD THIS SONG BEFORE ON HIS SHOW BEFORE, some show he host with these 2 other guys. Ooo the girl in the MV is an actress too

Okay, I'm flooding my own blog

OHMYGIDDYGOSH

Friday, July 24, 2009 10:19 PM
I'm shortlisted for the Power In Your Hands competition, Canon-Mediacorp.
Prize is Canon Powershot SX200 IS.

The world just keeps getting better and better.

Yesterday can never be today.

9:06 PM


Originally uploaded by jamwithsand


Well today was...spectacular.
Okay, that's such a weird word choice.

Lessons were alright all day.
Had math homework done.
Chem SPA on next tuesday, I might have a nerve attack soon.

Lu Lao Shi didn't come for lesson today so i played cards with Lorena, Tau Pok and Edwin. Mrs Goh walked in, and I've got to say, she's a bit.. well, I prefer Mrs Poh and Mrs Koh more.

Physics survey was very negative and there was this choices of career we would consider.
Ahh...
I'm definitely very interested into going into the architect/interior design side or maybe about entertainment. If not doctor or social science. Or maybe banking and business.
My dad says can't earn much being an interior designer, boo):

Had lunch with Amanda, Angela, Hui Yee, Yong Liang and Tau Pok. And how we dashed across the road and I dropped 10 cents D:
And left to YCK stadium with Amanda, Angela and Wai SIong.

I wondered why everyone cheered, 'BULLSHIT' before the run.
The run was alright, I ran 4 rounds with Nanthini. And stopped a bit and Wai Siong made me continue running, then I stopped and saw Jun Xi, then I stopped and Wen Jie came and started hitting me to continue running, then came Anees who did the same, and somehow, that made me finish in maybe 14 mintues I think. Because I ran 5 rounds in 12 minutes, and the first round should be pretty fast, considering the nice enjoyable breeze. I ran past Shiuan Wen twice because she was walking XD
Felt like fainting after that though! I didn't even train for this run, PE didnt even have training.
Yew Rong went all how-to-be-emo, and I went, 'Yew Rong, see that?' Points at Mr Soo. 'Is a psychologist, you might need therapy." Funny :D

After which, had a great lot of time cooling down while waiting for Hui Yee to complete her run.
Then, Amanda, Shiuan Wen, Ong Lai, Tau Pok, Rebecca, Yew Rong and Natalie went to Macs at Ave 4. Apparently I had no idea where we were.
We all ate ice cream and fries and talked a whole lot. About how Robert Pattinson was hotter as Cedric Diggory and awful as Edward Cullen, which Harry Potter was the best and when Dan Rad looked the best, JoBros, Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Ben Barnes, Tan TEE WEE, and loads more. I think we were pretty loud XD But it was funnnnn!
I can't believe I ate fries 2 days in a row.

We split ways and Shiuan Wen, Hui Yee, Ong Lai, Tau Pok and I went to wait for the bus back to YCK that took forever.
We went right up to the second deck and I brought up why models are so willing to bare their armpits for deodorant commercials.
Like seriously. when I went to Thailand, there was a commercial on TV of some guy showing off his under arms. Who in the right mind would want the entire world to see your armpits. Weird.

We were like the last to leave the bus at the terminal XD Walking on the second deck feels like we're on the top of the WORLD, lol.

Took the train and then bus home.
Saw Qiao Hui outside my estate with her sister, haha. Probably came to eat at the famous porridge shop.
I quickly bathed and took some pictures. Awesome :D though I think they're not so nice.
Though my camera's colours are amazingness plus the light contrast.

My muscles are hurting badly now D:
Tomorrow will be torturous.

And I WANT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER
even though everyone says it's bad because it's just a trend!


Ludicrous

Thursday, July 23, 2009 9:35 PM
I slept at 11.30pm last night, and I just could not wake up today. Must have been too tired from dance.

Went to school and discussed with Anees about History, sadly I remembered nothing.
Math was spent sleeping, well, I was in a position of sitting upright and facing my worksheet but I was in a deep sleep 8D
PE was FUN. Frisbee and captain's ball thing. Amanda, Angela and Yew Rong. We kept pretending to play when Mr Soo came over if not he would volunteer to play with us. Haha it was funny. Amanda came up with new names, YESA and MISSA and WINA. And there was many Yo Mama jokes going on.
English was a spring summary test. Apparently, Band 1 was the only ones who didn't know about it. Had like 10 minutes left so I just started writing Thai words to practise, well, I can write Mario Maurer very accurately :D
Recess was like slack stone time.
Geog was I don't know. Talked to Yew Rong the whole time. She got high on andrenaline by eating 1 gummy bear.

At 12.10pm, left to meet Mr Eu and collected IC.
Anees, Daryn, Angelina and sec 4's.
We all went to AMK's Macs to eat which wasn't healthy and took cab to HCJC. And the cab driver was talking to us about current affairs, hahaha.
At HCJC, we all got stuck at the guard house because our temperatures were all like 38 degrees because of the heat, so had to stand there and drink lots of water so the crappy thermometer would work.
The quiz was so..difficult. I probably only knew how to do 10 questions out of the 50. It was mostly based on feeling like. 'Name this guy shown in the picture.' He looked like a man named Vladimir so I just wrote Vladimir Putin. And there was many guessing games going on. Like the PM of Zimbawe. Even Mr Eu was stuck at some of the questions.
The 2nd round had 3 RI teams and 1 HC team. Was boring, really, started doing homework and Anees was reading out all the answers to me off his memory.
The speed round was fun! And simple, they should have included those questions in the preminary rounds instead.
Many UN officials were the VIPs. Quite interesting, the campaigns they talked about.
I spent the whole time trying to convince Anees to do a 10 seconds wishy washy act and slap Daryn but he refuses because he says there's no such thing as Indian gays, but sadly, he was proofed wrong!

After which, got on 74 to McRitchie and heard a very familiar voice going, 'Eh, you also here?' Mr Broad-shoulders.

I'm so tired now and my muscles ache.
Tomorrow's 2.4km will be horrendous, I don't know if I should just walk and do better in the retest.

Mario Maurer is hot, even Aleithia agrees.
*dazes*

I want to move to Thailand after I graduate, oh yeshhh. The house there needs an inhabitant.
But the only things not good about Thailand is the TRAFFIC JAMS, security and transport inconvenience. Boo):

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 8:33 PM
Yesterday was spent watching shows. Bleah, my mum took out this old Shahkirt Yamnarm and his ex-fiance's serial and so we started watching it.
Then, I started hunting magazines for articles to read and pictures of the stars I like. Practically stripped them of Mario Maurer pictures and appearances at events.

Today, school was alrighty.
Spent half the time reading my articles I cut yesterday.
Dance was okay, I can sense very bad muscle aches so I bet I won't be able to run 2.4 easily on Friday ):
The new leotard, pants and dance tee came. :D
And I convinced my parents to let me go to Genting because my mum can go too.

Been looking through this gossip web anyway.
Found the event I was hoping to chance upon ever since I saw it on the news when I was in Bangkok. Where Pae Arrak was playing with his band, I think his girlfriend was there modelling too. Then there was Pancake, Mario Maurer, Tata Young, and on and on.

Mario Maurer has bad bad news, oh well. Not many people actually likes his girlfriend, sadly.
But Shahkirt has more gossip I guess, because he's a known playboy.
And I see Aon Sarawut crying and begging for forgiveness or something because of his sex scandal thing. D:

Anyhoo, I'm off to study for tmr's quiz and some homework. Goodbye

Fangirl

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 11:00 AM
Oh I'm in love with him.
He's so cute.
Damn, why must the movie be M18 just because there was a 10 seconds homosexual kissing scene.

It's like the first movie he acted and was like fame overnight. Well, he was a famous model and appeared in many MV's and commercials because he's wonderfully good looking and he sings with his brother in German.

But maybe I'm not going to watch it in the end because I've read the ending and it's so freaking sad.
It's the same reason why I'm not watching A Moment In June because Shahkirt goes all in love with a guy and the ending was very sad.

Well the only show I watched with Mario Maurer in it was 4 Romances, the first film of the 4 and I didn't know him well but I knew who he was because his face is all over the TV and posters and my mum tells me about him.
His film was Kiss which was cute :D and sweet. At least it didn't make me cry like Shahkirt's part.


I actually want to post some videos up but my crappy lappy has a problem with blogger and the format is all screwed. Ugh.

Okay, I'm off to watch my Thai serial.
Ew okay, and I just saw the trailer of Mario Maurer's new horror movie. Ew. Ew, it's freaky.

Ah, his smile makes hearts melt.
Like how Utt does it.
Well, he's 14 years or so younger than Utt anyway.

And he was in Step Up 2 too!

Monday, July 20, 2009 10:44 PM
Racial Harmony today. Math test, which I completed 20 minutes early but I think I lost 6 marks already. English UNSW I just anyhow do some because it's so long!

Anyway, been watching a little thai drama and reading.
Completed the biology essay which lookos like a composition and I'm left with Chinese now.

Yes tmr's off :D
Maybe I'm gonna watch the Love of Siam, why must it be M18?!
There's nothing wrong with it..except the kissing scene which is awfully heartbreaking to see Mario Maurer making out with another guy.
Oh well, there's a sequel coming out during the end of year. Hope it's not so heartbreaking.

12:21 AM
i like to think about how math test isn't going to take place tomorrow because i've been watching thai drama serial and reading order of the phoenix the whole day

My eyelids are on holiday in droopsville

Sunday, July 19, 2009 12:11 AM

One of the best i've seen.
*swoons*
he's probably the hottest guy i've seen. it's so hyperventilate worthy to even realise i'm breathing the same air as him.. okay, a bit drama. But whatev, it gets my point over.
He just did a shoot for a thai magazine, Crush. And my mum just went to buy thai magazine for me today! SHOULD HAVE TOLD HER TO BUY THAT MAG! She knows how in love I am with him, it's a bit weird though, her knowing it.
He doesn't even look his age, at times
And he really fits the phrase of a good looking person will be good looking no matter what expression he has or what he wears or when he's drunk and red.

okay back to my reason for blogging.
Nothing much has been happening.

Miss Lina went all you-weren't-listening-to-my-class on me. dasdjhdajhadiadnklsacsa
Chinese was surprisingly nice though.

Been doing a whole lot of math, argh.

Saw Lok again at tuition :D
He's fun. I can't imagine how he ever got so funny and high all the time in primary school.
Mum's Thai friend came over :D
She has the same Thai nickname as me though.
Watched Globet of Fire with my sister.
I think Dan Rad's hair was good. And how gorgey porgey Robert Pattinson was, so much hotter than Twillight.

There's this new Thai movie out in the big screen apparently.
The Love of Siam and it was filmed 2 years ago! It's about gays, he locked lips with a guy. Just saw a picture of it, boo):

Mario Maurer :D Easily one of the most good looking guys in the showbiz, obviously he started off with modelling, considering his looks, he's half german.
It's not a sin to be so gorgey.
He should really start acting serials and not movies alone because his serials will definitely be freaking famous, seeing how famous he is already.
I can remember how Lene told me she smiled back at him :D
It's so sad he looks not as good now in Wang Nam Kang ):
Okay I've got to get going.
Tomorrow I'll have to do a lot of math. And read my new magazine.
And I'm slowing down a lot on my Harry Potter reading):
I feel like watching more thai serials.
AH.
I've just got a very good picture idea.
AND I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING MATH ANYMORE


Ohhh and i watched Boys Over Flowers :D
Fun fun. I like the curly hair dude :D

Friday, July 17, 2009 10:02 PM
Dan Rad

Salary
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (2007)
$14,000,000
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (2005)
$11,000,000
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets (2002)
$3,000,000
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (2001)
£ 250,000

Seriously. He's the second richest teen in UK after Prince Harry.
Emma and Rupert earns 10 million pounnds less for Order of the Phoenix!

Okay, I'll blog more tomorrow.
Study.
Been watching Globet of Fire.

Tom Felton

Thursday, July 16, 2009 10:50 PM
fever




How can Draco Malfoy be so...amazingly hot. Oh my giddy gosh.



"One of those stars is Tom Felton who plays Harry Potter’s rival, Draco Malfoy. Possibly adding to his success and popularity, he’s also one of the buzzed about candidates to play the character of Riley in the third Twilight flick, Eclipse."


Okay, I've got to quit googling him. Ah.

From now till eternity

5:20 PM
Last night's 'Are you smarter than a 5th Grader" probably had the dumbest person on the show ever.

Last night, I managed to stop reading by 11.50pm and went off to bed, but I couldn't sleep because my mind was running.
Woke up in the middle of the silent night because the air con was so cold. When I successfully got back to bed, the alarm clock rang. Got back to sleep and then my maid woke me up. Seriously, I need peace when I sleep.

Decided to not bring my book to school and instead hide it somewhere in my room.

Got to school and continued rewriting empirical formulas in tables.
And took the pledge with the thermometer in my mouth.
Brought fruits to school :D

Math was first. It's such a joy to learn that he's leaving.
Mr Wong has to take over to teach Amath. And I'm wondering why Mr Wong didn't give us revision for the upcoming test.
Went through ministers' name with Abdu, Amanda and Anees. (wow, all their names start with A)

PE was worse. Stood there with Wai Siong talking about ways people propose, and he told me all about how Miss Yep's fiance proposed to her somewhere near Singapore Flyer.
We did lame captain's ball and soccer weird-ish games. Wai Siong went on a holiday in the toilet.

English, we had to go the buzzle.com to do reading. Hmm, quite interesting. I was reading up on chocolate diet, teens on diet, advantages of being single, eye twitching remedies, chest muscle pull, horoscopes, and so on...


"Cancer (22 June - 22 July): Water is the element and the ruling planet is the Moon of the sun sign Cancer. The shades of pastels, blue and silver are the lucky colors while the colors indigo and black help in promoting love affairs and establishes social harmony. The numbers 2, 3, 5, and 9 are the lucky numbers. Monday is the best day of the week for a Cancerian. "Crab" is the animal sign of this star. One of the virtues of this star is perfectionism and nurturing. The other qualities include secretiveness, emotional and over-sensitiveness. Scorpio and Pisces are the most compatible sun signs while Libra, Aries and Capricorn are least compatible with Cancer zodiac sign. "
"The crab is Cancer's ruling animal because it represents the fact that Cancerians can come out of their shell and fight but they can also hide in their shells in depths of the ocean.
Cancer is a mysterious sign filled with numerous contradictions.
Cancerians want security and comfort and yet they seek new adventures. They are helpful to others but can be cranky and indifferent at times.
Cancerians tend to live in the past since they hold past events close to heart. This habit can tend to affect the Cancerians who find it difficult to let go bitter experiences and move on.
Cancerians do not trust people easily; this lack of trust can harm them at times.
Cancerians are deeply sensitive and easily hurt. A Cancerian can forgive but can never forget.
One of the most endearing qualities about Cancerians is their ability to make others feel good about themselves and loved.
Cancerians are kind, loving, intuitive, imaginative, shrewd, cautious, protective and sympathetic souls.
Cancerians are also known to be moody, over-emotional, touchy, untidy, clingy and sometimes exhibit the tendency to wallow in self-pity.
Cancerians dislike failure, opposition and other aggravating situations. However most prominently, Cancerians hate being told what to do!
Cancerians make excellent businessmen because of their intuitive abilities, creative mind and their ability to predict future trends.
Cancerians need constant support and encouragement. A Cancerian always wants to feel needed and loved more than anything else. "
Recess, was er just went down to buy a sandwich to eat while doing biology essay.
Geography. Did some protector thing to measure angle of elevation. But apparently, we weren't told yesterday to bring it so many of us didn't have ours. So, when everyone was putting all the pieces together, I fell asleep.
Chinese was erm..fast.
She went through all the idioms, Darrick and I were doodling and practise hand spinning. There's only one kind I know how to do, and that was the one Vicom taught me.
Quite happy to go.
Physics was okay. Completed biology essays.
Abdu and Ong Lai were playing siccors paper stone, and the loser had to perform a dare. Really funny. Everyone was having fits of laughters.
Abdu went, 'Janice, I think you're very pretty. And I want to tell you that I've liked you for a very long time.'
And I went, 'Abdu, I think you're very good looking. Since the first time I laid my eyes on you, I fell in love with you.'
Hahahaha, we were all laughing, funny :D
Rushed home after school to reunite with my book.
Met Felicia on the bus again. I've been meeting those 2 siblings everyday after school now.
Had a To-Do list done on the train.
So now, I'm going to complete physics, filing, amath assessment book and newspaper.
And have to read up/research for the quiz. Blah.
Okay, I'm off.

90s rewind

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 8:50 PM
The 1990s have some of the best songs ever.
Savage Garden! No Doubt. Third Eye Blind.

The new upload on Flickr Blog is so freaking amazing! Manhattan and the flares.

Okay, back to my day.

Last night I slept at around 11.50pm after reading.

Mum was mucho unhappy this morning and started saying bad bad things, like confiscating the books and erm...(it shall remain unsaid)

Sat in the canteen, reading.

Geog, I couldn't help falling asleep but I didn't, well maybe for like a minute worth of eye closing.

English, went through comprehensions. Nothing much..
Aleithia's going for the Genting trip! WHY! (note to self. have to ask parents again because it involves a competition)

Math with the crappy teacher. I have no idea what's going on with angle of elevation and depression but I somehow completed the worksheet on 3D figures.

Recess was such a sinful moment.
And my poooooor shoes D:

History I spent it completing math while we were supposed to do a mind map on Hitler.
Miss Ranjini had to go for some graduation, YES! I really enjoy her absence.

Chem was all mole mole mole.
We did empirical formula..must draw table. So, I have to go redo Worksheet 4 because have to draw table. Boo):
Yun Chuan really has a very..unhygienic way of keeping his thermometer. It's a wonder why he even bother washing it.
Miss Yep told us about how SPA went yesterday, not exactly encouraging.

After school, I sat there reading Harry Potter for like 30 minutes before heading for home.

Met neighbour of the bus again. And saw Tessa.

Got home and my mum amazingly didn't take away my book.
So, I'm not risking it, bringing it to school tomorrow. Shall just hide it in my room for tomorrow school hours.
Really have to start preparing for the competition quiz thing at Hwa Chong next week.

Almost done with the History mind map, I feel like I've learnt more than what Miss Ranjini taught. Seriously.
Cramming 3 pages worth of words into a mind map isn't exactly a simple task.

Filed geography too. I'm starting to really dislike my file immensely. Because it's all spoilt, the rings.
Gives me a very hard time filing all my worksheets...

Anyhoo,
My plan for the remaining 3 hours:

1. Complete bio essays that are due tomorrow
2. Complete last point of the mind map of Hitler's rise to power
3. Read the newspaper if I ever come round
4. Read Harry Potter when my mum falls asleep
5. Redo empirical formula questions
6. File chemistry, because it's much better than reading the papers...in a way



Chinese tomorrow will be a helluva lesson.
Considering how we pissed her off so much last time.
Hohoho.


Doubt that I'm going for the photo walk on Saturday because of math test on Monday and really have to study. Like doing the assessment books. Really hope they don't give questions by hundreds an exercise like indices.

Okay, I'm off. :D

Let's talk

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 8:03 PM
Last night, erm, what was I doing?
Oh yeah, reading. Till past 12, which wasn't expectly healthy.
Studied for SPA.
Oh and I was getting very angry over my sister wearing my clothes. I don't know what's wrong with her, like no clothes or something? Have to desperately try all my clothes? It's a good thing she probably can't fit into more than half of my closet.

This morning was the same old I-can-barely-walk-because-i-am-still-in-sleep-mode mood.

Went to school and read.
On the way to school, my mum was showing how unhappy she was about me reading such a thick book. But honestly, during the holidays she goes, 'No, you can't read because you must study for next term and O Levels, look at how hardworking your sister was last time, blah blah blah.' Then when school reopens, 'No, you can't read, save it for the holidays, if this exam you get one less distinction, blah blah blah."
I'm just wondering about how I can never touch a book without her being unhappy about it.

Chem was all mole. Hmm, nothing much.

History was shit. I swear, Miss Ranjini totally made us 'recap' the previous lesson for 50 minutes. And attempted drawing Hitler, which was totally..erm..not so bright a move.
I said that it's like a theory, you're in a race, running forward, but after a while, run backwards, then decide to go forward again, then backward, then forward. You'll NEVER reach the end point, that is the exams, hence we all fail.

Social Studies. Mr Eu went through the entire Northern Ireland conflict in 40 minutes (See the contrast? Miss Ranjini didn't even finish a single thing in 50 minutes). Then he showed us some videos which I thought wasn't funnt at all. Did this excercise, what if..., it was quite okay.
Ong Lai was re-telling us about Hitler's moustache being his ultra long nose hair. Hahahahaha

Recess at the very crowded 3/1 table.
Tian Ning was accussing Jerome about cheating her feelings, haha.
Found out Vivian isn't going for the Genting trip either! At least there's someone.

Chinese was shit, well I said History was shit, so Chinese should be...the public toilet bowl.
She got all mad and petty at us like a 3 year old and sat down, refusing to teach because none of us were paying any attention to her, except for Timothy Moey of course.
I was totally dozing off, though I was trying hard not to and she had to wake me up, AGAIN -- Next week, I'm TOTATLLY asking Darrick to go sit behind with me.
Okay, anyway, so she got mad. It's like our 3rd lesson together only, and she looks like she's exploding already. Sad case, because she's here for a month.
So everyone started talking and she got mad again and asked if we wanted to continue the lesson and no one bothered replying.
Was talking to Darrick about erm..someone being very irritating.. and we were looking at his class 3/2's class photo and were laughing at someone, who was awfully outstanding in the photo.
And that was shen Darrick said the line that became my quote of the day while he was sleeping/rubbing his eyes:

"Why is the Sun so bright?"
Math with Mr Hng wasn't any better. He's probably the 2nd grumpiest teacher I've ever met (The PMS Bio teacher being the first)
We did..wait I can't even remember what we learnt.
Amanda and I were reading. Yun Chuan and I were arguing over the fan, hahaha he got called by the teacher 4 times in 10 mintues.
I was semi-trying to sleep, semi doing the practice questions, semi reading.
Abdu lent me this super cool cutter shredder thing which I made giant size noodles with a paper of an ugly thing I doodled. :D
Bio was fun :D Because it's a new trainee, well I finally got her name, Miss Lina.
She's got a really high squeaky voice that is thick with Singlish accent, but she's fun.
Everyone was laughing when the visualiser screen hit her head.
Arthur Lim looked like he's half asleep behind though.
I wasn't listening to lesson, doing the mole worksheet and reading, taking down some notes on the lesson here and there.
After school, went through QA with Anees, who was wondering if Willy's name could fit into the periodic table like aneesium.
...and it was show time.
SPA was BAD. Seriously. I got one of the cation wrong, like Deepak. Damn Lead, it should have been ammonium. ):
And there wasn't like a temperature change in the acid at all! And I changed thermometers... Everyone probably anyhow wrote an answer for that.
Walked to train station with YC, BJ and Zi Gui. And took the train with Zi Gui since we're heading for the bus interchange anyway.
Got home, read and did some work.
Realise ants attacking my empty air tight ricola cans and tried my best not to kill them where I took them out.
After dinner, found my drink infested with ants. LIKE SERIOUSLY. Had to tell my maid to get rid of them because I wouldn't do it.
I feel so sinful..
I think I'm praying every night to ask for forgiveness if I've killed something / had the intention to / said something bad.
Okay, I have to stop talking about dead ants. I feel so bad for them! I don't want to reincarnate as an ant and die because someone squashed me intentionally.
My sister and I were imitating the TV just now.
Things for today, my plan:
1. Complete SS LI.V.E J.P.H
2. Complete mole worksheet 9 or is it 11
3. Complete SS what if...
4. Read Harry Potter
5. Sleep early and give allowance to myself to sleep tomorrow if there's Chinese
Tomorrow is to be vegetarian.
WHY!
Everyone will be eating Nasi Ayam, every single one, and there I am being miserable..
D:
I shall..do something useful now

I did homework

Monday, July 13, 2009 7:59 PM
And I'm happy about it.

Here's a breakdown of today.

I actually sleep at 11.45pm yesterday, it's surprisingly early!
So I DID not have problems waking up today, yay me :D

Got to school and started reading my book.
Like, from 7am till 9.40am. I had no idea what was going on during CME/ANDE, Anees was the only one in our group listening XD Amanda, Yun Chuan and I were all engrossed in something else, oops.
Geog was free period, so read AWAY!
Hmm, then Anees came up with a question, ' If you see a white shirt with black writen on it, what do you call it? White shirt? Or Black shirt?' And we got into an argument about how it's a white shirt, and I asked Abdu who joined in too.

Chem was titration again. I WAS SUCCESSFUL!
Hohoho.
Well, the first attempt turned purple, sadly. I was like looking at the reading and did not realise my poor solution turned purple --
Jerome was laughing at how clumsy I was, so I was apparently in the middle of denying it when I toppled the vial of solution P. Totally defeated the purpose of defending myself, ptffff.
Okay, at least i finished all 3 attempts in 1 hour.

Recess, with Jin Hu at the 3/1 table with the usual people there.
Aleithia came with a raw carrot. Carrot diet now, it's way better than BANANA

Physics was..erm... Forces!
I was doing the very thick stack of mole worksheets that Abdu borrowed for almost a week.
Mr Ng was telling us how interaction can be physical, like touching someone else.
Ong Lai said, 'So if you end up in court for molest then the judge ask you why you molest her, you say, I'm just interacting.'
LOL
"You do your part, I do my part, and together we'll make a difference."

Math, Mr Hng taught. No one was listening!
He speaks SO softly and his voice is kinda high. Anyway, that's not the point. So, only the first row people were listening, sadly. We all still prefer Mr Wong.

English, Miss Sham had to go for Oral thing so we were FREEEEEE
Amanda and I were having a very tough time completing Math and we gave up. So I started reading and telling Aleithia the wonders of SKII. Yes, SKII is a very very good skin product indeed.

After school, I was still engrossed in the book.

Yun Chuan, apparently, was having problems with the worksheet too.
And he was wondering why I didn't sleep in school today. Hohoho, I actully didn't even fall asleep today. I can't believe it! A MIRACLE!

Stayed back to complete Math, amazingly.

Met Felicia on the bus, so we walked in to my estate together and I was texting Liang Min. He was telling me how he can't imagine Lene speaking Chinese. Hmm... If you can't imagine her speaking Chinese, then no living soul would even think I can speak Chinese.
There's only 2 languages I'm fluent in, and Chinese is sadly not one of them.

I was just texting Aleithia, who told me how a nervy looking guy came up to her and said, 'I had a sudden desire to know you.'
She totally ran from him.
I can imagine it :D
But Aleithia, you were so mean! Breaking a poor innocent young man's heart like that.
Well but it reminded me about the weird guy I met in Thailand...

Okay, BACK TO the purpose of blogging today.

PLAN FOR TODAY:

1. Bearings homework completed
2. Complete Mole Concept
3. Study for SPA trial tomorrow (I'm kinda scared, considering how hopeless I am in the Chem lab)
4. Read more Goblet of Fire
5. Sleep early so I won't sleep in school tomorrow



Oh, happy day (:

Love Drunk

Sunday, July 12, 2009 10:32 PM
One part of my brain tells me 'IT'S TOM FELTON!', but the other part says it looks nothing like Tom Felton. But whatever, he's hot :D


They didn't have a picture of their lips being locked.
What I don't like most about the new Harry Potter movie is Dan Radcliffe's hair.
It's..bad.
Okay, I'm supposed to be doing work?
I have 1 hour and 20 minutes to go.
Just did Bio SPA and copied notes for news for Lene.
Damn, what was I doing for the past 40 minutes?
Oh yeah... Flickr, googling Harry Potter stars and their boyfriends/girlfriends, reading celebrity gossips, downloading.
Hmm, Dan Rad's ex-gf was from December Boys. Ew and I found this very scandalous photo from the movie of them and in the trailer of the movie, she went, 'That was the best kiss I ever had, and I can teach you more.' Sick. Should have seen the look on his face.
Tom Felton's ex is pretty pretty!
OKAY, I AM OFF
I can't believe I wasted so much time on this thing.

Lazy Sundays are so yesterday

6:48 PM
Yesterday wasn't much.

I read up on Butterfly Pea Tea, which I drink almost everyday now for half a year so far.
Supposed to help.. detox, enlarge blood vessels to prevent clots and eyesight...there wasn't much info about it because all people talk about was planting it.

Tuitions as usual. Watched the second half of Harry Potter and the Chambers of Secrets with Dad.
And after that read Prisoner of Azkaban.

Woke up 7 hours later today and felt that it's a new day to take out my baby to play. But I got carried away with food and the book... and started doing all my homework, except the compo of course.

This was how productive my day has been:

1. Completed 2 summaries
2. Complete SS mindmap
3. Completed Bio experiment 6.1
4. Completed 9 subjects filing plus SPA task files
5. Studied QA
6. Wrote in math notebook on Trigo rules
7. Read Harry Potter
8. Nap for about 4 hours
9. Read up on the dictionary
10. 'Cleaned' my messy messy room, well didn't seem to have improved much
11. Packed homework file, which is a miracle

:D
Okay

I'm still looking for a Hoya ND filter, 58mm.
Well, no time go out when you have to study for O Level Chem SPA and the upcoming Chem test.
Have to ask Bryan where to get it. I checked online, 30 US dollars, ouch, my heart hurts. One small thingy and cost so much. Well, the fisheye lens is 970, it's as good as buying a 50D

Botanical Garden is calling me, yeah really want to go there. Like before 8 in the morning, so that can catch the perfect flares in pictures and the lighting will be awesome beyond greatness.

I feel an urge to read the newspaper.
I hope it's normal.

I'm wondering if I would do the compo.

I WANT TO GO FOR THE GENTING TRIP
never been there!
plus it's with school and get to go for dance course and performance/ cometition there. Ahhhhh
I'm still in the mids of convincing my mum and dad.
):

Been listening to the radio lately :D

Hmm okay. I feel like reading my mum's new thai magazine.

Wait, I'm randomly talking random things now.

Plan for the remaining hours before I sleep:
1. Copy model answers for Bio SPA pracitce
2. Memorise QA and experimental methods
3. Read up on acid salt bases, atmospheric chemistry
4. Read Harry Potter
5. SLEEP BEFORE MIDNIGHT, I can't afford to keep falling asleep in school
6. Convince parents to let me go on the Genting trip



Maybe Psychology on sleep should be part of my future career list.

Fun fun

Friday, July 10, 2009 6:04 PM
Last night, I was listening to 987 while reading and doing english comprehensions and SS mindmap on 2CUR.
Muttons were so funny ! and they played Good Girls go Bad. Apparently, Leighton Meester is gonna release a debut album ._.

I tried my best not to kill any ants. I hope they didn't die.
Slept at 12.30.

Hence,obviously, I couldn't wake up today.
Yun Chuan texted me that he had fever so I had to collect his work today.
As YC wasn't here, Anees came to sit at YC's seat. Haha, Anees is fun and funny.

Biology, Amanda and I were like sleeping throughout :D
And Anees was asking me how I can sleep so much XD
The whole class wasn't listening! Bio O lvl SPA is in T4W8 :O
Trainee taking over next week, I don't even know her name.

Math, Trigo homework was given out so Anees decided to challenge to a math competition. Well apparently there wasn't much to challenge because i was stuck at question 1b :D Discussed with Amanda too.
Kuan Ting and Abdu were singing Nobody by Wonder Girls, reminded me about how I heard it on the radio last night and couldnt tell what language it was because some parts sounded english and the next it was korean. erm okay, I KNOW it's a korean song.

Physics was going through worksheets. Anees was commenting on my use of paper. I do not waste paper!
And he went on about giving me a nickname like how Deepak is called, Deeps.

Recess, with the usual and Jinhu whom I was talking to about no one paying attention to Arthur Lim.

Chinese. I was like dozing off. She's so freaking boring.
How can anyone, besides Timothy Moey, listen to her drone on and on about making us read the passage.

CI was reading time for me.

After school, met 2/4 to take pictures. Wrote farewell card for Hu Lao Shi ):
Timothy and Zihang decided to wear their shirts the other way round, and Jun Xi and Shing Yi were being... Jun Xi and Shing Yi.

And got chased out of class because they wanted to disinfect the classrooms. So we all went to Bio lab.

I was feeling guilty about copying summary answers.

Fell asleep in the car while going to tuition.
Amazingly, I didn't fall asleep!

Homework for today and tomorrow.
1. 2 english summary
2. ELC compo
3. SS mindmap on ESP
4. English tuition homework
5. Chemistry tuition homework

6. READ HARRY POTTER.

okay :D
I'm off to read now
and continue feeling so hungry

Speaking of which, I still owe Jun Xi a movie.

and I have a sleeping problem that is not healthy

Meet Scrump.

Thursday, July 9, 2009 7:44 PM

Meet Scrump.
Originally uploaded by jamwithsand


I called Caroline last night(:
Watched a movie called, Love's Unfolding Dream, till 11.30pm and read till midnight. It explains why I couldn't wake up the next morning, as usual.

Reached school and had a nice nap.

Math, I listened a bit and read a bit. At least I wasn't dozing off.

PE, Beep Test. Supposed to test out oxygen take in level, hence see how fit we were. Had to run at the sound of every beep to and fro. There's 20 levels in total, and the beeps will get increasingly faster.
I ran till level 6 shutter 1. Hui Xiang and I were the only 2 girls left in our round of 15 people, plus Kuan TIng, Lionel, Yun Chuan, Shing Yi and Xian Long.
Xian Long lasted 10 levels! Tim did 8.
I hope MOE don't approve the 2.4 run next week. Mass gathering :D

English, was about some book review competition. Aleithia, Hui Xiang, Yan TIng and I. We did something really wrong (:

Recess, changed and waited for the guys. Ate with Hui Xiang, Tian Ning, Willy, Justin, Xian Long and Kuan Ting.
Tian Ning says her boyfriend yesterday was Shing Yi, today is Kuan Ting, tomorrow is Willy and the day after tomorrow is Justin. Hahaha

Apparently, we were all late for Geog, but ended up being the first to reach Humans room.
Tian Ning joined the first row of tables together so everyone could sit together to form a gossip club.
Mr Fadz says that Global Warming is caused by human activities, such as.. and Sharmini shouted, 'SEX!' As the years go by, human activities would increase and Xian Long said,' The world would have an increased population.'
Mr Fadz, 'Why is it so difficult to reduce greenhouse gases emission?' Xian Long, 'Because it's very difficult to change their mindset. they like to have sex.'
Mr Fadz, 'He was directing this sentence at bush.' Sharmini, 'What bush? Your bush?' And I hear someone went, -censored- bush.
It was a laugh!
Jing Fang was all nervy about chinese oral and we all started saying the terms in chinese. Ha.
I don't know how I felt sleepy and was about to doze off.

Chinese, the trainee teacher is boring!
Omg, really, the ppt slides she showed us didn't even have a single picture / RGB colour on it. It was bad.
I fell asleep, unknowingly. And teacher was looking at me -- and made me read, well she made everyone read.

SS, Mr Eu played Brownie and Sabo with us. Yun Chuan kena. Ha.
Did highlighting of key points and did SBQ questions and techniques.
Amanda killed a spider. I couldn't look. Well actually, YC wanted to do it. I was like, 'THAT'S SO SINFUL!' I feel bad, I shouldn't have found it on my table.
And I somehow felt like sleeping/ slept for a minute.
And some went off for their o lvl orals.

Came home and finished reading Harry Potter.

O Level SPA is on week 5. OMG?
Trial SPA is next week. I CAN'T EVEN DO TITRATION!
It's freaky to think how near it is.

I realised I did the wrong passages for Distinction In English. Read the stories on the way home, so now I just competed half of Geog 7.2 and have to answer the compre questions.
I don't want to write the compo.

I shall read tonight(: like always
and have a great problem waking up tomorrow :D


I laughed

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 6:51 PM
Last night, I was reading til 1.15am which wasn't healthy because i got woken up before 6am came. Fell asleep after I got ready for school. Slept in the car(:

Vegetarian day, two.

At school, early as usual. In the canteen, with the usual people. Read my book and saw that Abdu was early so I told him about The Ultimatum last night. Haha. He was looking at the answers while completing his Distinction in English which reminded me on how I totaly forgot the book came with answers. Oh well.
Came up to class with Angela, the stairs at the lift which is supposedly haunted was freakish.

Geography was first lesson. Mr Fadz was giving us a quiz and it was funny. Sat with Hui Xiang, Tian Ning, Ong Lai, Shing Yi and Cheryl. It was fun! but I forgot what we laughed at. I just knew I fell asleep in my chair next to Hui Xiang for like 5 minutes.

English, Miss Sham wasn't around. Aleithia and I were reading Abdu's malay magazine as he was practising for his oral, where Aleithia went, 'I thought he was talking to someone.'. Haha, was funny, not bad not bad. We read an article on...dieting, minum air. Ha, ended up writing like 5 lines to my bio essay only. Wen Jie was being.. Wen Jie, whose mum Jun Xi was complaining made them sleep at 12am last night. Sad case.

Math, hmm, was doing EM from last night hat I didn't know how do. Talked to Yun Chuan as usual, we were half listening to Trigo, half asking Anees what's going on, oops.

Recess, Tian Ning rushed down as usual. Sat down and wondered if fishcake is vegetarian and i ended up not eating them. Tim then came and sat opposite me with 6 pairs of cutlery. Tian Ning came with more food for others, then came Kuan Ting, Daryn, Willy, Xian Long, Hui Xiang, Justin and so on. It was a torture to see everyone eating Nasi Ayam in front of me, I mean EVERYONE, okay. Every single one of them, Hui Xiang, Tian Ning and all the guys. Kuan Ting was laughing at me, went I explained how torturous it was to look at everyone eating such nice food and I couldn't. Then, Kuan Ting and Tian Ning wanted to take a photo together and I managed to disappear very well, we call it their couple photo. Tim wants to put it on Facebook. Tian Ning saw rice left on Tim's plate and went, 'Eh, you want eat that anot?' And Tim looked innocently at her with innocent eyes and started nodding and pushed all the rice into his mouth, and she went, 'I want eat one leh.' Ha, and she started asking Tim why his chicken wasn't polished off, Xian Long's one was... only a piece of bone left. Willy and Kuan Ting polished off every single GRAIN of rice and had like half their chicken left for the last and they too left the bone only. I ate on Hui Xiang's cucumber (:

Bio was lab. I didn't bring my pracitcal book because no one informed us. Did test of starch in leaves. It's quite cool that the alcohol actually turns green with chlorophyll.
Have some trainee teacher whose name I have no idea.

Chem, did mole. I wasn't exaclty listening, doing math.
They all left for Chinese Oral, so there was only 13 of us left. Abdu, Yew Rong, Ong Lai, Dimeng, Shing Yi and I all sat together and Abdu and Shing Yi started telling us about Drag Me To Hell. Which Miss Yep came along later on to explain this ratio thing and told us she caught it in Malaysia while visiting her family. Ha, Shing Yi kept going, 'Aiya, then very stupid things happened.' Told Abdu some stories too.
Miss Yep and Xian Long helped me with the mole worksheets. Was having it done with Justin and Shing Yi, who was complaining about his mum locking his laptop in the save so he didn't want to go home and was convincing Justin to go lan with him. Hahahaha.
Went home after I had all the chem done.

Came home and read my book.
I feel so reluctant to do English Compo on ELC.
I feel happy that I finished off holiday homework except for this composition, of course.

Sneak

Tuesday, July 7, 2009 11:14 PM
I'm like doing math on acelearning, but I shall write something.

Sunday night, I got scolded.
Wasn't exactly listening because I was covering my ears.

Monday, Outram. The doctor said I GREW. Wow. And I actually lost weight. Good or bad? It's good AND bad, oxymoronic.
Met dad and we had some porrdige together and he dropped me off at his hotel. Went down to the lobby, quite cool that they treat you with GREAT service. Crossed the road to Taka and went to Wistma and wandered around and was too blind to see the MRT in front of me so I walked one giant round. Ermm... :D
Came home and slept, a lot. Did homework, packed my files, watched a lot of TV.
Couldn't sleep.

Today, dragged my butt off bed and went to school. Vegetarian day
Played YC's phone game as usual :D we were all solving puzzles.
SS, Mrs Poh came in and helped us find Mr Eu. Who was late. He told us racist jokes and actually finished one part of the notes in 10 minutes. Mr Kamal style.
SSE, Miss Ranjini. I didn't bother listening because she wasn't telling us key things and went through last term's stuff. So I did..math or was it another subject. It felt like listening to the radio.
Chem I was sleeping for 10 minutes and did mole worksheet and math throughout.
Recess, sat with Hui Xiang, Tian Ning, Kuan Ting, Dimeng, Siew Mun, Jassy, Joyce, Xian Long, Justin, and the scholars? We were talking about erherm and the two they saw yesterday. Kuan Ting took pictures and Hui Xiang was telling us about sexy figure. Ohmygosh, laugh like asdkjads;kads Kuan Ting said, there's no bitches but a bastard.
Chinese finished Valkyrie. SO SAD AT THE END. Could have cried, xp. Sat with Poh Seng, Darrick, Edwin and Chee Ian. Was doing mole worksheet with the help of Tau Pok's tb. Edwin and Darrick were talking about Drag Me To Hell. Poh Send was reading subtitles as usual. Chee Ian was talking about how Edwin was freaked in Drag Me To Hell. And they went, GOT SEQUEL, called DRAG ME TO HEAVEN!
Math, did math. Didn't listen much to trigo. Oops. Was chionging AM hols hw.
CME test for EFL. So dumb, we all couldn't stop laughing at the options! Was like so retarded. Finished the thing in like 5-10 mins and continued with Math. YC and I told Abdu what happened in Shuang Zi Xing. HE ACTUALLY WATCH! ahahaha
After school, YC helped with math. Listened to Abdu practise for Malay O Level Oral. Like newscaster like that.
Went home with Hui Xiang, Tian Ning, Joyce, Xian Long. Gossiping away. Hehe.
Went with Hui Xiang to buy Distinction In English for Damian and went to library. The bitch in Popular wasn't there, phew.
Came home and started reading Harry Potter :D and fell asleep halfway, woke up and read. then did homework while watching Shuang Zi Xing. SUPER FUN
And then here I am completing EM hols hw.

Left with English ELC. Do tmr then.
(:

Jun Xi is at Wen Jie's house and he's complaining how his mum force them to sleep at 12. Awww XD
Texted Lene a whole lot..
Aleithia's excited about my baby(:

hiatus

Monday, July 6, 2009 5:34 PM

Touch
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my life is over
my heart is shattered

I'm away
goodbye


Sunday, July 5, 2009 6:50 PM
everything you once told me,
was it all a lie?

You said that you wanted to change,
I believed you, I tried to help you,
but now I know it's untrue,
because nothing can ever change you.

you never saw,
you never appreciated,
you just ignore,
and leave.

because now I know, people like you will never care.

i'm filling it all up in a bottle,
then throw it out into the sea,
and forget everything you once told me.

'goodbye,' I shall say.
getting rid of you is the only way,
because jerks like you aren't worth crying over day by day.

broken, lost, hurt and confused,
in this lonely heartless world,
where the stars shall refuse to shine.

defeat.

2nd part

6:37 PM
I tried out my 55-250mm f/4 IS . I LOVE IT.
The picture quality is nicer than the 18-55mm although both are used for different purposes. But I don't want to use it until I buy that lens a filter. Getting the neutralise density filter for it. Though I like the polarizer one too.
Read up on camera accesories. I wanna buy for my powershot. They're so expensive. Though I saved enough money, heart pain to buy.
Like the fisheye wide angle lens is so expensive. WHY OH WHY. I think the Fisheye No. 2 is cheaper than the lens ._.

Ate fishballs for lunch and we made homemade rojak which is niceeee.
Watched some show called Must Love Dogs. Not extremely fun, like those hallmark shows, but it was quite sweet. Same actress as Under the Tuscany Sun and same actor as Serendipity. No wonder they look so farmiliar.

Oo my maid bought me a shirt with a unicorn on it for my birthday. :O I LIKE.

Just went to buy Distinction in English O lvl Comprehensions for Miss Sham lessons. So that's probably what I'm gonna do after dinner, no more computer.
I have to study. I feel like I'm lagging behind everyone. Okay, maybe not, lagging behind Yun Chuan is more like the way to put it.

Tomorrow morning I have an appointement.
So after that it's going to be slack day.

I showed my mum Junn Xi's seconday 1 picture and my mum went, 'Whose that girl?'
It's such a wonder who a cute little innocent looking boy can have such a pornographic mind

11:03 AM

From my date. SOOC.
Maybe i'm uploading them on Flickr.
I sprang awake at 7 plus which isn't very healthy because i only slept for 5 hours.
I finished using my first battery pack 8D
Yet to test out my 55-250mm f/4-5.6 IS
Wheee
I don't plan to read the manual.
Hohoho.

Meet my baby.

Saturday, July 4, 2009 10:22 PM
I BOUGHT MY 500D
OMG.
OMG.

Last night I was reading Perez Hilton.
A guy tried to circumcise himself with a nail clipper. Rupert Grint is falling hard for Emma Watson. Having sex everday increases sperm count for guys, hence become more fertile. Uncensored pictures of Dan Radcliffe. Lady Gaga being a slut.

Could hardly sleep last night.
Tuition this morning. Was okay..
Came home, and went out.

Ate lunch at People's Park and went to the temple at Chinatown to pray. Thanked for everything that I wished for coming through. Tuesday is some major Buddhist day too, that's why we went. They were having some wedding thing there though :/ So had to pray at the other side. Donated money.
Okay, the whole day today I gave money to people who were underprivelledged. Giving makes me feel good.

First stop, Audio House. $1399 for Kit I, the tripod they give is like so shitty, I don't even know who wants it man.. $20 worth?
Second, went tp Funan. Song Brothers gave $1290 and good freebies, went into Alanphotos, $1299, more freebies than Song Brothers and they gave $375 for the 55-250mm lens. Walked around the whole place. John 3:16 gave $1690 for the 2 lens kit but gave standard Canon supplier freebies which is like.. one 8GB card and bag. Walked around the entire building, every camera shop, went in and ask, 'How much is the 500D?' 'What free gifts do you give?' Hahaha
Went to Cathay. THE DEALS WERE SO BAD THERE. Only one shop offered $1189 for Kit I, no wonder all sold out.
Went back to Alanphotos and bargained with the person to round the price off and my dad went, 'Where's the atm here?' AHHHH I WAS SMILING LIKE A MAD WOMAN :D
Got free UV filter, two 8GB cards, sling camera bag, screen protector, battery pack, cleaning cloth.

Went to tuition and had to part with my baby.
Went for other tuition. Teacher let us off without writing the compo because she taught till lesson end :D
Took the train home.

Came home and saw my baby sitting on the armchair <3
Quickly washed and dried my hands and tried it out.
AHHH 15.1 Megapix is so damn freaking omg clear (:

Mr Singh was like, can borrow? And Damian said, Mr singh you greedy sia. Mr singh said, Damian, one more round for you.
HAHAHA
Mr Singh's probably gonna ask me about my baby during PE or when I see him in school or something.

Everyone gives their cameras names.
Natalie named hers after he then cursh, now boyfriend. Franchesca named hers something I forgot. Steffi named her Rebel XT a hot guy name. Okay, almost all my Flickr friends name their cameras.
Maybe I should name mine too, but currently it's known as my baby. My powershot is my baby too. HAHAHA.

Anyway, so now that my dad bought me the camera I have my camera fund left to spend on other things :D
I was thinking... Wireless Remote and Fisheye Lens. The Underwater Case can wait.
Parents are thinking of getting the dry cabinet 8D
AHH I LOVE MY DADDY AND MUMMY. so much.

Probably my BEST birthday present.
My parents then suddenly asked me why I like photography so much. I don't know, I like showing the others how I look at the world.

I don't believe that by having a good camera makes you a photographer. Taking pictures with no meaning doesn't make it good, taking pictures with no emotion makes it dead.
To me the most important thing of taking photos is the colours, light and emotion. ESPECIALLY the concept.
I like simple photos that are simple yet they portray emotions words can't describe. It's probably my form of art. I suck too much at drawing that's why I turned to photography.
Christian Carocca was the reason why. I don't care he's gay or something, but when I saw how much emotion his picture had, I was like, one day I'm going to be like him.
Well that day hasn't come yet but whatever. I'm working on it.






Tomorrow I'm going to spend quality time with my husband <3

Friday, July 3, 2009 10:24 PM
I'm running away.
From everything.
From the truth I don't want to know.

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Your eyes bright up the sky at night

5:05 PM
I slept at 2am, after writing a poem. Could barely drag my butt out of bed at 6am.

Reached school and continued with Geog with the help of Ngin Yun. Miss Yep came in and was told us to take our temperature and just nice pledge taking and everyone was speaking with muffled voices. Funny.

Chinese, convinced Lu Lao Shi to let us continue watching Valkyrie. Apparently, next week will be her last lesson with us! D: And it would be a trainee for a month. Ehh no more chinese lessons on Saw and movies.
Valkyrie was damn fun. Edwin showed me his and Chi Ian's 14 bucks decks of cards. Super nice! Sat at the table in Inspire Town with Poh Seng and Chi Ian who were reading out loud the subtittles and I was doing geog, well a bit. Saw Shing Yi chiong-ing too. Ha.

Math have trainee teacher too.
Continued Geog and copied trigo notes. Nothing much.
I was going on and on about being hungry.

Jerome passed me my present. Omg, super nice! He actually DREW. DREW!
I LOVE IT ahhh. Can't be more grateful. Can see that he used effort. It's like a drawing of me from my picture (I've been living with the clouds above my head), at the beach, taking a photo of a bunny.
Ah. I'll upload it here later on, my comp has a problem now, can't upload it):

Chemistry was SPA.
Oh my, I'm like HOPELESS (UNDERLINE BOLD BOLD) with titration. Jerome was laughing at me the whole time, grrrrr. It took me 1 hour to realise that I was supposed to put the sodium hydroxide in the conical flask first then add the methyl orange and hydrochloric acid. And I got HCL everywhere, oops.
Lesson ate away 15 minutes of recess.

After eating, came back and saw my bag kinda stuffed with something and saw a present stuffed inside :D
Okay, so it was from Jun Xi. He didn't leave a name or card or something and I was like texting people to see who it's from.
It's a piggy bank that sort coins. SUPER COOL :D Like it goes into these slots for each coin value. Thank you (: Though my present to him was like the best I ever gave anyone so far. Hisbirthday package. Probably ate and used everything in it already.

Physics was okay. Chiong geog.
Finally finished geog.
Temperature taking.

During CI was playing Yun Chuan's handphone game. Amanda, he and I were trying to find all the longest word for every puzzle. Miss Yep saw me and went, "Janice ah, later I chop your hands off."
Saw baby photos. Kuan Ting commented on YC's one, having the same forehead. Ha.
Gave mine :D

After school, finally opened my locker after discovering my combination that I forgot.
Did math homework while waiting for mum.
At the porch at the benches, Wen Jie went "Janice, do me a favour and slap Jun Xi for me." Jun Xi replied "Janice, do me a favour and slap Wen Jie for me." And I just logged out of my biodata thing and went "No, byebye."
Mrs Poh was standing behind me. LOL! I think she was talking to the volleyball guys.

Mum brought me to Aunty Cynthia's house. Her daugher and grandchildren were there.
The boy's only 1 month plus old and the girl, Ashlee, is 2 plus. So cuttte.
Was playing play dough and those kid toys with her. Ha(: And finger puppets. She was dancing for me to see too.
Okay there was when she was trying to kiss my cheek and I was joking around so I covered my face with my hands then she starting BAWLING. Oh my. My bad. Everyone was laughing though haha.
Oh and she likes those buddhist string thingy I wear around my wrists.
Might be going for their party next Sunday.

Came home and tried to search for a song that has been playing in my mind since morning for 30 minutes but I was in vain.

That's all.
I'm going to post again later on.

12:59 AM
I'm just expressing my happiness of almost completing geography holiday homework.
I only did half the ACS paper because it's a killer, well at least I'm not the only one left, Shing Yi is still doing his 2nd essay.

Okay, I must sleep, even though tomorrow is slack-day-101
4 lessons and CI, praise the lord!

Thursday, July 2, 2009 10:38 PM
A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot







Sums it all up.

A smile costs nothing, but it gives much

7:36 PM
I love that line.

Today, woke up, and blah blah blah and went back to bed in my uniform XD woke up 5 minutes later, continued my sleep in the car, reached school and continued sleeping.
Miss Yep came with my old report slip and realise the total percentage got problem --

Geography on mangrove.
Fell asleep when Mr Fadz was showing us pictures of atap-chee. That disgusting fruit in ice kachang.

Chinese, no teacher. Did compo.

SS, Mr Yew not around too. Mr Soo, the new trainee PE, came. Talked to us about psychology stuff. I think Yun Chuan and I were the only ones who listened.
He said that people who fold their arms are feeling defensive. Oh man, because I do that a lot. Oops.
Then there was this hypnosis thing.
And he predicted Wai Siong right by studying his body language. Wow.
Then he said, there's people who are Lovable but Stupid, Jerk but Clever. And I told YC, I'm Lovable and Smart, you're Jerk and Stupid. HAHAHA

Recess, in class doing compo and playing Yun Chuan's handphone game. So fun. Talked to Anees too, his angel with 60 wings. HAHAHA he tells everyone about it.

Physics, Ngin Yun didn't let me play anymore and I kept bugging him. Boo):
Chemistry, Yun Chuan didn't let me play either. Learnt mole. Looked at everyone's baby photo, Willy's one was so cute! That look he gives people. Kuan Ting looks so womanly like now, hahahaha.
Amanda doesn't want to give her picture. So do I.

Math, Trigo again.

Anees: I used simultaneous equation in my tuition
YC: HUH YOU SMUGGLED EQUATIONS INTO YOUR TUITION?

Omg, Amanda and I couldn't stop laughing.

I remember the list of things I made with YC on things that can kill people. HAHAHA, includes stapler. Then I went,' Can staple your nose and get free piercing." Okay, I'm lame, I know.

The long damn draggy day ended.
Rushed out, and Lene told me her mum can pick me up since it's on the way, so I walked to the bus stop opposite NYP and waited. Hahaha her mummy is so great, she was like, Janice what's your mummy's handphone number so I can tell her you not doing homework but going to watch movie instead.
Went up to the cinema and so many people were queueing up. Jun Xi texted me and was like, where are you I want to give you your present. Ooops.
Finally got tickets 10 minutes late and went in. Well, missed a little only though. Transformers. SO FUN.
AHHH THE GUY WHO STUNNED HIMSELF LOL. Oh and there was a part when I jumped like seriously JUMPED in my seat. Ha, 3rd row so my neck was hurting so bad. Followed this guy next to me, sit super straight. Shia's half gone shirt was funny. Oh and when he see those symbols, he look possessed. Ha.
Ate popcorn which was my lunch. Shared, the ice lemon tea too.
Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox kissy scenes are so sweet but not that hot! Lene was like , "Is there tongue?" And I went, "Nah."
She looks a bit too old for him.
Okay I shall stop talking about Transformers.

Walked around and Lene bought me earrings..again. :D

Went home and on the way, opened Lene's present.
Camera print t-shirt and Clinique lip balm. OMG OMG OMG. YES! Vintage cameras, ftw.

Hmm, had dinner reluctantly because I'm not hungry. Seldom eat these days coz I can't, though I'm always hungry in school and I repeat it to Yun Chuan too many times a day. And he was like, if you fast like Anees, probably wil not survive. Ptffff.

Okay, that's all.

Have to start on my 3 Geography test papers due tomorrow.
Damn, so many.

once there was me
I'm Janice, sixteen, but really, I'm three. I live in my own fantasy of endless imagination. I like the smell of new books and the wonders a camera can do. I laugh way too much.
And this, is my life.

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