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Thursday, March 27, 2008 10:43 PM
omg.freeeeeeeee~
must study for tmr spelling AND science test AND homework.wtf...just like got home.
so so so so *beep*
alrights
nights!!!
me!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 6:21 PM
today.sian...tired!!!
i worse than a zombie.slept whenever i had a chance!
fever.gosh.haven't slept properly for 1 week and hadn't eaten for 26 hours until i went to mustafa centre and bought snacks.i got to tell you,that's the first time hello panda taste SO heavenly.
i'm kinda dead right now.so i dunno what to say at all.
byes
me...
p.s. i feel bad.many thanks to qiao hui,zi hang,edwin,pearleen,tau pok for being nice today(:
p.p.s. she's leaving my house tmr.SO DAMN HAPPY.peace,privacy and rest at last.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 11:14 PM
sooo tired.just got home
nothing to say!!!muscial fountian was nice.cried the whole way through the skyride.go cart was kinda ok.beach was just talking.didn't eat much.gosh...
nothing to say at all
byes
JANCIE
p.s. hope i get well soon

Monday, March 24, 2008 8:38 PM
today bird park!haha...was kinda fun(:

nothing much to say...maybe i'll just post some picts.i'm suffering from a bad headache

HAHA!HEART!!!
hee...
ok i think that's it...i babble all the dirt to lene already xD
SENTOSA TMR!but i'm not playing games on the beach..i don't want to get my skin spoilt..
OMGOMG watching thai horror.i'm dying!!!ghost omg...omg..
okokok i'm freaking out
bye!!!!

Sunday, March 23, 2008 9:12 PM
TO LENE: I THINK YOU'RE OBSESSED WITH RYAN HIGA
i know he's hot but girl,he's taken):
=X
lalalala~
oh and by the way i'm high!yes i'm super high!
i..i'm..in..l..l..la la land
hmm back to doing whatever i'm doing.

8:43 PM
ok went to zoo today...not bad for a fact(: took many picts!!!wiped out so many batteries =/
went for dance.was so so so tired!!!
got scolded...yeah.like wth?i'm innocent here!but let's not talk about it.my eyes still hurt.
then went to grandma's house.was ok...just eat and go home.
about 15 minutes ago started copying geog SIO and had a mood change.
about 5 minutes ago got a call from Sunitha.I'm gonna be the emcee for tomorrow's cross cultural performance.WHOLE SCHOOL WILL BE THERE! *hyperventilates and faints*
now into the details of some stuff today if there's any...hmm
i'm getting all nervous about tmr!!!even though i don't suffer stage fright,but i'm kinda scared.my second time on stage when i'm not dancing.i've danced on stage countless of times,even in some open showcase at singapore's museum.but to emcee,that's only once..but it'll look good on my testimonials anyway(:
by the way lene,i'm still dead.whee got too much a surge of exuberance.
i'm reading THE LAST DANCE AT THE FROSTY QUEEN!it's a nice book,but the plot is kinda complicated.i know the guy's name is aruther flood.bro's name allen,father's name milton.sis name carrie.step mum name stacy.have affair with teacher, mrs kaye.have a ex-girlfriend geraldine who might be pregnant.have a friend with benefits whom he loves called vanessa/zelda/lucia.doesn't have a mother.have a gay best friend called barry.have bosses named mr and mrs stiles.one dead,one fled.boss dog that became his called pierre.he works at the frosty queen for child support.very good artist.wanna leave kansas forever.drives a death mobile.hmm and it goes on...
author is richard uhlig.the way it's written it's exactly like boy toy..the way stuff are described and all.gonna finish the book today.5 days reading xD tmr i shall read...errr SLAM! yeah..nick hornby's new book
i'm so so nervous about tomorrow still.still happy.eyes still hurt.
my quote of the day is hidden.no one shall know,it's personal!
ok then nights all!
jurong bird park tomorrow.*faints from heat stroke*
(:
p.s. wonder if i can sleep xD

Friday, March 21, 2008 9:00 PM
my thai buddy is here.whee
ok so i wanna say some stuff first before i start the post
lots and lots of sorries to my friends): i haven't been able to talk to you all much,especially sean and lene and john and lok):
on wednesday.i was so super hyper to meet them in a sense.we waited with banners and we saw pilots and air hostests.ridhuan made this super girl voice that was so high and gay-y and went, 'sawadeeka' when the pilots past by.and he went all deep when the girls past then started acting like nothing happened.so funny!and they kept looking at us thinking who it was.
ok so yesterday we went to china town,esplanade,merlion and the stanford raffles statue.
it was damn tiring!walk like my legs was gonna kill me and walked around dead until i ate half a mars bar,lots of sweets and ice cream and got sugar high.slept for 4 hours the previous night so yeah...i started skipping and laughing like mad.errr imh?
everyone looked dead especially ridhuan!he looked like he could collapse anytime..ice crean did not work on him): didn't have enough cash to get him starbucks we met along the way xD
tam was super hyper too.i know what she loves:
-automated stuff
-prawns
-coconut juice
-candy
haha.she goes OMG I LOVE (this and that)
ok so when we spoke english to our buddies.they don't really understand.i was walking with ridhuan while his buddy(top) and mine(chompoo) talked.and he went all 'TOP!don't.flirt.with.girlfriend.' super slow.lol! and they looked at us blur-ly xp and they was many super funny stuff we talked about.
how i could teleport.how he looked like a lizard.how when he have hair in his face,he looks like the gay in ugly betty.how they couldn't understand us.how one of the guy was emo-ing.how we do not like emos.how we owned anderson bridge.how one of the girls like him.how she called his name.
there was walking like models,manikam trying to trip him,he trying to kiss the statues,dig their nose and trying to talk to them
rulizwan:how long have you been carrying this?
(puts ear to the statue's mouth)
ridhuan:wait.what?a hundred years?keep up the good work!
or something like that.lol!
then as we walked to standford raffles statue,we past this giant bird statue.
levin and aruther were like 'welcoming the bird shit' from it's butt xD
then they put manickam under the bird.freaking funny.and everyone had hysterics when ridhuan went,'nice ass.'
lol!!!
we walked the shit out of us.and came back to square one!like darn...waste my energy
came home.slept from 11 to 9.woke up and saw two missed calls from sean and felt bad):
haven't been kol-ing too...
i'm getting bored.got math hw to do and geog and hist i missed to study.
see ya!
ME!

quotation of the day by john:

A.B.C.D.E.F.G.H.I.J.K.L.M.N.O.P.Q.R.S.T.U.V.W.X.Y.Z. Now I know my A.B.C, next time won't you sing with me? says:
as i walk thru the valley of the shadows of LA
A.B.C.D.E.F.G.H.I.J.K.L.M.N.O.P.Q.R.S.T.U.V.W.X.Y.Z. Now I know my A.B.C, next time won't you sing with me? says:
the footsteps that were next to me has gone their seperate ways

love that lines(:

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 10:30 PM
i'm so bloody fucking pissed off at everything.let's see.because i must go with the thai buddy,i must miss SO MANY LESSONS plus exam is 5 weeks away.5 WEEKS IS DAMN FAST.30% of my SA2 marks means a lot to me alright.man...let me say my feel

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

man.. fuck
FUCK
and fuck

like gosh...why did i even sign up for this thing?look good in portfolio is one and i sacrifice my future of studying.gee
maybe i'm exagerating,but zzzz
no hard feelings

FUCK.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 8:59 PM
due to request from someone:

SEAN-Y ; . ! says:
u haven't updated ur blog

i've decided to blog.man...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIHANG!i know i'm 2 days late but i said happy birthday ytd(:
i feel bad for not getting you something.
didn't know):

sooooo hmm
animation today not bad.we did our sketches!hee(: pretty fun
learnt rubik's cube!!!
MANY THANKS TO: TAUPOK!and DAMIAN ><>< )
facts i know about LM:
-borned in dec.so i'm older. yay!
-one of the funniest person you'll ever meet
-his mum shares a character like him if i'm not wrong.from all the times i spoke to her
-he has gay partners back then.let's see...yq,ct...hmm.how about now?
-he used to like *beep* (i'm a good girl.i won't expose it) [hope you don't mind, lm.nothing serious.this section is meant to be about you]
good memories i can remember about him and 6 CAR..hmm
-spaying water at each other
-catching!!!!
-IPP!!! (rmb my dear fellow 6 caring pals?xD ct singing on the cardboard,yx sitting on the 'temporary toilet',mrs long showing us her hello kitty phone,everyone giving up and deciding to faint[in a sense],taping the windows,trying to find air,THE SMELL OF FRESH AIR FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AGES)
-LOCKER INCIDENTS!(rmb my dear friends?the rotting apples,bananas,plums in the lockers.bottles of gross stuff-containing seaweed,whatever drinks,pen inks,rubbish and sutff,stinks like hell.magorts on ppl's stuff coz of rotting fruits.AND THE CLEANER FINDING THEM AND TELLING LONG!)
-CLASS PARTY (mdm aini hosted it in class.p5!)
-the usual hangout on 3rd floor(lunch and recess hideout)
and much much more.that i shall not reveal.because it reflects on the person i once was *laughs*

lalala...
i'm bored
tmr need go airport or something to meet my thai buddy
(no excitement)
EXAM COUNT DOWN-4 WEEKS AND 6 DAYS
still bored
hmm
i drew a dress(yes i did and lene,yet to show you)
pretty much like it i guess.
i found out i'm the 3rd highest for art.wow...that caught me off guard,and i got full marks for HE paper when i wrote nonsense.like how cheongsam and qi pao is the same thing.
i'm still bored
reading hollywood hills now.
i repacked my books.i own 22 meg cabots now if i'm not wrong.the collection is still growing.airhead and queen of babble get hijacked(or something) are next
that's it
i'm going
bored
hear more from me

ME!

p.s. GOOD LUCK,SEAN!win!and win big(: (remember to count tonight!wait i'll remind you with a new thing to count.sheeps are outdated xD )

quote for the day.hmm errr err err nothing...

nights all!
good friday coming soon!means holiday!go mad.

Thursday, March 13, 2008 9:45 AM
my deepest apologies about my mental breakdown yesterday night to this morning(right after midnight).i'll make it up to you guys (you know who you are).
and i'm bored once again
so i'm here to do a list

HOTTEST GUY BOOK CHARACTERS >< -Nate a.k.a Natheniel Archibald from Gossip Girl (even Chace Crawford who acts as Nate in the GG show is kinda hard to resist,but he's dating Carry Underwood anyway.)
-Chuck a.k.a Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl
-Jesse a.k.a the ghost from The Mediator series
-Luke a.k.a Luke Strike/Lucas Smith from Teen Idol
-David a.k.a first boy from All American Girl
-Dave a.k.a Dave the Laugh from the Georgia Nicholson series
-Robin a.k.a Sex God from the Georgia Nicholson series
-Will a.k.a King Arthur's reincarnation from Avalon High (i must say, i have not read AH2 because i don't like how the manga looks in it, no offence)
-Michael a.k.a Michael Moscovitz from Princess Diaries series
-John a.k.a the columnist not superstar from The Guy Next Door
-Mitch a.k.a Mitchell the lawyer from Boy Meets Girl
-Heath a.k.a pony from The It Girl series
-Brandon a.k.a 'Pretty Boy' from The It Girl series
-Easy a.k.a Callie/Jenny's boyfriend from the It Girl series
-Julian a.k.a Tinsley's toy from The It Girl series
Ok.that's a lot. there's still (from A-List) Ben and Adam and many many many more.i can't possibly remember everything i read xp
ok 3 hours more to meeting lene
reading A-List, Blonde Ambition/Malibu Sun
byes!
ME!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008 8:17 PM
i'm bored, once again. so i'm here to make lists on books.

BOOKS I'VE READ AND I CONSIDER THEM WORTH READING IN A SENSE (in my entire life)

SCANDAL top
- The Gossip Girls series (NATE NATE NATE!)
-The Luxe series (the book occurs in Manhattan, 1899)
-The It Girl series (you can actually realise that the characters are quite like the ones in GG)
-The A-List series
-The Summer Boys series
-South Beach, French Kiss, Hollywood Hills
-The Au Pair series
-Pool Boys

FRIENDSHIP top
-The Curse of the Mega-Boobed Bimbos (a LBD series)
-Those Girls
-The Au Pair series

ABOUT LIFE top
-Sleeping Freshmen Never Lies
-The Adventures of Fanboy and Goth Girl
-Boy Toy (note that this book is about sexual abuse, so read it at your risk)
- Storky: how i lost my nickname and won the girl
-One of Those Hideous Books Where The Mother Dies
-The Curious Incident of the Dog In The Night Time
-The Adrain Mole series
-10 Things To Do Before I Die
-The Secret Journey
-The Confessions of a Boarding School Brat
-Playing It Cool
-Notes from a Midnight Driver
-The Story Of My Life

ROMANCE top
-What My Mother Doesn't Know, What My Girlfriend Doesn't Know
-Hook Up or Break Up series (very very predictable, but it's still nice in a sense)
-The Dating Game Series (!!!)
-The Mediator series (JESSE JESSE!querido~)
-Shopaholic series
-P.S. I Love You (prepare to cry)
-All American Girl series
-Teen Idol
-The Boyfriend Leauge
-The Confessions of a Hollywood Starlet series
-From E to You (cyber world love although i didn't really get it, how they fell for each other)
-The Boy Book series (the boy next door, boy meets girl, every boy has one)
-Avalon High
-The Boyfriend List and The Boy Book

CRIME and MYSTERY top
-CSI Miami series
-Heather Wells series (although i must say it's not that 'full-of-crime')
-Pretty Little Devils
-Pretty Little Liars series

HORROR top
-The Historian (kinda hard to understand)

NON FICTION top
-Blame My Brain

FANTASY top
-Harry Potter series
-The Golden Compass series
-Eragon ( i didn't quite like Eldest)
-Stardust

LIFE ACCOUNT top
-The Five People You'll Meet In Heaven
-Tuesdays With Morrie

There is way more i guess but i can't remember, judging from the fact i read 30 over books during the December holidays, mostly being series. The authors i like are those that wrote all the books i like. I collect Meg Cabot books although i do not have the entire Princess Diaries series because i think the series is a waste of time from book 5 onwards (no offence). I have around 25 and more and on going.

ok now i'm back going bored.
finished Adrian Mole. he rocks(: especially the dog (i wonder why it doesn't have a name)
i so need tau pok to recommend me good sci-fi books!will ask when school reopen.

Nights all(:
so much homework left): gee what's wrong with teachers?!

Going out tomorrow with lene...

loves(:
ME!

2:14 PM

haha guitar yesterday.Brian/Sebastian,my teacher, said that i could past my exam already and why?lol coz of this *points down*

the A is a bean sprout waiting to grow. B is the bean spout growing and C is the bean sprout growing taller.haha!
yeah and Brian/Sebestian does the best imitation of Ronan Keating's when you say nothing at all.



today went to dance.many sec 2 didn't come.i felt weak and jelly-like all over...
then went to library and man,i renewed the adrain mole book but they stated it as 'overdue' so i'm gonna return it tomorrow,having to pay 7x15cents = $1.05 like wtf?their cheating me.geez...
and omg i just remembered i forgot to meet mr nathan today!i just happy came home and forgot.blank!how?how?!erm ):

i'm bored,
beep beep

Tuesday, March 11, 2008 4:19 PM
one line: i'm officially very very very bored
at least there's someone who thinks like me!:

JAMwithSAND ;you and me,equality says:
i'm bored
- JWJK says:
me too

HAPPY BDAY JOHN!!!please do get well soon!
beep beep(:

3:30 PM
today is boring.it just rained and rained and yes, MORE rain.
woke up around 10.30 and went on kol,trying to find a padawan with james.to my wildest believe, no noobs at all.so we find and find till we founda level 5 called tinytim65.kmailed him and i hope he replies!it would be fun(: so i'm still doing the quest of the holy macgauffin and i'm level 14!!!i'm supposed to do the island quest at level 14.this shows that i'm so so so slow.i bought a new skill so i lost my one mil, 998k now.eeeeek!
ok no more kol.
i'm reading the secret diary of adrian mole age 13 3/4 again.the last time was like p6 or something when the whole class read lok's one.was fun coz we joked about and laughed at adrian's entries everyday xD those were the days
so that's all for today!
i have a song to share!it's nice~
you and me by one night only
*sings* you and me,equality







enjoy!(:

Monday, March 10, 2008 6:20 PM
i'm bored out of my mind...
i won sean in like 3 games of flags and he won 1.he wasn't supposed to loose the 3rd game!haha...
beep is a word i use often these days
it sounds like someone saying *beep beep* to be annoying or the way a car horn sound in cartoons.it's the name of my kol mozzy anyway.
nine in the afternoon is nice~
ok that's all...
cheers!
me!
quotation of the day by lene: did it turn you on?you sound excited (yes it did turn me on)

Sunday, March 9, 2008 3:35 PM
WELCOME HOME SEANY

just home from dance and damn,i'm tired.xiao lei and i came home together,we ran like mad to catch buses.it's our day!hee
walked home from bus stop and the sun pierced my poor red skin): it's turning less red but peeling(ew i'm like a snake!).the skin on my face is starting to come off.
good news! one mil on kol!and i got int the million dollar club or something,gonna check it out later.
that's pretty much it for today...
wooweee!i'm happy *grins*
see ya dawg,
ME!

p.s. lene woohoo daisy baby.thursday would be fun,perhaps(:

Saturday, March 8, 2008 9:35 PM
[blogging from new laptop]
ok so the person forgot ytd was zhou yang xp sorry!!!
no offence):

today,i woke up and looked in the mirror and ************* there's like a strip of red across my entire nose and cheeks and my arms,legs,neck are reeeeeed and pain!!!kept spraying this kind of water on the burnt area so they don't hurt so much.couldn't be bothered to wear something nice out so wore a black tee and dark jeans and grey jacket.
went to marina square,everyone looked at me like i'm an alien or something!gah!we ate at 'paste de Waraku' or something like that if i spelt it correctly.was nice~
at tuition,yes,everyone asked why i looked like so damn black.(can't you guys stop rubbing it in,i'm hurt already alright *gets all emotional and starts sobbing)
ok back to reality
after that we went to suntec for obviously the fare.bought a camcorder!wheee~ a camcorder alas!now i have like this giant tripod stand that came with the camcorder and i can use my camera with it too!we also bought a camera printer.this laptop came from the fare too by the way,if you're wondering,it's a sony vaio and it's pink or more of a metallic pink.
the amount of people there was not as bad as last year when i went on the last day but it was still freaking packed.peope banged into me and i was all(saying in my head)'fuck,can you stop touching me?can't you see i'm burnt and in pain?man...' ok but i didn't say anything aloud of course,i'm a good and decent soul(:
we returned to marina after it all and i bought scandals!haha the ones i wanted too but it's black coz they didn't have size 7 in gold and white.i bought it a size bigger since 6 felt weird...
and that was pretty much all...
can like anyone tell me how much it costs to text someone in genting?(oh yeah and if you're reading this kev,preaper to pay and chocolates don't substidue money!*grins*)
CAN'T WAIT TO DO CIP WITH LENE!
bewitched is here!
wheee gonna watch
sighing off!
quotation of the night: (let's stick to the known fact) to be or not to be
hahaha
yay seany's coming homey tomorrowy (errr...)


nights everyone,
PIMPERNEL or PIMP or JAM?

(how did jamwithsand came about.my kol name.because janice is shortened to jan which sounds like jam which sounds like sand.but the latest version is coz i went to sentosa and came home finding sand all over me and my bag even in my ear,hence jamwithsand!haha thanks john for the idea!)

nicole kidman is prettttteeeeeeee!

Friday, March 7, 2008 11:03 PM


Here are some picts by the way.only took two...but yeah(:
wheee~

10:37 PM
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
was fun.i'm burnt like...red all over
i loved mr khairul's shades!mr foo ran freaking fast...and mr tan let miss wang be in front of him(zzz),and qiao hui told me some guys said miss wang was hot today.and i do agree she did look good.
so here's the thing.8 boys came in top 20,shing yi,justin,timothy,joel,kenneth soo,zi hang,jian kun, and someone else.can't remember.
for girls there was pearleen and jia qin
but we didn't win the class competition coz there was 9 of us who didn't run
for games, we won captains ball and beach soccer.i had a great time burying song jun's legs xD he was totally covers with sand till the waist!haha and people stepped on him.jun xi was found sleeping on the tent and i threw sand on him(buahahahah)
we cheered and cheered.was great!
after the whole thing, me,hui yee,yew rong,ong lai,jian kun,wai kit,justin,amanda,jia qin,qiao hui,natalie,darrick and sucram walked out of sentosa together.was so windy and great!we met shuiuan wen,wei lin,yu jun,peijun,bi xia and sharon on the way.we walked all the way to vivo.then we bought drinks.some went home but some of us ate.
after eating i went back.and got kevin to go back with me.haha.was like at sembawang mrt and lucky he zao so damn fast before mum or dad saw him.heng~
i'm so tired right now...sand sand and more sand.heee xD we were throwing sand at each other and i decided to go bare footed so my feet are burnt too(even my fingers).and it hurts alright.tanned,very.i'm of two different colours,very obvious.
i'm gonna nod off any time soon...
holidays are here,yeah.so much homework T_T
it's like loads and loads.they can make up a hill!gah...still have 3 books to read for tasks zzzz
ok gonna go now,
ME!
(can't wait to try out new laptop!)

Cheers we did:
shing yi: 2/4
we:2/4
shing yi: 2/4
we: 2/4
and it got faster and faster and we ended with a scream

zi hang: 2/4
we: 2/4
zi hang: 2/4
we: 2/4
and it got slower and slower till it died and we ended with a scream

3 cheers and 3 cheers for 2/4 hip hip hurray hip hip hurray hip hip hurray (screams)

2/4 bomb 2/4 bomb 2/4 bomb to (some other class) bomb (if they didn't reply and we all went booo,if they did and it was soft we said cannpt hear)

2/4 bomb 2/4 bomb 2/4 bomb to tan tee wee (ok mr tan says that we'll get like 5 bookings if we said his full name.but it's the last day!wheee)

2/4 jia you

we did a dedication too!:

song: headlight disco by the click five
from: pineapple(ong lai/david blaine/ yong liang)
message: i'm gonna levitate all our opponents away.2/4 08 rocks forever.

CONGRATS TO ALL PRIZE WINNERS!
2/4 OWNED YOUR ASS.
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

once there was me
I'm Janice, sixteen, but really, I'm three. I live in my own fantasy of endless imagination. I like the smell of new books and the wonders a camera can do. I laugh way too much.
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