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Wednesday, May 28, 2008 3:18 PM
122th post(:
blah.
at the airport.
see you all!(:

fly me to the moon with you

2:01 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAT JOEL!i bet you luuurve my pressie :3

blog a quick one before i leave
last night was texting jaryl till 1.05 am or so.then both of us have to wake up for training.his track.LOL!so tired...no one to say ;D;D;D to me anymore in like 13 days):
dance!my back super pain.ugh...then after that rushed home like shit
i'll try to blog in the airport with the itouch.
bye all!~
miss ya!

*air kiss* XD

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 11:35 PM
my 120th post shall sound like this:
i can't believe it
fuck
but there's a twist
it keeps happening
i don't know what i'm typing
or saying
gibberish in fact
sucks
sleep like there's no tomorrow

youtube!

1:39 PM
so i'm watching some youtube videos.and i found this funny guy!!!






ok it's funny!!!view this guy's channel.damn funny!omg.it's stupid and lame but funny,still
something to watch for you guys(: haha the song lyrics are funny xD
meh byebye!

maybe i shall go play guitar.try to make hey there delilah sound like something(:
and then do my nails!or maybe at night...don't want the guitar strings to make the nails look bad.meeeeep!

ok just to add on some more stupid stuff.



blah blah blah

hottie alert

12:55 PM
bored.so i watched she's the man again.so funny!
the guys are hot!
meh the hot guys list!

Chace Crawford
Steven Strait
Robert Hoffman
Chad Michal Murray
Jake Gyllenhaal
Jesse Metcalfe
Channing Tatum
James Kirk

meh.
those are excluding book characters.i always imagine hot book characters looking like them(:
dan's going to himalayas!!!how exciting!dan,you sooooo must show me all the picts and videos you're gonna take!!!!
i'm gonna start doing a vlog.around afternoon i shall film my house(: then go thailand and film more.i scared no memory space...camcorder 7 discs + camera.who knows.must bring hard disk to load in.
i'll try to blog from there!!!today will be the last day you'll see me on msn or blogging everyday.
i'm bored.
gonna do my nails!!!whee~
i need get nail polish.nicer colour ones.
lalalala~

maybe i'll blog again tonight!!!(:

made of honour

Monday, May 26, 2008 7:32 PM
omg today so fun(:
i wore my black sports tank top, jeans skirt,pink and white adidas shoes,guitar necklace and purple crystal earrings!
lene wore grey holister abercrombie skirt,orange and red tank top,this super completed and nice earrings and off white converse!
i was chionging there.then we bought the tickets for made of honour.
went to nutc to buy food to smuggle in.
then went to see stuff.she bought me 3 pairs of earring.meeeeep!love them!then i bought sis a handphone pouch.got this damn nice ring.15 bucks.
we walked and walked then decided to go up around 12.55.
the trailers were funny!!!mama mia and don't mess with the zohan and wall e.SUPER FUNNY.i so wanna watch.marathon o n my birthday.yeah?
omg the movie was so funny xD then got one part i went real loud,' OMG SHE'S GONNA RAPE HIM!'meh but the show was funny ;D
after the show we went to J8.went looking at everything!and lene made me change into this hoodie.SUPER NICE!33 bucks.if i can't find a similar one in thailand,i'm getting it!
went to the library after that.then went to eat.
lene wanted to go so i just sat and waited for kevin for 40 minutes to give me back the book i lent jun xi.mehhh.he owes me big time!then went home with him.took bus.
at the bus interchange.saw CHENG TAO!(: (: (:
he's always growing taller when i see him.i think he just had softball practice.all in jersey.he talked to me,which was what he doesn't really do when i see him.haha.the convo was short coz the bus came when he saw me.lucky the queue was long.

j: *wave* * smile*
ct: *looks for a while* *remembers* *wave* *smile*
ct: you going home?
j: yeah.
j: just went out with lene
ct: oh *nods* *does that diao sign*
ct: bye!
j: byebye

ct hasn't changed a bit!just that he's tall and he's voice is lower by a lot.but the diao thingy he always does didn't change a single bit(:
then i came home.jaryl was playing neopets.so i just logged in and played a little bit.
talked to kevin and he decided to buy the ring for me to make it up ;D ;D ;D

---{>KeViN<}--- Although i might not say it, i really love you and i miss you more than words can say.... says:
u meant the dress or the ring?
---{>KeViN<}--- Although i might not say it, i really love you and i miss you more than words can say.... says:
or both?
---{>KeViN<}--- Although i might not say it, i really love you and i miss you more than words can say.... says:
one as bday one as "make it up" gift

meh(: hohoho.dress!!!who knows.haven't seen a nice dress.unless he's refering to skirts or the hoodie!! :D mehhhh he owes me big time anyway.and i owe him his bday present still.
i'm suddenlt craving apple o_o

the list of people i'll miss when i'm away):

1. SHIRLENE! the bestest bestie in the bestie world
2. seany the tiger cubby (:
3.danny my inner child best friend
4. jaryl my alfro retro partner
5.jun xi my half thai horny pal
6. liang min the super kol addict who rocks
7. john the john
8. kevin the person who lives five mintues away from me
9. ridhuan the guy who claims to be my senior and whom i must respect o_o

pretty much it.agreed with jaryl and sean to talk to him over email(:
i'll try my best to blog and send emails!with the psp or itouch or my dad's laptop or my dad's blackberry.provided that there's internet.
meh..gonna blog again when i get the picts from lene!!!
whee~
meemeee

BYE!!!

monarco tracks

Sunday, May 25, 2008 10:22 PM
today practically nothing happened.the same old same old.but the race today was so freaking awesome!!!


the monaco track is shitty and so so so difficult to drive.so narrow making it impossible to overtake.
see!!!the turns are so so so acute.



1.Lewis Hamilton McLaren-Mercedes
2.Robert Kubica BMW Sauber
3. Felipe Massa Ferrari

mehh ):
so the race started with massa,hamilton,raikkonen.the race was so messy.it became hamilton,massa,raikkonen.then sutil (force india) suddenly got into 3rd place.then rubica came in.raikkonen pushed to 5th.then somewhere at the back, raikkonen screwed and hit sutil and sutil became disqualified and raikkonen went on because only the wing was down.there was many accidents!pretty much because it's raining.

the standings now:

1.Lewis Hamilton
38 points
2. Kimi Räikkönen
35 points
3. Felipe Massa
34 points

gah!!!mclaren can't be owning ferrari!no freaking way.we'll see during the next race!!i can't wait for them to come to singapore!!!i'll be begging and kicking up a great fuss to go check it out :3
and i just realised i'm more into F1 than soccer.hohoho.
next race, canada!the circuit location is so so so preeeeetty!

can't wait for tmr!i'll take some pictures perhaps!

crappy modem died!!!and i'm getting some cash from daddy XD wheee~

.

Saturday, May 24, 2008 5:48 PM
i feel that i'm not given the fucking rights of a teenager to have a private life and freedom
just wait till i grow up.i'll leave this fucking house and even better, this fucking country.

went to see chinese doctor today.
ok number one, what the fuck?forced to wake up at 7, go to the doctor in jurong, and the consultation is only 5 minutes.HELLO?!
went to imm.saw peijun.bought new pants.i want more.
went to auntie rachel's shop.he son was there.2 months old cayden.
went to orchard, again.wasted my time.
number one, my mum was busy buying all that she wants, the stupid chinese doctor policy of warm water cures everything.number two,wanted to buy a skirt.no freaking size.coz the smallest they have is size 5.and i'm a size 1!damn.number three,i feel awfully embarrased.
went to get ah mah to the doctor.i don't understand why my dad is so against the fact dropping me at the bus stop.the ride home is only less than 10 minutes.
came home.

don't give a shit.i'm going to buy all that i want on tuesday and monday when i'm out.i don't give a damn that i'm going to thailand unwillingly.i don't fucking care if i'm gonna spend 200 dollars in 2 days,which won't happen but i'm gonna get all i want.i have all the fucking rights in the world to go where i want,do what i want and buy what i want.no want have the bloody rights to stop me because i lead my own life.this is a free country.and my own life which i live it the way i want to.
and they have authority to make stupid, shallow one minded typical singaporean inferences on me.

last day of school

Friday, May 23, 2008 4:57 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LEOW!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

today freaking rocked

six people didn't come to school!

assembly.was walking down at G.O. then just nice mdm chan walked out.kena..she was like your belt too low.wtf?my belts like just right...she wants me to wear at my rib cage or something?
math was free period,duh.we drew on ronaldo's face.gave him hippy beard and hitler moustache,a mole on the forehead and scar.LOL
chinese we watched show again.slept.hols homework is a lot!oh man..some more have reading assignment!
english we danced and sing all the yesterday items to mrs goh.SHE WAS SO TOUCH SHE ACTUALLY CRIED!then we watched the incredibles.was talking to damian,tau pok and shing yi.after they saw what i got joel,they kinda went all 'I WANT!' oh man..going broke ;D then i saw the cinderella trailer and went,'it's M18!!!got sexual reference.'zi hang was like,'cinderella where got sex?'LOL!told damian he watches courage the cowardly dog.i called it coward instead.the convo:

d: courage
j: coward
d: courage
j: coward
d: coward the couragely dog!XD
d: i watch dora the explorer
j: i watch rollie pollie ollie!
d: i watch blue's clue
j: blue's clues
d: no it's blue's clue
j: blue clues?
j: i watch madeline and mickey mouse
j: mickey mouse porn.
d: i watch telletubbies
shing yi: but now they don't show already
d: because it promoted homosexuallity!the tinky winky purple colour and is gay!

LOL!adventaure of pooh have a super cute small purple elephant!shing yi called it..DUMBO!then rebecca said it's not dumbo.i went it's jumbo.shingyi was like,' OH YEAH!'
we watched the show after that.tau pok can remember the lines o_o
science we did the xylem celery experiment.we sang birthday song to him!he turns 29.i put the die on my wrist like blood.mr leow was like,'janice ahh...'.me,'i know i'm saddistic(:' pretend kena cut by that knife thingy that people use in operations.super sharp.damian was performing his skills.take the celery and whack on the table and broke into two XD
then we started calling edwin 'cow-derella' LOL!we danced for mr leow as a birthday thing.the experiment was fun though(: i was pulling all the xylem out and mr leow took one of it):
saw yi bo at mrt!haha.marist sec one guys standing there flag day.on the train saw that banana and condom comercial!super funny.
went to orchard with shiuan wen.ROCKED MAN!
we saw countless hotties.
we went to wheelock.see borders then starbucks.drank chocolate chip cookie with whipcream.SUPER NICE!then when we were walking out of wheelock,got this ang mo open the door for us.first hottie.the second one was at starbucks.calling our name from class tee.LOL
got people asking us contributing to ex convicts.not that i don't to but very what la..got like 3 people keep asking us all at once.i mean seriously wth?keep asking for like 5 minutes!
taka we went to see clothes and kino.had these auzzie international guys.right shiuan wen?the one at the book shelves.super funny XD
went to herend.hmv and new urban male.THE GUYS ARE FREAKING HOT.we walked out of the shop and shiuan wen said,'my nose is gonna bleed.'LOL!like they were taking photos and we wanted to walk by.so we stopped.then the guy said,'it's ok.we having a photo shoot.'
AND HE SMILED like this killer smile at me.like the faint-on-the-spot kind.and guess what he did after that?flipped his shirt up and sticked his tongue out for the camera.those six packs ._. the die-0n-the-spot kind.hmmmm his tan was perfect!lol
235 guys!
we came home after that.and there was one next to us in the train.
saw kenny on the bus again.still as round and fat like a panda(:
the came home.

on tuesday.gonna go to watch the drama thing at national library with shiuan wen(: class having chalet!hope is when i'm in singapore.
on monday going out with lene(:
i'm gonna shop till i drop.
dang.

toodles(:

everytime you do that thing you do!

Thursday, May 22, 2008 6:41 PM
today, part 2!

so we were back in class during recess and timi told me david cook won!
science we continued with the visking tubing.the guys were playing with the fire.like trying to burn the test tube holder or something.lol science homework chapter 7 o_o
chinese we watched some documentary on laser.the whole class sleeping!even mr chin was nodding off a little!
history.mr low leaving!the joy.he made us do a HISTORY PRACTICE PAPER.yes,it's wth?
after school we went to the community centre to do cip for the old folks'. we practised outside while 2/3 playing the game with them (and how kevin got molested) and tau pok claims i cannot talk to the old folks coz i talk to fast.
i danced with tas for the dance.and as expected,i was literally running around him to get back in time to continue the steps.LOL!cheng yee and biaojin played the piano.pretty good songs,the piano was out of tune or something.we did the chicky dance after that!super fun.then we all sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin!haha when it was all over this uncle played the harmonica and er hu for us!he's good with the harmonica and he's cuuuuute!
weilin and damian got pushed together!lol!damian was blushing.his face was RED!lol
went back to school and yeah.the report card.i wonder what's my class position.
went home with kevin coz we helped with joel's present.then we walked home.lol.
i was talking to lene on the phone.she's down!): gotta give her a good talk today!have so many funny stuff to say!
i'm catching up with jaryl and dan!dan's finally back from camp.it's been so long since i last spoke to jaryl.he's eating so i decided to blog.
mr tan got chicken pox!and mr foo is leaving us!

this time SA1, i have
4 A1's
2 A2's
2 B3's
1 C6

my first freaking C6 of the year!and guess what?mr tan put a shocking comment!it doesn't portray me at all, except the part when he says that he can trust me to hand in my work on time.
that's all(:

I'M GONNA JOIN THE ENGLISH COMPETITION!
1,000 dollars to be won.who don't want? :D easy money!but must see i write well anyway.

byes!~

school

9:04 AM
(in mac lab, my screen is new and super big!the keyboard is super flat!)
i see damian next to me playing a game called 'playing with fire 2'.lol
music..we're supposed to be doing some music garage band thing but i don't think anyone cares...
geography just now.was practically sleeping while watching an inconvenient truth and texting sean besides that.
he got back his report card already!lol.let's see who owed :D
getting back ours after school.
alrights then.i shall go look for some games to play.

bye!
and as i'm pressing 'publish post' damian's eyes are glued onto the mac screen, making sounds like 'whoa' lol!he's too engross perhaps.

hearts won't break

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 10:17 PM
today was so fucking hot!
let's see how the day went.
assembly lasted till 7.50.
math we went to lab.
lit we went to library.
photo taking was ok.
reading went to library.
english mrs goh came very late.
efl we didn't have to go.so we stayed in class till 12.40 and went to do survey in lab.mr tan gave out meet the parents form.they were pink and we thought we were bottom six,till someone realised that everyone's forms were pink and the bottom six catergory were indicated on the form.pearleen went,'whole class bottom six!'
we went to practise for old folks' home at fifth floor and madam lidia actually came and see us!maybe we made too much noise.
slept for a while waiting for cca to start and read with aleithia.woke up sweaty.like the 1000000th time today i got sweaty.
dance me and shiuan wen pretty much lost '5'kg.initially i actually lost one!was so warm.my leotard was all wet lucky pe shirt didn't.so tired and warm that i could feel my legs and couldn't do all the steps properly.
went home together after went drinks searching.
pretty much it.
i think my text messages are going overboard!
so i saw melvin in school shooting hoops today since they have same coach as us.then i merely just texted him and he started talking to me the entire day till maybe 23 minutes ago when he went off to have a happy nightly talk with his dearest girlfriend,whom he claims to love a lot.
this week's schedule:

thursday:
old folks' home
report card

friday:
no cca!
eat with your family
daddy's coming homey at fivey! : D

yeah.daddy rocks at times but he gets on my nerves too.parents will be parents, i guess.
that's all i think.
tomorrow is awaiting me.
i shall do math.finish 1/5 of it at least.
nights!

p.s. 39 days to my birthday
p.p.s. ridhuan!better get me something nice :D
p.p.p.s 1 day to hui yee's birthday.7 days to joel's birthday.
p.p.p.p.s i'm at wits' ends to think of something for joel!

the happy drug.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 8:11 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLENE, SHERMAE AND SEAN!

today was FUN!
math i was sleeping for half the lesson.woke up and wow!i knew what was happening thanks to tau pok(: the pythagora's theorum!
pe we were playing captains' ball.although i was like running around doing nothing,it was fun(: especially how darrick grabbed the ball and sit on the chair and from captains' ball,it became captains' ball + touch rugby + basketball LOL JIMIN actually confessed!
art i scored 81, another A1!woots baby.then we watched ratatouille.haha then the whole class kept laughing at the part when remy saw the two couple fighting with that gun and started kissing XD
science we did the starch and amylase experiment.then the guys asked mr leow if we're doing chapter 6 and 7 next term.mr leow said yes.the entire group of guys started cheering.mr leo commented,'this bunch of horny people.'and someone went,'mr leow!you also horny!' LOL!
english.trixie goh came in this round.was ok i guess...
after school we had the old folks' home dance practice so i pon ICT.who cares.was funny.the guys were funny!hahaha
guitar today i started learning 'fly me to the moon' i didn't know my hand could stretch from the 3rd fret on the 6th string to the 9th fret on the 1st string. O_O and when play have sound.
yeah pretty much it.

I'M HIGH ON PROZAC THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY.
yes, i'm happy!like H-A-P-P-Y!

how could i forget?i will never.

40 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!

vesak day and going vegetarian.

Monday, May 19, 2008 7:33 PM
today,the main highlight is vesak day!whee
went to the thai temple in bukit merah.then the handicapped man outside asked me to help him get some stuff inside.i was really wanting to help but my dad was coming already so i couldn't.i totally feel so bad ever since!
ok so shiuan wen asked me to do the quiz again.and i'm bored.why not? :D

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1. Shirlene
2. John
3. Bobby Danny
4. Jun Xi
5. Shiuan Wen
6. Joel
7. Wai Kit
8. Damian
9. Claudie
10. Catholic High guy
11. Chace Crawford
12. Obama
13. Hui Yee
14. Liang Min
15. Yon Jun
16. Keira Knightley
17. Mr Jason
18. Mr Tan
19. Jessica Alba
20. Ryan Higa!

How did you meet [14]?
[Liang Min] Primary 4 Achieving!!!

What would you do if you never meet [1]?
[Shirlene] never had the most amazing bestie!

What if [9] and [20] dated?
[Claudie][Ryan Higa] oh my.gays?not i guess.

Will [6] and [17] date?
[Joel][Mr Jason] sorry joel but mr jason's taken.awwww XD

Describe [3].
[Bobby Danny] dan dan dan.inner child rocks a lot and is as random as me.check out all the when dan met jan.the msn conversations(: a lot of crayons!

When is the last time you spoke to [13]?
[Hui Yee] text messaged her on the old folks' home packaging stuff.saturday!

What is [2]'s favourite band/singer?
[John] er dunno.he likes kidnap my heart and girl of the year, yes?lemon tree too!

Would you ever date [4]?
[Jun Xi] I don't have a thing for horny guys...

Would you ever date [1]?
[Shirlene] why not? :D we'll be couple of the year, man.

Is [19] single?
[Jessica Alba] yeah she is.

What is [10]'s last name?
[Catholic High guy] who knows.only know the looks and where he stays XD the guy's hot.

Would you ever be in a relationship with [11]?
[Chace Crawford] no.no.no.no.no.though he's hot but no...(shiuan wen!he's not with carrie underwood anymore)

School of [3].
[Bobby Danny] Whitely Sec (:

Where does [6] live?
[Joel] ang mo kio or bishan?

What is your favourite thing of [5]?
[Shiuan Wen] everything! :D

Have you ever seen [2] naked?
[John] ew ew ew ew ew.ew!

The 5 lucky people:
ANYONE!

ok the third time i'm doing this.



TOM FELOTN!!!!he went out with emma watson once.didn't know!so i told shiuan wen about feltbeats and yeah,she loved it i guess!
haha shiuan wen, claudie's cute!and the catholic high guy,pray hard we meet him again XD and i love you too!erm cause you kinda said 'i love this girl' returning the love(:
gonna start yaking to lene about today!wheeeee
tomorrow have school.i drank like 2 cups of tea and could sleep for 2 hours after that.WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

i love my friends.er...yeah.i'm random.
perhaps there will be the next dan met jan today!or soon.just wait,wait,wait! :D when dan's free of course.

the cubicle next door

Sunday, May 18, 2008 9:48 PM
doing the quiz like i'm told.though i'm banned off comp.

starting time 9.49pm

Name: Janice Ng Wen Jing

Sister/s: 1

Brother/s: none

Shoe size: US 7

Height: 160 i think

What are you wearing right now?
white tee black shorts?

Where do you live?
Sembawang

Favourite number:
12!

Drinks :
anything nice!!!like non alcoholic cocktails to tea!

Favourte Months :
June only.

Favorite Breakfast:
i don't really eat breakfast...i'm picky when it comes to breakfast XD

***********Have You Ever***********
Been in a hot tub:
not

Swam in the ocean:
YES!well ok almost the ocean.

Fallen asleep in school:
duh

Fell off your chair:
haha yeah

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
if i made an appointment with lene!

Saved e-mails:
112

Been cheated on:
don't give a damn.

***********What is************

What's right beside you?
the chair's armrest.

What is the last thing you ate?
marks and spencer jam biscuit.whatever it's called.

----------Ever Had----------

Chicken pox:
no!

Sore throat:
yeah.exams time.

Stitches:
nopes.

Broken nose:
ew?it's not disfigured.

----------Do You------------------

Believe in love at first sight?
it's all about the love,baby

Like picnics?
NO!

-------Who--------------------

Who last made you smile?
SHIRLENE!the making love thing XD

Who did you last yell at?
my dad.

----------Final Questions-------------

What are you listening to right now?
nothing.silence.

What did you do today?
read and watch 300 and meet the fockers and went for dance.

Hate someone in your family?
at times but nah.

Good singer?
absolutely no but i like to sing to myself :D

Diamond or pearl?
diamond.the glits and the glam

Are you the oldest?
nooo i'm young!never old.old's a nono

Indoors or outdoors?
indoors but outdoors work fine.

------------Today did you--------------

Talk to someone you love?
my parents and shirlene.

Kiss anyone?
not yet kissed shirlene in words goodbye :D

Get sick?
nah.

Talked to an ex:
what kinda ex?

Eat Dinner:
yes

------Last person who---------

You talked to on the phone?
daddy!

-------------Random---------------

Have a crush on someone?
sadly no

What books are you reading right now?
the cubicle next doot by siri l mitchell

Best feelings in the world:
frisson,love and sugar rush!

Do u sleep with stuffed animals?
no unless i put the beanie lyn gave me at times.

What's under your bed?
like the floor?

Favorite locations:
bed and desk

Danced a slow dance with someoneyou didn't even like?
no chance

Who do you really hate?
er...

You lonely right now
yes

What time is it now?
10.06pm

i took 17 minutes.
wow time flies when you're chatting at the same time

so i'm like banned from the comp.just useing for a while.tmr vesak day!!!asking mama bring me to temple.
watched 300 and meet the fockers.300 is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!it's a WOW amazing.good movie.meet the fockers keep making me laugh.gaylord m focker!hahaha!super funny like how the dog humps every moving object and the hat on door thing and little jack saying ASSSHOOOOOOOO and the mum being a sex therapist.ok practically everything.
almost done reading cubicle next door.49 more pages.she's sick.kissed the guy and started screaming at him?sucker!the guy's hot!he's once a pilot!and he flirts well!

going!byes!wheeeeee

shopping.the glit and the glam.

Saturday, May 17, 2008 8:24 PM
today.i wore all black with glittery accessories!
went to eat out of the pan at raffles!super nice(: crepes!
went for tuition.only like 10 or more people.was practically sleeping
went to orchard.bought 3 books at borders.then went to macs with dad and i started drinking his horrible coffee.i have no idea why.
went to isetan after that.the super market.
then went home.
it's boring XD but ok..
blue crush is so fun!
GREAT SINGAPORE SALES ROCKS!
i saw a rolls royce, stretch limousine, lotus and porsche in one week.missing a ferrari and lamborghini!

the kingdom we play

Friday, May 16, 2008 10:47 PM

TYCO LOK!get the entire outfit in my adventure!

lol the guy made of bees.sick ass.

yeah the whole kol thing.i started playing today.i have around 130 adventures to go on the battle field and the junkyard to finish.and check out the buff!

some stuff i realised:

1. that guy drinks and can buy alcohol.and can get away with it.
2. i have 621 songs in the computer.
3. i'm so blessed to have friends like lok.
4. john is watching house of wax with hot chad michael murray in it
5. I LOVE W.H. AUDEN!
6. I'm eating so much sweets again.damn fruit tips.
7. she's fucked off.who gives a shit.
8. i'm bored
9. i said bye to everyone and came online 2 seconds later again
10. watching indiana jones next week!

that's it.woot indiana jones, baby!
p.s. the desperate housewives plumber is hot, man.so is jesse metcalfe, who cares if he's gay?he's hot.the buffs and the looks.
p.p.s i'm bored.
p.p.p.s i'm more bored
p.p.p.p.s i'm gettin the shit out of here

TGIF

6:43 PM
i updated my marks on yesterday's post.
GEOG- A1
SCIENCE- A1
HISTORY- A1
LITERATURE- A2
ENGLISH- A2
MATH- B3
woot.but i can do better.loads.

before school they played tai di and mr low came in!then darrick was trying to get rid of him and shouted,'OK I UNDERSTAND, TOTALLY!' HAHAHA
math we were scolded by mr tan.the no fan thing once again.then class tee so warm.
chinese we went through paper and finished the show.joel went,'fast forward until before the rape.'i went,'forward until the rape.' the guys behind went,'don't sick la.'but that wasn't what i meant.haha
recess i finsihed reading heavens to betsy.
english mr jason gave back report.i flunked the topic part.so did taupok.mr jason said that our class is either the first or second top msg : D then he left us and we started taking photo.jun xi and shing yi with their sick sticking tongue out poses.then those people try to take photo of me and taupok.HELLO?!
science we did srp.we kept changing the hypothesis and aim.i'm at a lost about the DV and IV now.
after school the forum.waste time.whatever kept us till 2!!!and it was supposed to end at 1.10.then they were talking on how jun xi would request for condoms vending machine in the boys' toilet.
malay was so bored i was sitting by the back door with jun xi talking and reading.then dunno what was going on,they were watching a show.that's all i know.then those people were tai di-ing and the teacher went to play with them ?!?!??!
dance we ate pizza and talked to shiuan wen about stuff.what we talked about was so horrible!i shall not mention names.
after it all we went to buy sweets and went to amk hub.we saw *drum rolls* the guy we missed, HONG YU!he looks the same.i tapped his right shoulder and he turned to his left at shiuan wen.haha he couldn't really recognise us at first.lol!
we went home after that.at northpoint i saw gavin!but he don't know me,i don't know him.haha
so i got home and that's pretty much it.
i have so much to rant about later.

BYE!

*drum rolls* when dan met jan episode F-O-U-R!

Thursday, May 15, 2008 8:55 PM
the wait is finally over.

100% Dann~ says:
boooooooooo :P
100% Dann~ says:
i like cereal
JANICE ; gayshit says:
i like crayons
100% Dann~ says:
i like the brown ones
JANICE ; gayshit says:
do you plan to colour anyone?
100% Dann~ says:
hmm... i already coloured my imaginery friend Joseph, the Unicorn , red... but i'll think i'll colour sean next
JANICE ; gayshit says:
oh see i coloured my daddy green and i can't find my next friend
100% Dann~ says:
colour meng ren yellow
100% Dann~ says:
=D
JANICE ; gayshit says:
but i don't wanna use yellow.yellow is my favourite colour!
100% Dann~ says:
then use blurple
100% Dann~ says:
it's blue+purple !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
can i colour the guy in the eutoob video?
JANICE ; gayshit says:
me like his hands.they have no colour!
100% Dann~ says:
=D
100% Dann~ says:
okay !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
;D wheee
JANICE ; gayshit says:
=D you're pink now!
100% Dann~ says:
Yaaay !
100% Dann~ says:
=DDD
JANICE ; gayshit says:
pinky pinky!
JANICE ; gayshit says:
what we do now?
100% Dann~ says:
xD
100% Dann~ says:
hmm
100% Dann~ says:
let's sing songs !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
ALRIGHT
JANICE ; gayshit says:
what snog?i mean song
100% Dann~ says:
hmmm
100% Dann~ says:
I KNOW !
100% Dann~ says:
I'm a Goofy Goober yeah, You're a goofy goober yeah ! we're all goofy goobers yeah ! Goofy Goofy Goofy Goober yeah !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
gooooooffeeeeee can i get an autography?
100% Dann~ says:
sure !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
i wanna sing elmo
100% Dann~ says:
Oookay !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
lalalala lalalala elmo's world
JANICE ; gayshit says:
you know i saw elmo today?
100% Dann~ says:
er
100% Dann~ says:
Soooommeee wheeereee over the raiiiinbow ! way up high ! ... There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
... hubert cumbidale ?! fancy meeting you here !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
wow it sure is high.danny bobby get down!that place is sugar candy mountain!
JANICE ; gayshit says:
in animal farm that's what the animals call heaven
100% Dann~ says:
I LOVE SUGAR
100% Dann~ says:
I LOVE ANIMALS
100% Dann~ says:
SUGAR RUSH !
100% Dann~ says:
WOO!
JANICE ; gayshit says:
YOU LOVE ELMO
100% Dann~ says:
I LOVE HIS CRAYONS !
100% Dann~ says:
i'm gonna steal it tonight
100% Dann~ says:
shhhhh ...
JANICE ; gayshit says:
can i tag along?my crayons all ran out):
JANICE ; gayshit says:
*sobs*
100% Dann~ says:
the more the merrier !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
yay!what colours should we get?
100% Dann~ says:
ALL =D
JANICE ; gayshit says:
ok!i want more pink so that i can colour that guy in the eutoob video pinkier ;D
100% Dann~ says:
-DDD
JANICE ; gayshit says:
your smile is ruined D:
100% Dann~ says:
i'm eating twisties !
100% Dann~ says:
=DDDD*
JANICE ; gayshit says:
my mama bought twisties today!take that!
100% Dann~ says:
email them !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
how many pieces do you want?
100% Dann~ says:
50
JANICE ; gayshit says:
do you want soya source with them?i drink a bottle a day
100% Dann~ says:
i want sugar sauce
JANICE ; gayshit says:
can we add vinegar?i think it would taste superb!
100% Dann~ says:
well while we're at it, lets add jelly beans !
JANICE ; gayshit says:
wow whose throat should we forcce it down?sugar spice and everything nice
100% Dann~ says:
LOL sean !

kids will be kids.
beeps!

gayshit results

2:50 PM
first i would like to say joel,jun xi and tau pok are gayshits.

geography-31.5/ 40, total 82/100

lol jun xi was telling mr foo there was a lack of defective condoms.er

math- 57/80, total 68/100

damn mr tan.moderate my marks.become the same as jimin.could have gotten a2 sia.damn
jun xi passed the paper!wow.but his overall almost made it..work harder!

recess,jun xi and i trying to find mr jason.failed.

science- 31/40, total 79/100

same total marks as tau pok!jun xi highest, 37.5, joel 36.5. their total 90!!!like omfg.then is alvin and some others got 80.me and tau pok got 79.shing yi got 78.then those who improved and topped got the pin thing from mr leow.i took elmo.jun xi took mashimaro.joel took pikachu (so so so cute!). there was neopets and some sick ones inside the bag.hahaha

chinese- paper 2 18/55, idioms test 15/20

told you i flunked the paper.praying so hard i pass overall.should can i guess but won't be high.

literature- 37/50, total 74/100

eeks miss a1 by one mark!highest though.wow.i owe mr jason so much for helping me.was shocked when i saw the marks.

history- 19/25, total 79/100

woot a1!

english- editting 21/30, summary 19/25, report 20/30, total 72/100

gah..a2 though.me and tau pok screwed the topic!!!

home econs- 39/50

who cares man.i'm so getting a B because of kumar -- damn it!she don't give a shit about my file.she said she'll let me know,and what?!she didn't give a freaking damn.

after school was trying to find mr jason and mr foo with jun xi.too bad they not around so gave mr yong to help.went to find mrs kumar.she nv gimme back my file for around 1 month plus?my file marks affected!eeeeeeee

that's pretty much it.wheee bored.
bye!

cause everybody tries to put some love on the line, and everybody feels a broken heart sometimes

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 8:13 PM
ce i was on kol.OMG I OWE LOK SO SO SO MUCH.then i played some dad and me.i have no idea what mr din was talking so i gave up.
lit!well i guess i'll do alright since my answers were near the ones teacher gave.
reading i finished atonement.
english!ok jun xi got one more mark for editting than me.but we did the same for summary.mr jason was saying,'you could have done better.'damn.i could have!!!coz i only found 12 points as the number of words were 120 so i thought 12 points!i need 20 plus for report to score A.phew
going for new south 'whales' english (lol mr jason asked,where's new south wales?it's in the ocean with the whales.).mr jason thought that i should go.20 bucks man.
chinese.whee i flunked like shit.kinda expected anyway.and i found out shing yi is so freaking sick.we watched some video on flight,planes blah and blah.then cheng yee asked some erm questions which me,shing yi,joel and song jun were at a lost of words.lol song jun was saying,'JOEL!you're a wanton!'hahahahaha
lol after school went to eat with cheng yee.escaping from jia min.even bj was.then was talking to cheng yee till cca.jun xi was pulling my legs over my head.hoho in your face man,i can do and it doesn't hurt.then the guys were talking about this guy looking down his mother's cleavage.i shall not mention names here.
amazingly dance was painless.at the start quite pain but after like 10 minutes?was a breeze like last time.started the toa payoh performance dance today.last year's syf.hols dance 2 times a week,4 hours no break.well better than last time.senior farewell party on friday!
was 1 minute late for practice and madam hee was like 'why are you late?'i was shouting at jia min to put the damn gameboy down and get her bloody ass moving.was doing cheng yee a favour.jimin didnt move so i had to go find cheng yee and tell her.dots.
saw cheng yee so we went home together.
came home around 28 minutes ago.not really hungary today so ate pretty little.
as told by weilin and damian,i'll do the quiz again.

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1. Shirlene
2. John
3. Cheng Yee
4. Jun Xi
5. Bob
6. Damian
7. Shing Yi
8. Joel
9. Song Jun
10. Tau Pok
11. Alvin
12. Kevin
13. Sara
14. Yu Jun
15. Shiuan Wen
16. Pearleen
17. WeiLin
18. Wai Kit
19. PeiJun
20. Bi Xia

How did you meet 14[Yu Jun]?
school.

What would you do if you never met 1[Shirlene]?
er best friendless?

What if 9[Song Jun] and 20[Bi Xia] dated?
most probably not.

Will 6[Damian] and 17 [Weilin] date?
who knows.

Describe 3[Cheng Yee].
transformers,iron man,er robots?

When is the last time you spoke to 13[Sara]?
when i was going to change.i said,'i flunked chinese!'

What is 2's[John] favourite band/singer?
sorry john but i have not idea.

Would you ever date 4[Jun Xi]?
obviously not.

Would you ever date 1[Shirlene]?
not les not les.but she makes a nice girlfriend i guess.

Is 19[PeiJun] single?
no,she taken.

What is 10's[Tau Pok] last name?
Kenneth 'Tau Pok' Tan Ke Xuan.which?

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11[Alvin]?
LOL.he's taken and what's so great about dating your home econ's partner?

School of 3[Cheng Yee]?
Anderson Secondary School.sameeee

Where does 6[Damian] live?
Bishan right?ok it's amk.not sure xp

What is your favourite thing of 5[Bob,Dan,Bob,Dan er bob the dan]?
Random and inner child-y like me!

Have you ever seen 2[John] naked?
not.that's so sick.

5 people to do this quiz...
1. Shirlene
2. John
3. Dan the bob.Bob the dan.
4. Damian
5. Weilin

ok that's it.second time doing this.
i bet jun xi will finish boy meets girl today.he's fast.lol his m18 psp game.yesterday he was like 'omg sex scene' and all the guys around watching.then today he was asking joel and alvin to read guy next door pg 206-207.hahaha
the ending of atonement sucks man.die die die die die.more deaths.no wonder briony have a freaking life long sin to atone.
so effffff.i closed to door on my finger.noob me.

byes!
gonna do nothing.read or maybe watch thai show later.

toooooooddles!

before it was all replaced

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 5:54 PM
just to sum these few days up

10th may
orcahrd like practically the whole day.reached home at 8.30pm .me and sis were talking about blending my head up in this giant blender (would the blood or mash overflow?) and ways to cook and serve me.ate at korean restaurant,i learnt some korean accent like pronounce 'portion' as 'push-on'.

11th may
stay home whole day.did a lot of reading and playing comp.

12th may
discovery centre.learnt about olympics.then played these games.walked to yio chu kang mrt with qiao hui.met kevin at sembawang.he went to library with me.borrowed 6 books!went home after that.play comp.read.music.

13th may
inline skating.i came home and bathed and bathed.the gears stink!i could skate.wow didn't know i could still after 4 or 5 years of not skating coz the roller blades too small.slept outside hall while waiting for movie screening,transformers.kinda nice but the fighting scenes are messy.real messy.listened to jun xi say how hot the girl is and how nice her ass looks (errr) and his sick comment when they kissed.the kissing scene was nice!not exactly romantic but is like it just came right off a book!after that,realised kevin asked me to go watch what happened in vegas.had to play guitar and lesson so couldn't go.walked to yio chu kang mrt with qiao hui and angela.came home.slept a lot (i don't know why but i keep sleeping today). woke up and played guitar for a long time and i swear my fingers hurt so bad one part of the index finger feels like it's gonna bleed.

my aims for today is to finish part 3 of atonement,i've been reading that book for 1 week!then i shall start with library books.

RESULTS TOMORROW
eeks

there's lit,english and chinese tomorrow.or more.
crossing my fingers!

cca start tomorrow.no shit.gonna have bad pains.
pon ict today.heck.waste time.

gah!

the aftermath

Monday, May 12, 2008 3:17 PM
i don't feel like blogging.

sugar as alcohol

Sunday, May 11, 2008 10:20 PM
i feel like questioning and asking
i feel bad
i blame myself
oh yeah,that's why i hate myself
i don't blame anyone else
i don't feel l ike going to school
because i have to see what i don't want to see
and the trip?
maybe i'll be empty and stoned

who the fuck cares about it all anyway.
sugar works the way alcohol do.

dreams will stay dreams.they come true and they fade.

4:55 PM
i feel like sleeping the whole day.so my mind can just stop thinking.
i just don't know how to describe anything right now.
i suffer 13 signs of depression.
i don't have a reason to be feeling like this.
it's long gone.never to come back.
damn it all.
even the book i'm reading have to mirror such an image.
what the fuck.
i can't run away from anything.
damn.damn.damn.

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drowning it all in sugar

Saturday, May 10, 2008 9:12 PM
i can't eat.i can't sleep.i can't think.i can't do anything.
i feel sick.
i don't feel like fucking blogging.
i don't care.the damn phone is dead.
no one cares.
who would even care if i die.

the new one

Friday, May 9, 2008 9:58 PM
i like the new skin.don't you?

human tetris game

2:39 PM
i'm so so so bored!even dan is.geez.so i started watching youtube.
i went through some of kevjumba's old videos.i'm watching jap game shows now.
CAUTION:PLEASE DO NOT LAUGH AND DIE FROM BEING OUT OF BREATH






that's all for now.so bored!
ok i found something lame : D


when dan met jan episode 3

1:10 PM
100% Dann~ says:
booooo
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
tweeetie!
100% Dann~ says:
woof woof junior
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
oh no get away from my pourtatus!
100% Dann~ says:
i like chocolate milk
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
i like crayons : D

JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
i wanna colour sean black!
100% Dann~ says:
i thought he already is ?
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
then i'll colour him white : D
100% Dann~ says:
i wanna colour his pants yellow
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
i wanna colour his hair white
100% Dann~ says:
i wanna colour his face brown like cookies !

JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
i ate green crayons today =)
100% Dann~ says:
i ate my dog's homework
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
i ate my cat's homework
100% Dann~ says:
i ate your cat
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
WOOF
100% Dann~ says:
tweet

JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
danie dolly
100% Dann~ says:
mentos
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
dany dollie
100% Dann~ says:
mentos

100% Dann~ says:
nudge !
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
POKE
100% Dann~ says:
100% Dann~ have just sent a nudge.
100% Dann~ says:
100% Dann~ have just sent a nudge.
100% Dann~ says:
100% Dann~ have just sent a nudge.
100% Dann~ says:
100% Dann~ have just sent a nudge.
100% Dann~ says:
100% Dann~ have just sent a nudge.

JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
catch me if you can!
100% Dann~ says:
you're the gingerbread man ?
JANICE ; i heart pooouuurtatuuus! says:
i'm pourtatu
100% Dann~ says:
i am cow

RANDOM KIDS.tsk

i had seen this coming

12:07 PM


i felt horrible yesterday!i couldn't sleep almost the entire night.i was thinking.
i'm loosing trust i once have for the people around me.
so i wrote a poem,it sounds good but that means bad.i'm never happy when i write the best poems.


i never thought that things would turn out this way
but i knew it would happen one day


ok that's all i'm gonna type from the poem.the first 2 lines.i'm not revealing the entired thing on the world wide web.
class tee came today and home econs sucked.

hasta la vista,baby

one baby, just one

Thursday, May 8, 2008 11:02 AM

LIT!omg so easy.ok easier than i expected.wrote a lot!couldn't finish 13b.all my answers half a page long and 13a was 1 page long.i used 4 papers.wai kit was sick!9.25 finished all and 13a and b FULL PAGE!then he was like oh damn,my hand later tmr cannot use.like duh!ppl say he write like machine.
i wrote fast too.my hand was gonna break off so i kinda slowed down.
was talking to jason in the morning.lucky what he said came out : D wheee and after the paper he saw me.he was,'how?' me 'couldn't finish last one.wrote half way.' him'next time write faster.' me 'i was already fast!BYEBYE!' him 'bye.'
rubbing in my face i write slow or something.
walked to mrt with yew rong.then met shiuan wen at mrt station.saw weilin's bro on the mrt.
was lazy to go bishan so i went to sembawang instead.
saw qiao hui and angela.then bj,geowynn and cheng yee.they go watch iron man!eh,no fair!
so today what i'm gonna do:
EAT
watch gg and more shows if mum permits
read atonement or so
heee.dan's yet to come online.stay tune for more 'WHEN DAN MET JAN' inner child stories
beeps!FOOD!

when inner childs meet

Wednesday, May 7, 2008 7:59 PM
when dan met jan
jan said, 'i love pourtaus!'
dan said,'i like pie shaped chickens.'
the randomness of inner childs don't fail to exist.
that's great : D dan's my inner child friend!i don't meet active inner childs 24/7, so wheeeee!
and i just learnt that sean does child labour.wow.

MY INNER CHILD DICTIONARY
pourtatu is my new word.it means potatoes.
beep means hello or goodbye
meep is a comment
noops mean nopes

and more is yet to come
beeps~

the wordplay

10:31 AM

history was so easy!thought that world war II would come out for essay and i study so much!well lucky i read the world war I and stuff british did.phew!
so now i'm like trying to help mum find out how to chat to uncle in new york with video call coz mac comps don't support it.geeeeeeeez.i wanna study lit!put me in a corner..
npcc thing day.joel came into class and i realised his boots sole dropping off xD and he was like 'my shoe spoil' and he super glued his sole back.wow super glue works on shoes!then his shoulder thingy (whatever it's called) came off too and he was like'alvin!they actually have a website on this thing' lol!dude your uniform falling apart.
class changed new whiteboard!and a few people came in totally drenched by rain.didn't need to go for morning assembly =D so i just studied
on the way home i saw caroline!we were talking about people in our class.she told me some things on amazonian womans.they actually do this sick thing that i'm not gonna post.
on the mrt me and shiuan wen laughing a lot.i tripped over this ang mo's shoe.then he said sorry.and i went it's ok nvm nvm.and when we were between yio chu kang and kathib.we saw him take the brochure in his hand and put it over his face like hidding from something.the guy looks like a perfectly 30 plus to 40 plus man.and the way he did it was so so so funny!hahaha
then i let shiuan wen watch how to be ninja.laughed a lot!i represent the stereotypes i hate : D
damian is super lame for a fact.check out the quiz on his blog.

How far can a man walk into the woods?
erm like till he gets eaten up by some wild animal or dropped into a animal trap??
he can only walk halfway... cos halfway in; another half go out

An electric train is traveling north at 30 mph, and the wind is blowing from the east at 45 mph. Which way does the smoke blow?
er smoke.er follow the wind?go with the wind?
do you learn science? how does an electric train produce smoke?

You walk into a dark cold room with only a match. Inside you seen a gas cooker, a gas fire and a gas lamp. You can only light one thing, what do you choose?
fire fire fire!right?
light up the match...

If an airplane crashes between the borders of USA and Canada where do they bury the survivors?
i'll dig a ditch and bury them.let them rip : D
if there are survivors, why bury them?!

How many potatoes can you put into an empty bag?
well as much as i like!who no lub poooouuurtatuuuuuuuuus?
ONE... after that, its not empty anymore...

How many animals did Moses put on the arc?
he put the raven.moses the raven?animal farm?yeah?
he put himself

A butcher is 5'6"; what does he weigh?
well 56 kg or 162kg.but 56 is kinda underweight and 162 kinda overweight.hmmm
he weighs the PORK... he's a butcher hello?!

Two fathers and two sons go fishing, and they each catch a fish. When they come home at the end of the day, they have three fish. How is this possible?
errrrrrrr two fathers to old catch anything and one son caught one and the other more pro caught 2!
one grandfather, one father, one son.. each

A rooster is on the pinnacle of a roof that is slanted 45 degrees on one side, 30 degrees on the other, the wind is blowing 5 miles northwesterly. If it lays an egg directly on the top, which way will it roll?
well it can get blown by the wind.or can it like roll down and smash on the floor.or the rooster just sit on it =D< /div>
does a rooster lay egg?!

If a cow is facing North, which direction is it's tail pointing to?
erm well it depends A LOT if the tail is moving.erm am i correct?i mean duh the cow swings it's tail.
down

There is a 6ft 3ft diameter hole. How much dirt is in it?
excuse me but where did you dig that hole? o_o
must there be dirt in holes?

damian's lame and funny.i got the answers from weilin's blog.but i already know the answers just adding some sugar,spice,and everything errr...lame!
mum's friends are coming to see her.man...i wanna study.sure distracted!!!HELP!

i luuurve jason mraz!his songs are nicie doodie!

friend fiend friend fiend friend fiend friend fiend

friend and fiend.how much do you know?

inner childs just don't cease to exist

Tuesday, May 6, 2008 5:14 PM

my inner child is active today!wow.from the conversations i'm having now.perhaps.see coz my sis was watching totally spies and i noticed her eyes did not blink at all.the convo we had:
me:dude you're like *imitates her* your eyes didn't blink.HOW OLD ARE YOU?!watch cartoon till like that
sis:no i'm 16 *laugh*
me:no you're 6
sis:*laugh more*
me:gimme those gummy pigs
sis:no.*grabs bag protectively*
me:that's another sign of being 6! *whines*but i want gummy pigs!
sis:dude how old are you?
me:i'm FOUR!
that's pretty how we became 4 and 6 again.so the convos:

JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
boo ba bambam
100% Dann~ says:
viva la bam
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
beeee baaaarrr booooo beeee
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
dunno i'm talking baby
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
beeee ba bobo bam bam beeee rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
100% Dann~ says:
meow
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
woooof wooof
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
inner childs : D
100% Dann~ says:
=D

gimme a sign! ; Even if saving you sends me to Heaven says:
i gained weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gimme a sign! ; Even if saving you sends me to Heaven says:
T~T
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
HAW HAW HAW
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
: D
gimme a sign! ; Even if saving you sends me to Heaven says:
HOW COULD YOU LAUGH?!!!!!!!!!
gimme a sign! ; Even if saving you sends me to Heaven says:
AHHHHHHHHHH
gimme a sign! ; Even if saving you sends me to Heaven says:
going to exercise
gimme a sign! ; Even if saving you sends me to Heaven says:
MAJOR exercise plan!
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
yeah go burn some fats
gimme a sign! ; Even if saving you sends me to Heaven says:
mmhm, mmhm :D

Passing maths= Finding a strand of hair in a dish cooked by a monk says:
my problem?
JANICE ; living the past in the present says:
yeah
Passing maths= Finding a strand of hair in a dish cooked by a monk says:
no
whee inner child!i don't feel like going for guitar and i have 10 more pages to read.go history~ easy to study though.

the right words always sound wrong

10:16 AM


don't care about that guy.just like how the picture looks : D means a lot.

science officially minus one from the first question.like oh shit man.i forgot that vinega is pH3!i went to say 1.and sulphuric acid pH3.damn.if vinega is pH 1,we all would have corroded and died.
ok so on the way home i was reading atonement.i'm so inspired to write something!

The art of writing is that words can just mean so much.love can be described in one word,a glance.a stranger can be described in one word, an enigma.just combining the two words, love and stranger,you can derive with a sentence, falling in love with an enigma in a glance.you can too describe many things in just one word,there's no need for long phrases like how beautiful she looks,how handsome he looks,one word can mean so much.it's all in the power of imagination and the way you want things to be.let it run wild,the words will come into your mind naturally as you imagine,like i am now.

that's like crap.don't really make sense but i sitll like it in a sense.ok so my life is horrid!damn memory stick spoilt!i don't even feel like going for guitar today.wanna stay home study history.HISTORY!3 chapters but a lot to memorise,yes?
i'm real bored,GG episode 16 just finished airing around an hour ago,online sure have already but don't feel like watching.

they walked down the narrow winding dirt road leading to no where,the only sound she could hear was her own thoughts,she didn't want to let go of his hand.rain was falling,the sky constantly illuminated by strikes of lighting,the route was starting to get muddy.In the past, every second near him was like the sun was shinning and the birds were chiripin, not anymore.she thought about how much she would miss his presence,she knew from the start that everything will eventually come to an end.she regretted it all.her grip around his hand tightened as they reached the lake.where they fist met.her mind was replaying the day again.
she saw a girl sitting under the tree looking up from the book she was reading,a guy in the water,looking up at her, talking to her.his dazzling smile and mysterious eyes.
she didn't want to listen to whatever he's saying,she wanted to forget it all.the more she thought the more she cried.he gave her one last kiss,rain falling above their head.time just stopped instantly,she never wanted time to move again.giving one last hug,he kissed her cheek and held a hand.she didn't want to let go.'please'he whispered,holding back tears'this is as hard for me' finally,she let go of his hand and watched his walk back down the road.
she looked at the lake,holding back all the tears she,she thought back about those days they shared.
as he walked,he tried his best not to look back,if he did,he would never leave.he knew he needed to end things,she did not want her to suffer and get worried about him.war was no child's play and deadth is harder to take.he knew what he did was what's best for both of them,he didn't want to leave with all those thoughts of her anxiously waiting for him to return from war,only learning that he was dead.he couldn't tell her the truth nor could he face himself for lying to her all these while.
he walked down the track,not wanting to think about the future or the past.

ok i wrote the story with the notebook movie photo in my head.the one in the rain.love and lost.i couldnt even write properly,i don't like the thought of lost love ):
ok bye!

i don't hate you and..

Monday, May 5, 2008 5:01 PM


tuition i sat with yon jun and cheng han but talked to yon jun obviously.haha super funny.kept laughing.about the kiss thing.yeah lene?
the conclusion of tuition is that girls are always over nervous and guys are the heck kind.so the best is to stay in between.haha.
man science tmr i can't really breathe.took some picts today!


did that with scotch tape and the atonement,wow.I LOVE THE ATONEMENT!3 pages in and fun.
ok dude i know your BMW cost more than 100k.do you need it to be shown on your number plate? (no offence : D)
i have a wish list!whee
1.Ian McEwan books.namely
-enduring love
-the daydreamer
-first love, last rites
-on chesil beach
(and anything else except atonement)
2. Meg Cabot (i'm still collecting)
- airhead
-queen of babble gets hitched
3.more bags!teehee ><
4.new phone!daddy say can change.see how : D
5.clothes clothes!i'm sick of what i have now
6.levi's!
7.new hairstyle.i'm so changing it when i go back to thailand.
can't think of anything else.science in my head,trying to forget math.
wheeeee er yeah.
i think i went overboard.i feel bad.it feels wrong.i'm just trying to
find myself before i can figure you out.

how did i fall in love with you?

11:16 AM

she sat in her seat, the heart beating against her rib cage.oh gosh.the math paper.
when the clock said 08.00 all i she heard was paper flipping open,pens scribbling, she did the same.she stared blankly at those questions.how do i even do them?but she wasn't going to give up this easily,she started tackling them.question by question she finished them, and then she stopped.
what's the question even talking about?
she skipped.the next question was no better,she wasn't going to give that this easily.she scribbled and scibbled and cancled anc cancled.time was running out.
she glanced at the clock.30 minutes left, it said.30 minutes to finish all the ones she left blank.with no more time to hestitate she started craking her head and writing them.
just as she finished a question, put down your pens was all she heard.her heart raced.there's still some undone!
there was nothing she could do then but to put her pen down and just stared at those numbers.she wanted to cry,she couldn't of course.she felt demoralised,she didn't want to do anymore test papers again.
as she walked home along the empty street by the main road,all she could think of was nothing.her eyes looked drained of life,her mind was racing on absolutely nothing,she didn't want to live to see her marks.they'll be just egregious.
she thought about all those studying.it did go partly to waste,could she even pass the paper?
she didn't want to think about it again.tomorrow is obviously no better than yesterday.
that's how i felt today.oh man..die
i was like so nervous before then paper.like die man.then i saw the paper.oh fuck!what the hell.so difficult.cannot finish.2 marks gone due to blanks.but i think got a lot is wrong coz no time and chiong like siao.
after the paper,joel was venting his anger on the used paper,i was so disgusted by the paper i was just crunching the unwanted graph paper into a ball.after we were dismissed.i was squatting by my bag outside class and went 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up, 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up, 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up, 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up, 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up, 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up, 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up, 'fuck' threw paper on wall,pick up until 'I WANT TO CRY!'
i do wanna cry.shit paper.
tmr science also won't be easy i heard.damn it all.
i'm so demoralised to even study!!!
damn damn damn.
science tomorrow.i don't wanna give a damn,but i obviously can't,can i?

i'm sofa king stupid


make love in a club

Sunday, May 4, 2008 3:05 PM
2/4! jia you for math tomorrow!and science and history and lit : D we're gonna get the highest msg.yeah?
ok back to math.here for 8 minutes so far.lol.

say it isn't so

11:37 AM





Save me
I feel like I’m goin’ crazy
I’ve got this lady
She’s got me on my knees
I’m saying baby baby please
Don’t leave tonight without giving me
Some of your lovin’ it makes me weak
Somebody save me

And lately
I feel like I’m goin’ crazy
I’ve got this lady
The way her lips just move
The way her hips just groove
The feelin’ I get when she says my name
It’s a feeling that never feels the same
Save me

Coz I found the
Love that is one of a kind
This time I’m in for real
And I know I’m just way too deepS
omeone, oh someone
Save me now

And lately,
I know I’m goin’ crazy
I’ve got this lady
You’re now that’s all I think about
The next time I can think around
I really don’t wanna feel this way
But I think it’s already way too late
Save me

I found the love that is one of a kind
This time I’m in for realI know..
I’m just way too deep
Someone ooohh someone
Save me

Coz I’ve been there way too many times before
And everytime I say it’s not gonna work
Not this time so…save me
Just save me
Somebody save me

Yeah…oh ohhh

Coz I found the love that is one of a kind
This time I’m in for realand I know I’m just way too deep
Someone…oh someone
I said someone….

Save me now

Save me now…

face it.the song's great!and how did i find out?...




kevin's so cute!or kevjumba as he's known.but anyway he's cute!haha flirting online through the song.great lip sync!haha he and happyslip!but she's kinda old for him xp oh yeah as i mentioned i'm in the nigahiga and kevjumba eras still : D
ok so ytd was talking to dan on songs.wow we do have that like-for-oldies thing!haha the only person whom i know so far who likes the songs our parents listen to.
so i finished animal farm and some history yesterday.need do math.gah.
i'm gotta study.i'm so nervous about math,scared can't do.

*starts singing save me...i think i'm going crazy...*
oh man that songs keeps playing in my head.how to study.
*and lately...i feel like i'm going crazy...*
oh shut up, brain.

i'm loosing my mind mind just to find a place in your heart

Saturday, May 3, 2008 3:52 PM


i'm so not rambling about how much it sucked today.there was one good thing though
at bugis.i saw these 2 ang mos.i don't know where their from though.super accent language i don't speak.this guy and his other half i guess.the guy's hot man.looked like sylar(from heroes) that kinda look.he was talking photos of people going up the escalator with this super cool camera!
ok so i watched some videos on youtube again.oh my gosh.i still love ryan higa!i'm in the nigahiga era for like forever?even kevjumba rocks : D his dancings skills are good for a guy.




man i need to study.maybe lit.i'm in a lit mood!
well tuition was funny in a sense but so boring?
hua yao was banging the wall again coz the pri school kids at the other side were banging.dude how old are you?HAHA but today's lesson was a super waste of time.didn't know why i even bothered to go.4 hours gone.fuck sia.
ok gonna go.
EVIL DAMIAN FINISHED ANIMAL FARM
so not fair.
byes~

the dawn is breaking

1:42 AM
doing math.omg tuition tomorrow ar 8am.look at the freaking time.
gonna stop after this sum.
evil damian!
first to show me that stupid spider walk that freaked me.next you wanna pang seh me.hmph.
you are so so so so so so so -- trying to make you guilty here : D
well argh.i think everyone is so scared about exams.
damn exams.
you caused me buckets of tears, sleep lost and stress.my health is deteoriating.suffering bad backahces and sore throat.it's all about the study.
nights!><
don't blackmail me by the way

labels (just wanna type one :X) : ebil damian.ebil ebil ebil ebil ebil.

a poem i guess

Friday, May 2, 2008 6:23 PM
he sat on the fine white sand
couting the stars before my eyes
asking himself if this was the start of the very end
was it all just full of lies?

it was late
but the night was young
he thought about fate
the pain stung

he felt like a star right then
the one that refused to shine
he wondered over and over again
doubts just filled his mind

a shooting star passed him by
he made a wish, a quick one
he wanted to fly high
he wanted to turn up the sun

for hours he sat
curious about things in his life being true
what was he goin at?
the dawn started to break through

he was falling out back in time
as he stood on his feet
thinking about the days when everthing rhymed
walking down the misty empty street

so yesterday so yesterday i'm like a bird that has already flown away

5:34 PM

was rushing to tuition with jocelyn (as in sis) and we were at the traffic light.saw this people staring at me from inside a car and look awfully familiar.then went we were almost at the bus stop, the car stopped, and i heard a familiar voice.
ALEX GOR GOR ^^
my cousin, his wife and my nephew and the worker who's also the driver.ok but omg so lucky?he was like hop on.wheee!then we all crammed into the car.ah pang was super cute ><>
hee i love my nephews and nieces and cousins.though i'm not really close to them.there's still a bond!
my list of cousins:
Jasmin, 18- in new zeland.i seldom see her but she rocks man.pretty and got a nice accent.also on scholarship.
Lyn, 16-RGS on scholarship (!!!)
Jared 9- kinda too young to tell how clever he is but he's one tv addict
Alex gor gor- 40 plus.i've no idea how old.in jb.have own business.married.nice guy.three sons.
Ah keng gor gor 42- well he's nice.i seldom see him): only cny or christmas or so
Ah sui gor gor 30 plus- i don't really know him well but he's a nice guy too.married.2 daughters.
Su Wen jie jie 20 plus- nice person.i have nice family.wow
Yong Tai 19- super nice attitude.but communication problem
Yong Ping 18- the hotter one
Ah pang (i don't know)- he's cuteee
my mum's side only have two.thais ~
yok 17- super fun to be with
yoot 14- clever.all i can say.super good chess and checkers player.
their cousins on their dad's side which i also know is the kind of oh-my-god clever.the elder sister is 20 plus, in the top university of thailand and is learning to be doctor in the psychology/psychiatry department i think.the younger brother who is 18 already found himself a place in the top university of thailand under doctors.my gosh.we were gambling (with 1 bath coins) and they're like studying and playing at the same time.they have super nice characters and super clever.they're eyes never leaves the book.i helped them with english too haha.synthesis
ok i realised that my cousins that are around my age are clever.even the distant ones.what's up with that?all have like family business or the notes or the brains.
maybe the brains run in the genes.maybe i didn't get the genes past on to me.sob sob.
i can't wait to go to thailand!my uncle will be there!WOOT!the uber cool fashion sense and funny uncle who lives in the upper east side of manhatthan near avenue five with my grandma and works in barney new york allowing him to have seen the most famous stars in the industries, like madonna, beyonce, rob thomas, usher, sarah jessica parker, jessica alba, etc.so freaking cool.he even met one of the thai princesses there.
well that's all today.i feel like saying so many things thinking of my relatives.
grandma is coming later.oh whee food.but i need to study and can't talk to her): i feel bad.she'll be lonely.maybe my uncle will come too.
hope my mummy is ok.daddy's with her now.i can't wait for them to come home.i'm happy that everything went pretty well.
byes!
i'm in a writing mood.which means i'm mentally emo.haw haw haw.lol

but you caught me off guard now i'm running and screaming

1:01 PM


chinese die!oh man..the whole paper don't get a single thing!if i get 20 plus i'll call it a perfect miracle.
geography was easy peasy just that i forgot that the area in the map is the himalayas and andes so kinda lost one mark already.
jia min did that again!oh my gosh.
i was revising agriculture with him and he went:
'eh jia min' *use eye and beckon*
then i see OH MY FUCKING GOSH
totally see her go under and put in her mouth
then i went:
'eh yew rong' *look behind*
yew rong went:
'OMG OMG EWW*
damian went:
*OMG JIA MIN!'
shing yi started shouting like shit.
the whole class was so grossed out.like so ew!who eats blood from -er herm- there?!
during chinese paper, damian so poor thing kena last paper that's infected!lucky short of paper and he could change.
after school was waiting for mr tan with jun xi.jun xi brought deodorant into the class to spray on geography paper then mr tan took it!lol
then man, saw mr nathan.fraternising with me.
gossip girl eight is out.forgot to watch, today gonna watch then study math or science or history or literature.so much so little time.



a story!

it was the afternoon and the bus was practically empty.he watched her from the back of the bus, wondering what's in her mind right now. she boarded the bus on 77th street, the most stunning girl he had ever seen.she was wearing a white and blue uniform he did not quite recognise.she sat around the middle of the bus, looking distantly out of the window at the passing cars, hugging her black shoulder bag.
she sat watching the cars pass.from the yellow taxis to the black stretched limousines to cars of the workaday people. then her breath stopped. a BMW her numbers on the plate saying 1212. oh gosh.it's him.
he watched her eyes following a white BMW, she looked stricken all of a second.what did she have to do with the car?he thought.who's the driver?is it a guy?is it her enemy?is it --?
she caught a glimpse of the driver on the left.now she's positive that it's him.but who's the other girl sitting in the passenger seat?wasn't that seat supposed to be hers?wait, is that her hand on his? she couldn't breathe.she turned away and looked at the back of the bus.
he caught her eye.she looked sad, sorrow in those mysterious blue eyes.he didn't pull away, the moment felt so right. who was this enigma?
she saw a guy she never knew before, looking into his eyes just made her feel alright again. she turned away right away and cleaned the tear off her face.she couldn't take it any longer.the world has two faces, full of crime, deceit and illness, but the other face is just full of love, joy and sweet nothings.
he was crestfallen as he watched her turned away.he knew she was crying, why?he felt crushed.as the bus came to 65th street, she went down, into the lobby of one of the most luxurious apartments in the town.he wondered if he would see her again.
as she went into the apartment's lift, she thought about those night black eyes of that stranger.those eyes just full of life.she replayed the moment their eyes locked, forgetting about those two jerks in the car.she wanted to know him.who was that guy in the white uniform?
'who are you?' they whispered.

i wanna watch GG!later got tuition.gah

here's to the nights we felt alive, here's to the tears you knew you cried, here's to goodbye tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Thursday, May 1, 2008 6:17 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR JASON!!! ^^
ok tomorrow is geography and chinese paper.oh gosh.so much to study.
i aim to finish geography at 8 and then chinese.i regretted doing math from 10 plus to 1.30 today.should have used the time to do some geog.
i work up and was like 'STUDY!' but i ended up watching tv for a while.oh wells need find mr tan tomorrow so had to study.so have questions to ask.
i'm so so so stressed out.jun xi was asking me if i was studying geog and i wanted to cry right away!then he asked me to sit in the garden under the sun and read a book.relax a little.maybe it'll work after the exams haha.
still reading the insiders.interestng.coz most books only talk about the mahatthan female elites,this book is about the male elites.fun!
i need to get back to geog.my head is hurting.
byes!

once there was me
I'm Janice, sixteen, but really, I'm three. I live in my own fantasy of endless imagination. I like the smell of new books and the wonders a camera can do. I laugh way too much.
And this, is my life.

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