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Near death experience?
Friday, November 28, 2008 5:46 PMToday was the scariest day of my life. I swear.
I think I met god.
If you don't choose to believe this then don't. You can check Aleithia's blog on it if she blogs about it.
So we were doing stretching and Shiuan Wen and Aleithia helped me. Then, my chest suddenly felt like it contracted and hurt like hell. Include my heart too.
So I turned around to lie down and all of a sudden I was in this place I do not know.
I was on a cloud and both sides of the path on the cloud was lined with palm trees. Very green, very tall, very nicely trimmed ones.
The sky a very nice tone of blue. Like the evening sky, a bit darker than baby blue.
There was a nice cool breeze blowing. It was quiet. Peaceful.
One word, Paradise.
I think my hair was let down and I was in a plain white dress. Looks like a night gown.
There was man standing quite far ahead of me, facing me. He was wearing all white and had a long brown beaded necklace around his neck. He was old. He has very little white hair left, pretty bald in the middle. His eyes were blue and full of age. His nose was pretty round-ish and his thin lips were curled into a smile. He looked very kind, pure in fact.
He was looking at me, holding one hand in another in front of him.
I started walking and I looked around me. Behind some palm trees, I saw a lion. Majestic, huge, perfectly groomed. Like Aslan from The Chronicles of Narnia movie.
I went on walking and everything started to spin and I saw flashbacks of my life. I asked,'where am i?'
A voice answered me,'Heaven.'
It was like the voice was kind and nice and pleasant to listen to.
Then I found myself standing up. My head was heavy, swooning. It felt like you kept spinning on the spot and you feel all giddy.
'Where am I?', 'Why did you wake me up? I was sleeping in my bed at home!', 'I want to go back!', 'Who are you?' and on
I was seeing doubles at first then they asked me if I was okay. Seriously, I had no idea so I just said I was.
My whole body felt pain and like it's shaking.
I'm not going to say what happened to me when I was unconscious since I was not there. Only my two witnesses know.
They said that my eyes were opened and unfocused. I was thrashing. So since I was moving, it's not a fit. Thank goodness. I stood up and started walking in a very drunk manner. No wonder I was standing.
Aleithia shouted for the teacher. Thank goodness.
I felt like I was up there was very long. Very very long. Like hours. But the whole thing only lasted 10 seconds? According to them. Everything felt like it was so fast though. This was all I could remember.
I'm so scared. Very scared.
I think Shiuan Wen and Aleithia were freaked. Very badly freaked.
I felt so light headed and empty the whole day. I still have like this weird taste in my throat and my stomach hurts. As in, the stomach organ, not muscle.
The doctor told me my brain might not have enough oxygen then and but it's not a seizure since I was moving.
I'll need a brain scan if it happens again in my life.
My mum's being stricter now. Hahaha probably no Sec 3 camp next year!
My maid told me that maybe it's true. She's a catholic and they say that in heaven, there'll be a man with a book that contain names of people whose time to die was recorded. So if your name isn't there, they sent you back.
Up there, the first place you'll go is a place. With trees. It's a paradise. You're supposed to see a man.
It's so true!
So maybe my name wasn't there and I got sent back to Earth.
I don't know. I don't know if that is God. I'm not sure. But I saw Heaven.
I'm not Christian but it's so real!
My sister thinks I've gone crazy. So did the doctor. But I believe what I saw. What my soul saw. Where my soul went and what she heard.
I don't think I'm scared of death now. Maybe a little but I've seen the place. It's like the most peaceful and wonderful place you'll ever be. It felt so happy, so carefree. It's the best place I've ever been in my life.
Now I'm looking up at clouds every time I can.
Hoping to see the place. Maybe tiny palm trees, at least.
This is all I can say.
Don't believe it if you don't.
But I swear, it was real.
It felt real.
Like I was there myself.
This is all. For now.
I think I met god.
If you don't choose to believe this then don't. You can check Aleithia's blog on it if she blogs about it.
So we were doing stretching and Shiuan Wen and Aleithia helped me. Then, my chest suddenly felt like it contracted and hurt like hell. Include my heart too.
So I turned around to lie down and all of a sudden I was in this place I do not know.
I was on a cloud and both sides of the path on the cloud was lined with palm trees. Very green, very tall, very nicely trimmed ones.
The sky a very nice tone of blue. Like the evening sky, a bit darker than baby blue.
There was a nice cool breeze blowing. It was quiet. Peaceful.
One word, Paradise.
I think my hair was let down and I was in a plain white dress. Looks like a night gown.
There was man standing quite far ahead of me, facing me. He was wearing all white and had a long brown beaded necklace around his neck. He was old. He has very little white hair left, pretty bald in the middle. His eyes were blue and full of age. His nose was pretty round-ish and his thin lips were curled into a smile. He looked very kind, pure in fact.
He was looking at me, holding one hand in another in front of him.
I started walking and I looked around me. Behind some palm trees, I saw a lion. Majestic, huge, perfectly groomed. Like Aslan from The Chronicles of Narnia movie.
I went on walking and everything started to spin and I saw flashbacks of my life. I asked,'where am i?'
A voice answered me,'Heaven.'
It was like the voice was kind and nice and pleasant to listen to.
Then I found myself standing up. My head was heavy, swooning. It felt like you kept spinning on the spot and you feel all giddy.
'Where am I?', 'Why did you wake me up? I was sleeping in my bed at home!', 'I want to go back!', 'Who are you?' and on
I was seeing doubles at first then they asked me if I was okay. Seriously, I had no idea so I just said I was.
My whole body felt pain and like it's shaking.
I'm not going to say what happened to me when I was unconscious since I was not there. Only my two witnesses know.
They said that my eyes were opened and unfocused. I was thrashing. So since I was moving, it's not a fit. Thank goodness. I stood up and started walking in a very drunk manner. No wonder I was standing.
Aleithia shouted for the teacher. Thank goodness.
I felt like I was up there was very long. Very very long. Like hours. But the whole thing only lasted 10 seconds? According to them. Everything felt like it was so fast though. This was all I could remember.
I'm so scared. Very scared.
I think Shiuan Wen and Aleithia were freaked. Very badly freaked.
I felt so light headed and empty the whole day. I still have like this weird taste in my throat and my stomach hurts. As in, the stomach organ, not muscle.
The doctor told me my brain might not have enough oxygen then and but it's not a seizure since I was moving.
I'll need a brain scan if it happens again in my life.
My mum's being stricter now. Hahaha probably no Sec 3 camp next year!
My maid told me that maybe it's true. She's a catholic and they say that in heaven, there'll be a man with a book that contain names of people whose time to die was recorded. So if your name isn't there, they sent you back.
Up there, the first place you'll go is a place. With trees. It's a paradise. You're supposed to see a man.
It's so true!
So maybe my name wasn't there and I got sent back to Earth.
I don't know. I don't know if that is God. I'm not sure. But I saw Heaven.
I'm not Christian but it's so real!
My sister thinks I've gone crazy. So did the doctor. But I believe what I saw. What my soul saw. Where my soul went and what she heard.
I don't think I'm scared of death now. Maybe a little but I've seen the place. It's like the most peaceful and wonderful place you'll ever be. It felt so happy, so carefree. It's the best place I've ever been in my life.
Now I'm looking up at clouds every time I can.
Hoping to see the place. Maybe tiny palm trees, at least.
This is all I can say.
Don't believe it if you don't.
But I swear, it was real.
It felt real.
Like I was there myself.
This is all. For now.
once there was me
I'm Janice, sixteen, but really, I'm three. I live in my own fantasy of endless imagination. I like the smell of new books and the wonders a camera can do. I laugh way too much.
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