thebeautifultruth
Sunday, June 7, 2009
12:24 AM
Unseen poems
Written more than a year ago.
Part I
I never thought that things would turn out this way
but I knew it would happen one day
I shouldn't be feeling like that
I shouldn't have fallen so bad
I was too head over heels
to realise how you feel
Maybe I was wrong all along
to have thought that it would last very long
I saw my future in my dreams
now I know reality is not like what it seems
No one seems to understand
They just don't give a damn
why do I even bother writing this?
things can't go on the way it is
but i'm in too deep
I can't breathe nor can i sleep
my mind is just so distracted
nothing turns out the way i expected
I'm trying to tell myself to live with it
enjoying every single bit
all this while i had been too blind
to see through deceit accumulating over time
now, whatever I'm trying to do
all i can think is you
I have been a fool
being used as a tool
stuck in the darkness that sees no light
while you are shinning in the light so bring
what happened to all that you said about love and me
those days, a plain fantasy
I am struggling in vain
living everyday with all these pain
maybe nothing was meant to be
you and me
nothing was never meant to be... ...
Written more than a year ago.
Part I
I never thought that things would turn out this way
but I knew it would happen one day
I shouldn't be feeling like that
I shouldn't have fallen so bad
I was too head over heels
to realise how you feel
Maybe I was wrong all along
to have thought that it would last very long
I saw my future in my dreams
now I know reality is not like what it seems
No one seems to understand
They just don't give a damn
why do I even bother writing this?
things can't go on the way it is
but i'm in too deep
I can't breathe nor can i sleep
my mind is just so distracted
nothing turns out the way i expected
I'm trying to tell myself to live with it
enjoying every single bit
all this while i had been too blind
to see through deceit accumulating over time
now, whatever I'm trying to do
all i can think is you
I have been a fool
being used as a tool
stuck in the darkness that sees no light
while you are shinning in the light so bring
what happened to all that you said about love and me
those days, a plain fantasy
I am struggling in vain
living everyday with all these pain
maybe nothing was meant to be
you and me
nothing was never meant to be... ...
once there was me
I'm Janice, sixteen, but really, I'm three. I live in my own fantasy of endless imagination. I like the smell of new books and the wonders a camera can do. I laugh way too much.
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